Sad Alone Quotes Novels & Stories

My hands are on my sides. I feel the sadness that started to wrap around my whole body, soul, and mind. I am blankly looking at the dark sky. Waiting for it to open and fetch me. Hoping life is as easy as that. Once you want to give up, just close your eyes and leave this f*cking atrocious world.

Napalunok ito bago nagsalita sa mababang boses. “Ysabela, I’m.. I’m sorry. My emotions overwhelmed me. Years of longing have left me consumed by loneliness.” Miserable nitong saad.

Pero sana maisip mo kung gaano ko gustong humingi ng tawad. I am so sorry for being a coward. Sorry because I am not strong enough. I am so sorry because I need to leave you. I am so sorry because we need to part ways. I am so sorry because I am not perfect. I am so sorry that we ended up like this. Sorry for everything. Sana kung magtagpo man tayo sa susunod ay tingnan mo pa rin ako. Kahit isang segundo lang. Pero hindi kita masisisi kung kakalimutan mo na ako ng tuluyan. I will surely accept everything.

dagdag niya pa. Halos madurog ang puso ko sa nasaksihan na paghihirap ng kapatid ko. Umikot ako sa kanyang harapan at pinantayan siya. "You are not a bad person. Okay? Y-you will never be. You're just hurt kaya ka ganyan. All you need is the person who will understand your pain and that is me Kiara. I w-will never turn my back on you." nahihirapang saad ko. "If I am not a bad person why am I suffering in this pain? I deserve to be happy right? But why can't I be happy? Why am I always crying? B-bakit iniiwan ako?"

Ang bawat salita ay parang sinisindihan ang lumang sugat. “Sorry sa kagaguhan ko. Sorry at sinaktan kita. Sorry kasi wala ako sa tabi mo noong mga panahon na pinagbubuntis mo ang anak natin. I’m sorry I was not there to help you every time our daughter was crying. I’m sorry I am too late, baby. I promise I will try to make up for all of it, kahit papaano, habang buhay,” he whispered almost inaudible, the words lingering in the air like a confession.

Nang makaramdam ako ng pagkabagot at kumuha ako ng isang flashlight at nagsimulang mag ikot-ikot. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng ginagawa kong iyon ng tumunog ang cellphone ko. Itinigil ko ang ginagawa ko para makita kung tungkol saan iyon. Agad na naningkit ang mga mata ko nang mabasa ko ang pangalan ni Solana sa screen. SOLANA: Whenever you feel sad, just tell me you needed my help and I will help you...with my mouth, body, soul and hole.

Mugto pa din ang mga mata niya, nangingitim na din ang mga ito sa kakaiyak niya. "I'll never be okay." malungkot niya pang sabi. "You can't be sad all the time, lalo na ngayon." sabi ni kuya Vlad at kinuha sa kamay ko ang pregnancy test na hawak ko kanina pa, hindi na nagulat si ate sa nakita niya.

Kinuha nitong muli ang ulo ng dalaga para marahang idikit sa kaniyang dibdib. "I'm just kidding, Sappy. Off course, that's the last thing I want you to do. Masyado kang maganda para umiyak at ma-stress lang. If it's only possible, ako na lang ang iiyak at masasaktan everytime you feel your world is falling apart. Napakahirap maging malungkot pero mas mahirap ang kapag wala ka sa buhay ko." That words of him triggers her tears to flow down once again. Oh, dammit! Not in his front, Sappy. Not in his chest! Subalit pigilan niya ma'y hindi na umurong pa ang mga luha niya.

Mahal kita, Nikkolai, pero sa tingin ko mas mabuti at habang maaga, kailangan kong itigil ang nararamdaman ko para sa'yo. Hindi ko kayang makita ang sarili ko na minamahal at nagiging masaya sa taong pumatay sa mga magulang ko. It's better to unlove you than to keep hurting myself...or hurting you. "But I can't see myself without you, too, Nikkolai...I cant..." --- Fallen So Deep written by: HeneralAlcalde