Novel & Cerita Seldom Feel Blue Meaning

Gustuhin ko man mag-reklamo ay nahihiya ako dahil sa pag sagot sagot ko sa kanya na umabot pa sa pikonan. He set me down on the bed, which is big enough for six people. "Stay here for now, and don't try to stand up. It might make your ankle swell more, okay? I'll be back in a minute," Blue said. "Okay," I replied, and then he left the room. Being alone, I couldn't help but feel sad because I already miss my cousin. "Lord, I want to go home already. I'm already getting bored," she thought to herself.

Ang hirap pala kapag humanga ka, hindi mo mapipigilan ang sarili mo na huwag umasa. Pero priceless ang pakiramdam ng humahanga. Masarap sa pakiramdam dahil alam mong naging masaya ka. Siguro nga mabuti nang umalis na si Blue ngayon dahil baka mas mahirapan lang ako kapag dumating pa sa punto na hindi nalang paghanga ang nararamdaman ko. May naghihintay sa kaniya at may mahal siya. Ako pa rin ang talo sa huli.

"I mean, after a long day." Pero alam ko na hindi naniniwala sakin si Blue dahil malinaw na malinaw ang pagkakasabi ko. I just don't want to talk about it dahil hindi naman worth it. Natahimik kaming dalawa ni Blue which makes me happy, she really knew when to speak and be quiet.

Wala na kasi akong ibang alam na lugar dito sa Manila kaya wala na talaga akong ma-suggest sa kaniya. Kung saan-saan niya ako dinala. Kahit na nakalimutan ko kung saan kami nagpunta buong maghapon, hindi ko makakalimutan kung gaano kapayapa ang puso ko, ang sarili ko. Sobrang gaan ng lahat. Sobrang smooth lang. I’ve never felt this kind of feeling to anyone. Maski kay Zubby na mismong matalik kong kaibigan, hindi ko naramdaman ang ganitong kapayapang buhay. It’s like finally, after those mourning years of my life, I’ve savored serenity. The serenity of life I never thought I would experience in my entire life. This is the life I wanted. The life I never had.

“What the heck?” Napatingin na lang ako kay Blue na tila nilalamig. Pasado alas dies na, at mukha yatang may kasiyahan sa kalapit na building. Maingay ang tugtugan. “Well, it’s good to be carefree once in a while.” Sumakay na ako sa kotse ko at babalik na sana sa bahay ni Uncle nang mapansin ko na tila ayaw magpahila ni Blue. He is looking at the dark part of the street while growling angrily.

KABANATA 11 Days passed like a blur, but my heart.. it is still breaking day by day, slowly. The happiness has long gone, forgotten as loneliness visit me again. I look at the sultry ocean as the strokes of the waves touch my feet soothingly. The ocean is still blue, just like my feelings, I'm in a deep shit blue. Funny as how my favorite color and feelings differ. I hug my shoulder firmly as the sun burn my entire body, a brand new day to get hurt. Again and again.