Sendiri Sendiri Ku Diam Novels & Stories

The room was very quiet. I looked at this man sitting on the edge of my bed at eleven at night who had walked through locked doors and past security like they were suggestions and was now telling me he didn't like that I'd spent the evening with my own family — and I understood, very clearly, that there was not a single version of normal anywhere near this situation. "You need to leave," I said. "No." Just no. Flat. Final. Like the word was a wall. "Damien—"

*Amber* I can’t stop pacing. The rhythm of my footsteps against the cool wooden floor echoes in the dimly lit room, each step a manifestation of my anxious thoughts. Adis sits on the worn couch, cradling Adion in his arms, his voice low and soothing as he reads a story about brave knights and fearsome dragons. Adion’s wide eyes are glued to the pages, completely captivated, blissfully unaware of the chaos swirling outside these walls.

My very own sanctuary. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

"My name is Maria." My voice trembled. I stopped. Then tried again. "My name is Maria." Stronger. "I don't owe anyone an apology for being here." I stared at myself. My heart was pounding. But I didn't look away. "I don't have to make everyone like me." Another breath. "I just have to be myself." The room remained silent. But something inside me shifted. I wasn't suddenly fearless. I wasn't suddenly powerful. I was simply... trying. And perhaps trying was enough for today.

And I am not looking for a savior. I close my eyes. Crack eighty-four. The Wildcard is tamed. One down. Two to go.

I do not care. "Leave me alone!" I said quietly. However, there was no rejection from them. Everyone moves slowly and leaves from there. I'm here alone. Lamenting a fate that I can't change. I have to accept and live it. Seriously in learning and honing my skills. I hold many lives. God, don't let my hand be the end of their life. Help me.

Silence One Two Three “What the hell did you just say,” his voice thundered in the room, making me shudder slightly. And there goes my confidence I gulped down but keep a straight face, trying to hide my angst “I said I don’t want a mate,” I repeated looking at anywhere but him. “Look at me when you speak,” he growled. I clenched my eyes snugly and took a deep breath to calm my nerves; I look up straight into his eyes with a stern expression “You know I have a choice and I choose to live independently,”

please help me. I pleaded while looking up . I have given myself to you from this very moment. ____________________________________ ____________________________________ I-I cannot believe myself. I cannot believe my reality. The sound of wind hitting on windows or the rays of light coming inside. Day or night doesn't matter because I don't know where am I . Will I be able to go back in life or This will be it . I cannot accept it. Tears and tears that's all I have seen from that day. From that horrible moment.

(Denganmu aku tidak pernah bertanya-tanya - akankah kau berada di sana untukku? With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me? (Denganmu aku tidak pernah bertanya-tanya - kau orang yang tepat untukku?) I finally found the love of a lifetime (Akhirnya aku menemukan cinta seumur hidup) A love to last my whole life through (Cinta untuk menjalani seluruh hidupku) I finally found the love of a lifetime (Akhirnya aku menemukan cinta seumur hidup)

Pilit kong pinapalakas ang sarili ko kahit na hindi maganda ang nararamdaman ko. Ibinaba ko muna ang notebook na binigay n'ya at dahan-dahan akong naglakad papunta sa pintuan ng kwarto. Akmang hahawakan ko na ang door knob ng mapatigil ako dahil sa lyrics ng kantang lumalabas sa cellphone ko. Pansamantala ko 'tong dinamdam. Would you still hurt my pride.🎵🎶 Oh hey, how I cried.🎵🎶