Shivered Mga Nobela at Kwento

Hindi pa kami umaandar pero pakiramdam ko lumalayo na ako. I started the engine. Pero bago ko mai-shift ang gear, nag-vibrate bigla phone ko. Shane calling… Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Napapikit ako. Kahit hindi ko sagutin, nararamdaman ko yung presensya niya. Yung worry. Yung paghabol. Yung bigat. Pero hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kayang marinig ulit boses niya nang ganun kasakit.

Tears started to pool my eyes that caused my vision to blurred. I trip on something na dahilan nang pagbagsak ko. Napadaing ako nang maramdaman ang sakit sa tuhod ko, dahil naka suot lang ako ng short, nagkasugat ang tuhod ko. Nakita kong tumatakbo si Matt papunta sa akin, “Okay ka lang?” he asked at lumuhod para pantayan ako. He wrapped my hand on his shoulder and placed his hand on my waist to help me get up. He is breathing heavily and beads of his sweat are starting to fall on the ground.

"Are you not coming in?" I shook my head. Being under one roof with Thunder makes her feel a lot of emotions. Guilt, shame, fear, and the tingling sensation. At higit sa lahat ang kakaiba ng tibok ng kanyang puso. Natatakot na tuloy syang lumapit pa dito. "Ta...Take your time." She stutter…

A coldness that seemed to emanate from the bed, from the spot where she had been lying just moments before. I slowly reached out, my hand trembling, my heart pounding in my chest. I touched the sheets, the coldness seeping into my skin, a chilling sensation that sent a wave of dread through my body. I pulled back, my hand shaking, my eyes wide with horror. The sheets were cold. And damp. And Winter was gone.

Geez! Bakit ba ako nasa ganitong sitwasyon? Nagsimula na namang lumabo ang mga mata ko dahil sa mga namumuong luha ngayon. My body keeps on shivering. I'm afraid. I might die tonight. "Spare my life..." I keep on whispering as my eyes are shut closed. I just turned 23 and now this will happen to me?

Noong una ay hindi naintindihan ni Beckett ang sinasabi ng lalaki, pero nang pakiramdaman niya ang katawan ay tuluyan niyang nakuha ang ipinapahiwatig ni Jeru. ‘I’m shivering, but at the same time, I feel liberated.’ His breathing was ragged, his body was trembling like he was going to stumble at any time. Sa bawat segundong nakatingin siya sa mga kamay na puno ng dugo ay naaalala niya pa rin ang kahindik-hindik na sinapit ng mga magulang. Ngunit hindi katulad noon, kaya na niyang kontrolin ang takot niya. Ginamit niya ang kahinaan upang maging kalakasan, at dahil doon ay may napagtanto ang lalaki.

Napakaliit ng espasyo ng kuweba, kaya’t hindi sila makakilos nang malaya. Nakaharap sila sa isa’t isa, yakap ni Mikaela ang sarili dahil nararamdaman na niya ang panunuot ng lamig sa kaniyang balat. “B-baby, you're shivering . . .” Nanginginig din ang boses nito. “Want me to warm you up with a hug?” dagdag pa nito.

Her words were like a cold wind, pushing me back, kaya napatungo naman ako. Feeling the weight of her disapproval, I stood there, drenched. Knowing I wasn’t welcome to step further. It stung, but I understood. Tiningnan ko ang sarili. Basang basa ang kasuotan. Hindi na ako maayos kung tingnan. Naaawa ako sa sarili ko, pero hindi ko na iyon pinansin. I stood outside by the door, soaked. The cold rain dripped down my body, and the chilly wind made me shiver uncontrollably. I felt numb and alone, the harsh weather only adding to my pain.

Ang kaninang lamig na naramdaman niya ay mabilis na naglaho at mabilis na napalitan ng umaapoy at naglalagabgab na pakiramdam. Bigla siyang napaliyad nang maramdaman ang palad nito sa pagitan ng kanyang mga hita. He's massaging her sex perfectly. Jesus! She never thought na mas masarap pala ang pakiramdam ng mga daliri nitong humihimas sa pagkakababae niya sa ilalim ng tubig. Indeed, the water was so damn cold, but the feeling she has at the moment was burning and flaming her enough inside.

Ramdam niya ang panghihina ng mga tuhod niya, ang panlalamig ng buong katawan niya, at ang pagkahilo na parang anumang oras ay mawawala siya sa sarili. She felt her vision blurring, her heartbeat roaring in her ears, her mind screaming for her to run, but her body stayed frozen. Lahat ng pinanghawakan niya ay sabay-sabay na bumitaw. She felt her heart breaking in the most painful way possible, a kind of pain she never thought she would survive.