Novel & Cerita Puisi Kecewa Karena Sikapmu

"No matter how hard I try to hide it, I keep failing. I like you so much, Zamani and I want you to get better." My jaw tightened in anger. "So you think there is something wrong with me."

Sontak, Snack yang kupegang jatuh. Aku ternganga dengan wajahku entah berwarna apa. Rasanya pengin menghilang dari muka bumi saat itu juga. Kutundukkan wajah dalam-dalam menyembunyikan rasa malu. "Sudahlah, Ra. Tidak usah kamu bermimpi terlalu tinggi. Tidak usah mengemis ngemis perhatiannya lagi. Dia sudah punya yang masih gadis, cantik lagi, bukan janda beranak sepertimu. Kamu tidak ada ada apa apanya dibanding gadis itu, Ra" Sisi batinku terus berperang.

Worst, brother Kai will gonna disappoint. I pick my pen, and when the pen’s ink started to drip, I still couldn't write anything except to the period made by the ink smudge. In annoyance, I scrambled the papers again and pushed it out to my table. I leaned my back on the chair… It is frustrating. This is too much. What the hell is happening to me. It seems I turn to be worthless. No. I just need my favorite tea to make me calm and my useless brain could think something I expect!

He silenced my attempts to defend myself. "Shut up!" he barked, his voice dripping with disappointment. "I regret giving you a chance," he continued, his words piercing through my soul. The weight of his rejection threatened to crush me, tears welling up in my eyes. How had things come to this? I had never imagined that our love would be so fragile, so easily shattered.

Akira said to himself, "Don't you like me? What am I lacking, my queen? I will always love you forever!" I managed to avoid it, but somehow I couldn't leave it. I feel if I leave him, in my heart there is a feeling of pain. My steps stopped, I fell silent and somehow I felt a feeling of disappointment in myself. I feel like I've just been rejected, it hurts and hurts.

"Tears dropped down on my cheeks. Pain stabbed my heart started to lick. That ignorance of yours that rushed into my soul, Shattered my confidence, dig a hole. My heart is still stinging and my mind is singing a naive song, Tears faded away, the happiness I lost. It revolved like a ding-dong. It was all because of you In search of the truth, You didn't give us a chance You forgot me in a rush. All my pleases and my requests,

"Don't try to hide your pain. You haven't lashed out at anyone and have only cried in silence. Curse the universe; if you must do, yell at the top of your voice. Only then will you feel better?" I kissed my teeth to keep the tears from falling, "What do you know about me? What makes you think I want to lash out at anyone? I am fine, and I mean it. What is there to discuss? I got pregnant, got rejected by my mate and lost the child. That's all. Others have experienced worse, and they are fine. So I am fine!" I glared hard at her clenching my fist. "How long do you intend to keep trying to convince yourself that you are fine?"

" I clapped my hands in sarcasm. "That's it. That's what I am waiting to hear from your mouth. This is my body and whatever I do with this is none of your business. You don't want me, remember? So please stay out of my life." He gritted his teeth. "You're such a disappointment." "Oh, really? Why would you be disappointed? Are you my mother? Are you my father? You are not, right? So stop saying things as if you cared about me because you don't. I'm not soliciting any opinion from you."

' this is just what I keep to think. But what if in the next things he will do, I will fall? Is that possible? But even if it's possible, I won't let myself fall for this jerk! He just made my life so miserable and I hate myself for thinking the fact that I am here now with him and being manipulated by him! Dang! Hearing you whisper through the phone "Wait for me to come home" /W.W/ Author's Note: Song used: Photograph by Ed Sheeran Lyrics credit to the rightful owner!

Sa tuwing event mo na lang siyang binabalikan kaya imbis na maging masaya ka ay umuuwi kang malungkot. Pagod akong bumuntong hininga at umiling na lang sa kawalang salita. "I'm just tired." "Okay..." umirap ito sa akin at kumagat sa mansanas na kinakain. She stared at me with disbelief, still shaking her head like she's disappointed of me or something.