Novel & Cerita Shatter Me I Am Not Insane

Charlotte’s shoulders collapsed inward, like she wanted to disappear. I closed my eyes, and the rage surged through me like wildfire. It wasn’t just about Evan and Charlotte. It wasn’t even just about betrayal. It was years - years - of being taken for granted, of having to be the bigger person, the one who understood, who endured. And now I was standing in the middle of a room full of people - an audience - and two of them had shattered me. I felt the burning bile rise in my throat. Felt it clawing to be released.

“Because I shouldn’t even be here in the first place.” Slowly, Sane approached her, afraid he might do something she wouldn't like. He no longer wanted her to push him away. "If you only know, if you only know how hard it is to understand myself. I am troubled and mad, you see. I shouldn't even be talking to you for I am the dead girl and I carry the wrath with me. You'll only be unfortunate once you stay, Sane. And I don't want to drag you down with me. If I am meant to perish in my poor grave and keep my death sealed without saving, so be it.

She whimpered out feeling pain in the back of her head. "I love you so fucking much and this is how you want to break me. But my beautiful doll. It's not that easy to break me. Do you think I am that much of an idiot to not see your tricks?" He seethed through his gritting teeth before jerking her face closer making her gasp out. "You want to take me to that psychiatrist right. Do you think I am a fool? You can fool that bitch kid but not me. Fucking stop getting on my nerves or I swear I will end up losing my control."

“That’s right. Keep fighting. You know I don’t mind hurting you. You’re nothing but some dirty whore who can’t even fuck right.” I can’t scream because of his hands. I can’t fight because of his weight. I can’t do anything to stop him. Maybe, just maybe, this time he’ll kill me, and it will be over. No, I can’t let him win. I bite down on his hands hard, and he pulls back. “HELP, HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME. HELP ME! “SAM, WAKE UP.” Somebody’s shaking me, but I can’t escape.

“They were supposed to wait.” “Wait for what?” she gasped. “For leverage,” he said flatly. “Not chaos.” Sirens wailed behind them. The city blurred past the windows, people oblivious to the war tearing through a black car in their midst. Isabelle’s breath came in sharp, panicked pulls. Her chest felt too tight, her vision narrowing. Dante cupped her face suddenly, forcing her to look at him. “Breathe,” he ordered. “With me.” She shook her head. “I can’t”

He sullenly gazed into her eyes while saying, “Look at me. Tell me, are you insane right now?” “I’m not at the moment, but—” “But I’m going insane!” he abruptly cut her off. Sharon looked at him in astonishment and puzzlement, only to hear him say, “If you talk about breaking up with me again, I’ll truly go mad!” “I…” Her heart abruptly tightened up. She was immensely confused at the moment, and tears were flowing continuously down her cheeks. It was as if he had flicked on a switch in her heart, and all the words she had been suppressing in her heart came pouring out. “Then what do you want me to do? I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to go crazy one day and reach out for a knife and st

It sets you free. She prayed she and Beau and her siblings and friends stayed happy and loving in their relationships. They had been through a lot together. They broke each other yes, but they fixed those cracks with gold and it was beautiful. There was wonder in destructionand they had each other to get through the rubble of brokenness. *BREAKING YOU* *ThE end*

’ I do not get to complete my words as I drop to the floor in sobs. I know my makeup will get smudged but right now, I do not even care. All I want is to lead Randel back to sanity. who would even care about a stupid makeup whiles their heart’s been ripped into thousand pieces. Randel is my first love and I am not ready to loose him. Just as I am on the floor, I see Halley in the crowd of people, are who are either staring at me with pity or staring at Randel with distaste.

A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware But I'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware, yeah Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I re

We both held each other tightly, as we both drifted off to sleep. CONRI. I'm going insane! I'm fucking going crazy! Everything is just crumbling around me. And I can't do anything about it. This is not me. This is not who I am. I am always in control. I get whatever I want. Why then I'm I not able to handle everything right now. Why does it feel like my world is about to shatter right in front of me? And I won't be able to do anything.