I was more than pretty
That night, I locked myself in their guest bathroom and scrubbed my face until it burned — not because it was dirty, but because I felt wrong inside my own skin.
Now, kneeling on my bedroom floor, I picked up the broken pieces of the mug — small shards, glittering like little truths. The handle had snapped clean off.
And I thought: That’s what they did to me.
Not in one cruel blow. But in a thousand small ways.
A glance.
A correction.
A sigh.
Each one a tiny fracture, until I believed I was already shattered.
They would look at me — broken, scattered — and say, “Look what you did. You can’t fix this.”