Sendiri Sendiri Ku Diam Novels & Stories

Selama ini kau masih merasa Aku selalu menantimu Dua minggu kau tak menghampiri Karena kau dengan yang lain Ibanya hatiku, sayang (Lyrics of the Potret Band song). Every day or even night I sing it. Moreover, other than to strengthen my heart, and to cultivate my heart to be strong in recognizing the term love for monkeys that come and go like mushrooms.

My words feel like they come out calmly whereas inside I feel nothing but panic. "Hey, I want you to listen to me and listen to me good. I don't care if we come from different worlds, baby, and I don't care what anyone else has to say about it either. The only people whose options matter in this are mine, yours and that sweet little girl, and the only person I need you to be is you, nothing more, nothing less."

I am not broken". Emma and I said at the same time. "AhaHhaaahaaa" that witch laughed and then said," If both of you aren't broken than who is the one which is broken. Is it me? Denying the reality doesn't change it but it'll make you feel better". Emma and I looked at each other and then again to that witch. She continued," One is trying to fight with none other than himself and the other is trying to fight her destiny. Oh, it's so interesting. But remember that the fight with your own self is the harder one. Tell me. Why are you both here?"

[ the child hiding behind the walls inside the house , gazing and hearing … ] Dear father , I am your child Rickz and always be yours, but I have to leave, please dad don’t search for me .. I don’t have a place here I simply cannot accept and hear your insult …please tell mama that her child will be safe , I’ll be calling you and be in touch .. from now on my education , my expenditure will be all on me .. I’ll learn to handle it .. just don’t stress , once I am settled I shall call you about my where abouts ..

Nakakaasar naman! Nagdadabog na bumalik ako sa may sala niya at muling iginala ang mata sa buong silid. ‘Di ko napigilan ang sariling ‘di mandiri sa sobrang gulo, kalat at dumi ng silid na ito. "I'm stuck. I'm stuck. I'm stuck. I'm stuck!" I muttered to myself, anxiously pacing around the small apartment. "I'm stuck here for Pete's sake!" This is crazy. This is unbelievable. This is fucking surreal!

You are always someone's toy. ''NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.'' I scream banging my head with my hands. '' Stop, please. Stop.'' I slap my head repeatedly so they can stop. '' I am no one's toy. I am no one's toy.'' I get up, go to my nightstand, and take the glass of water. I open the bag and take some of the medicine, drinking them all in one go. The screams started again and I put my hands to my ears praying for them to stop. I lay in bed, pulling my leg closer, and just stood there. After a couple of minutes, I could feel my head becoming heavier and heavier, but the voices were getting quieter. In no time, my eyes closed, and a deep sleep covered me.

hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) teri yaadon mein khoya rehta hoon (I am lost in your memories) mujhko dasti hai tanhaaiyan (my solitude hurts me) phirta rahoon dar badar (I wander from door to door) milta nahi tera nishaan (yet I don't find any sign of yours) hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) tu jo judaa ho gayi (as you separated from me) teri sadaa kho gayi (your hope sound is lost) dekh le phir zindagi (look how my life again) haa kya se kya ho gayi (has changed from what it was) jab se bichdi hoon

Alone. I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE! I AM ALONE!

In the room, I sat on the edge of my bed and listened to my sister's voice fill the space that the silence of this house kept trying to claim and I told myself what I always tell myself. I'm fine. I'm going to be fine. I just really, genuinely, absolutely cannot stand that man.

"We shall one day stand on the stage of highest honor and shine as brightly as the sun." I muttered softly, "I did it, Shawn. If there's a next life, I hope you'll achieve the same." A gentle breeze caressed my ears. I finally let go of my past in pursuit of a brand new future.