Shifting Affirmations Novels & Stories

And I could feel their warning from all the way they hid in. 'you better not hurt her.' Was the warning and I took it to heart. I will not hurt her. I would end myself first before I could ever hurt her again. The warning of the elders gave me comfort. Because if I even think of losing control, they would stop me before I could get to her. "So..." I started, only to stop to suck in a breath and lick my dry lips. "I've been trying to... Shift." Zinnia tilted her head a bit as she stared at me.

I almost smile “Yeah.” Because that’s all we ever do Adapt Risk Change The Final Shift I take a step forward The system responding instantly Aligning Preparing Because this This is going to change everything again ************************************************* As I begin to reach into the system To define something that was never meant to be defined It reacts Instantly Violently Not resisting Not attacking Responding My eyes widen “…Wait.” Theodore tenses “What now?!” I stare into the shifting system Watching something impossible happen “…It’s not waiting for us to define it…”

My gaze lands on the razor blade sitting on the sink ledge. The thought comes quickly. 'One cut. Just one. Straight line across the inside of my forearm. Deep enough to make the noise stop.' My hand twitches toward it. I curl the fingers into a fist instead. I pull my knees up to my chest, wrap both arms around them, and rock back and forth, panting. I force my eyes away from the blade, focusing on the lines on the tiles. One. Two. Three. Breathe. I start reciting under my breath the new list of affirmations I've been building since the day my wife told me she loved me.

“It’s time. I can't hold it back anymore, it's been too long. If I don't do it now, we may both lose it forever. Just hold on please, I'm trying to make this happen as quickly as I can.” “Please, try harder. It feels like my body is splitting in two and I don't think I can take it anymore.” Okay, now I wanted the water again but I didn't tell Adrian. “You need to be strong, Kaya. We are going to do a great good to our kind so it's not going to be easy at first. Just hold on please." I'd heard that shifting was painful and terrible but I didn't expect it to be this bad. This should be a punishment, a fatal one.

“Hold it out flat. Now envision exactly what you want to happen.” I bit my lip. I thought as hard as I could, but still nothing happened. I let out a breath I hadn’t realised I’d been holding in a great huff. “It’s not working,” I whispered. “I can’t do it. I can’t shift.” “No, of course you can! Don’t say that. You’ve just forgotten how, that’s all.” “But what if I haven’t forgotten?” I blinked up at him helplessly. “What if I could never shift in the first place?”

SINCERES POV “SHIFT!” Will’s voice rings out in my ears. There was no more running or unnecessary exercises. It was all half hour fights and the pain of transforming. That’s all he wanted from me. Everyday was the same. “SHIFT!” It didn’t matter how hard we went in our battle. It didn’t matter how broken he made me, he would still command this of me, still expecting me to be able to do it just because he asked. I told myself if I could beat him in a one on one fight like before, he wouldn’t be able to stand over me, forcing me to shed. Instead I’d stand over him, making him beg me for restraint.

After the war between humans and shifters, an alliance was formed to keep the peace. The price? Daughters of the human nobility had to choose a shifter as their mate. The first half-blood born from this union would become the new ruler, ensuring that peace would last. As the eldest daughter of the Morrison family, I was the first to be chosen. But right after I chose the wolf Alpha, Calvin, I saw a vision on our engagement day. Because I failed to conceive after six months, Calvin locked me in a cage, determined to use me as a vessel for his pure bloodline. After I finally gave birth to the prophesied hybrid, my sister, Trina, appeared, claiming she wanted to take care of me. But the truth

"I know...I know that now. And...and that's why I'm willing to change. I don't think I'd be able to fully let go of what happened but I want to at least try and make up for it." Eliza smiled warmly, her eyes shining with pride. "That's a beautiful sentiment, Lucienne. And you have all the support you need to make it a reality." She reached into her desk bag, retrieving a small notebook and pen. "I'm going to give you some words of affirmation to say daily. They may seem simple, but they can be a powerful tool in changing your mindset and fostering self-love and acceptance." I nodded eagerly, taking the notebook from her outstretched hand. As I flipped through the pages, reading the affirmati

I answered, feeling ashamed that I had revealed such a vulnerable secret to him. “I can shift with you if you want,” he suggested. My breath hitched in my throat despite the casual tone his voice had. “No!” I gave a single reply. “Why not?” I didn’t have to spell it out to him, did I? Shifting was about either showing strength, showing vulnerability or showing brokenness. And I have never been in a place of strength before, so I shifted with vulnerability and that was why I kept emotions away as much as I could, especially the sad ones.

I need to come out of this shell that is my body. ''Fuck'' I mutter to myself with heavy breaths. If I don't shift, I will be intolerable for the rest of the day. I put on my shirt ignoring all the sweat and make a run for the woods. That is the one close to my home, it is the only one I would feel safe running around in my bare form. Shifting is a process; it is not the easiest one but it gives me a bittersweet pleasure. I feel it before I even see my body change. My bones crackle up from within, they bend and shift to the shape I will soon take. The pain is strong but it is also exciting. My skin opens and the hairs spring out. This takes a couple of minutes and then I am on all fours and