Smile Behind The Pain の小説・ストーリー

Claps filled the room when we sealed our wedding with a kiss. Upon facing the guest I saw smiles on their faces and it added to the pain that I am feeling. I felt miserable because no one can see my pain. None of these people knew that my insides is shattered into tiny million pieces. "Congratulations," they all said but I looked at them blankly. I can no longer flash my fake smile. I lost my strength to do that. I always greet people with a smile and whenever I see the camera directed at my face I always flash my sweetest smile but this time even a fake smile can no longer appear on my face.

You finally understood my expressions. You finally saw the pain and hope hidden behind my smile. Too bad... I'm already gone.

Kent and his friends were laughing. "Violet's incredible! She broke the regional record this time! The queen of extremes really lives up to her name!" "Seriously. Unlike some people who sit at home all day being pampered and dramatic." "Hahaha, don't say that. She's an artist. Of course she's pampered." I tried to sit up, but my body wouldn't cooperate. Pain screamed through every bone. The door swung open. Kent walked in with several friends behind him. The second they saw me lying in a pool of blood, their smiles vanished.

Just try to understand the pain that person is going through. Don’t force a smile or laughter. The worst thing people do is to think that someone smiling or laughing means healed. No. The people who committed suicide that night were all smiles and laughter the same day. So don’t be an idiot. Don’t put a goal that is not a goal. Healing can happen without a smile or laughter. Let that person be. Don’t force anything. If that person wants to just sit on the stairs silently, just sit there with that person, silently.

It wasn't a weak smile, not one stained with pain, but bright and warm, dimples flashing as though he'd said something funny. "Hurts less when you've lived through worse," he said softly. "Pain becomes… normal. You stop noticing." That smile was too light, too pure for words like those. It was the kind of smile that could have belonged to a young Alpha, carefree and full of life. For a moment, I almost forgot he was covered in blood. Almost forgot that everything he'd just said spoke of horrors no wolf should endure.

' I couldn't even cry to my pains, all I was expected to do was to smile. Will that smile let go of the pains I am going through right now? I am now alone in this world even without knocking him out yesterday. No one understand my decision in life, ohh! Maybe my parents' will, but they would end up asking me to smile. I want to cry out the pains, I don't wanna hide it under my smile! Not anymore!

I say while smiling at her again, hoping she would believe me, cause the last thing I needed was a little girl starting to feel pity towards me. "Nothing.... just that a moment ago I kind of noticed you groaning in pain like you back hurts" I heard her say again while pouting which made a look very cute. "No I'm fine"I said but could not but moan again as the pain once again surged through me once again making me unable go control it. "But I think your back says otherwise" she smiled shyly while moving behind my back to rub the part she just noticed that I had touched from the pain, obviously trying to make some friction to temporarily release me from the pain.

Phoenix smiled and didn't answer my question, instead, he added, “However, I am very satisfied with this. I can take any pain as long as I have that precious gem of mine. All of my pain is worth it. Everything is worth it. Otherwise, without this pain, I'm sure that I'm driven by madness and despair by now.” Huh? “I don't get what you mean. Who is this precious gem of yours? What do you mean by your pain is worth it? Can't you see yourself right now? You're pale as paper from the pain that you feel right now and you said that it is worth it?” I said with an angry tone while I glared at him. I can't believe that he could easily say those words that feel like he should suffer like this. What a

Bring on the pain. She smiles, a mischievous smile that chills me to the bone. "Whatever you say." A few minutes pass as she arranges things on the table. I spend time thinking about what I was going to lose. Throughout this process, am I going to lose myself? Why did I even agree to do this? Oh yes. The pain. It's so funny to me, and I start to laugh. So to escape the pain, I have to drink something that hurts. What a messed up world.

He asked with a smile along with puffy eyes. "RAYBRO IS HURT" She cried. "One thing that can make his pain go away."He smiled as he walked closer to her. "CELINE WILL DO ANYTHING!."She yelled, wiping her tears. Raymond chuckled despite the unbearable pain in his body. "Smile" He smiled painfully as she smiled and hugged him as he groaned in pain. "I know you are hurt.." She whispered. "My Celine is talking in a low voice,"He joked. She pulled away yelled,