Sinful Addiction 소설 & 이야기

As the hours passed by, he was appreciating the absorption of words of wisdom into his way of thinking. He found himself reading and re-reading certain phrases. "For I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more. Hebrews 8:12." Rye memorized the words until it felt imprinted on his heart and mind. "Then he adds: Their sins and lawless acts I will remember no more. Hebrews 10:17."

As Charles exhaled, he looked Tony dead in the eye. "I'll tell you the same thing I tell everyone else that comes through these doors without firsthand knowledge of the struggle- and yes I struggle with addiction too. Addiction is not purely selfishness. There is indeed a physical component- do not mistake me, willpower and the desire to change are the cure. An addict becomes an addict at first because they have the brain chemistry conducive to euphoria. That's why only some become addicts after injuries and pain killers. That's why addicts get dope sick too.

We both enjoyed it and I know it doesn't sound good to other people. It is wrong to cheat, probably knowing the situation it is considered a sin. It's my choice, no one will ever forgive me for I've done. I know that, I am aware of that and if you're thinking that I do this for her to get hurt because of what had happened in my father before? It is not the case. I forgave his dad for that, after all, they are both at ease. No harm done. But I'm a human, I got addicted to things I shouldn't have done in the very first place. I ain't saint, I am more likely a demon hiding in a quiet place.

Will shamelessly thought not. Una turned slightly red in an instant. “Drugs do not equate to crime. Being addicted to drugs, technically, is not a crime, but what one does while under the influence could result to commiting crime in multiple ways. Addicts get locked up and are forced to atone for their sins. Addiction is a choice. You had a choice. We all do.” “I certainly did not have a choice, Una. I grew up listening to my father and his deranged ideology and my mother treating me like I was possessed. I told you already.”

"See how the fire increases when I throw the wood into it. In the same way is your condition. The wood is what you consume. What you consume will strengthen something inside of you. If you are a porn-addict and you always go to obscene sites, you are only strengthening your flesh. On the other hand, if you regularly read the Bible or listen to music that draws you closer to God, it will strengthen your spirituality. " Gideon cleared his throat. "But why do people fall into sin when they know that sin is not good?" "Because of the pleasure it brings," Zion replied. "Sin inclines into human nature. And you know what the human nature is. The nature of human is selfishness. And sin was born from

"Really? Because it seems your ex fucked you up in the head so you're acting out and seducing your brother's girlfriend to get off. It's sadistic." I pray the music blasting drowns out our words. "I need you to not come close anymore." "It's killing you isn't it." "I don't know what you're talking about." I gulp. He towers above me to grab another beer from the countertop. "You should stop drinking." "You're struggling to not want this. Constantly reminding yourself how wrong this is yet finding your body utterly drawn, right back to where we started." "This is insane. It needs to stop."

He never missed any of the banquets mostly on behalf of her father, she wanted to see him and mostly talk to him. Looking in the far distance " what time are we leaving? " she asked silently and he placed his other hand under her chin bringing back her lovely face in to his view. There fingers were still intertwined together, she gave him a beautiful smile. Slowly and slowly she was becoming a drug The more closer he got to her the more addicted he was starting to get mostly to the daughter of his number one enemy.

I clutched my hand over my chest, trying to make it stop hurting. “Hey! Hey, baby, please stop.” Someone rushed out, I felt their hands wrap around my gram, holding my closely as I sobbed. Do I really deserve this? Did I do something wrong to be constantly cheated and hurt this way? I’ve tried my best to be good. I’ve done everything to be good yet I am not enough. I wasn’t enough for Damien nor am I enough for Adonis. Am I lacking something? Do I lack something?

“Answer me, Peter.” “I didn’t change, my lady. You just don’t know me. I am a playboy, a fucker, and a wrecker, right? That’s what you heard from them? Well, I am that, my lady. What you just don’t know about me is that I can be a bad yet good playboy, a better fucker in bed, and the best relationship wrecker of all time.” “You are just making yourself worse than you actually are.”

That he might break my heart if he got the chance so I wanted to distance myself from him. I could not give him the chance to break the walls around my heart. I really hoped he would stop doing whatever it was that he was doing and ignore me or hate me altogether like everyone else. I couldn’t for the love of god figure out what it was that pulled me to him like a moth to a flame , it was not just his good looks but the pain behind his smiling eyes which was almost similar to mine but not quiet. He thought he was hiding it well from everyone but I could tell just like I could tell that there was evil in my parents.