Song For My Best Friend Lyrics の小説・ストーリー

“Fuck. I didn’t mean to—I just—I can’t—I can’t do this—” She hesitated. Then slowly sat next to me. “Okay. Hey. Chill. Just… breathe.” I tried. Didn’t work. “I’m not mad,” she said, softer this time. “Just confused. What’s going on with you?” I wiped my face, sniffled hard. “He chose someone else.” She blinked. “Ah. There it is.” “My best friend,” I said, voice cracking. “He was my best fucking friend . And I—I loved him. God, I loved him so much. And I thought maybe one day… I thought maybe I had a chance. But he…”

I asked again. “ There's certainly no love lost between us, so why are you hell bent on forcing me into a friendship? I'm doing everything I can think of to avoid it.” She was quiet for a couple of minutes as she appeared to mull this over in her mind and try to figure out an answer for me as well as for herself. “Because I know what it feels like to be alone and without a friend,” she finally said. “ And I also know how grateful I would have been to anyone who tried to reach out.”

“You’re magic, you know that?” She tilted her head. “Magic?” “Yeah,” I said quietly. “You always know how to pull me out of a bad headspace. Even when I don’t realize I need it.” She smiled, then bumped my knee with hers. “That’s what best friends are for, right?” I looked at her a beat too long. Best friends, she said. But the way my chest tightened… it was something else. I didn’t say it out loud, but in that moment, I knew:

"Frіdау." "Grеаt." Sіlеnсе. "Mаrу?" "Yеаh?" "Wіll уоu… wіll уоu bе my gіrlfrіеnd?" I fеlt lіkе I wаѕ 12 when I asked hеr that. "I wоuld love tо bе уоur gіrlfrіеnd." "Gооd."

I stared at the screen not paying it much attention. Instead, my mind was hyper-focused on what had just happened. Was I reading into this too much? Probably. Zack was a very loyal guy so it was probably just a friendly peck on the head. Yeah, that's what it was, a friendly kiss on the head given to me by my best and only friend. My best friend, damn my life. You can say that again.

In love with me? In love with me how? “I'm sorry you are just getting to know this way. But, I love you more than you can imagine.” I looked away, avoiding his gaze, my head suddenly a mess from many thoughts juggling together at the same time. “I feel bad that you lied to me all these while Jax, whatever your reason might be. And you can't claim to love me - I don't even know you, I don't know what your name is. The Jax who was my best friend was a lie all along.”

I stared at him and stroked his face, encouraging him to look at me as well, and I could see the sadness in his eyes, "I'm aware that you have a problem. I have noticed you before. What exactly is going on?" I noticed his tears streaming down his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away, "There's nothing. Sorry for the inconvenience. I realized that we don't get along very well anymore, and I'm afraid I'll lose my best friend." I'm not sure why, but hugging him brought tears to my eyes. After all, Shan is the only reason my eyes teared up. It's all about happiness, "I won't let you go. I'll always be your best friend. ven if we're not together all the time, I will continue to love you, as my bes

She loved how I made her feel. She could play all she wanted. She knew she was addicted and to be honest, so was I. “Hmmm,” I leaned forward and spread her legs as she looked at me wantonly. “You know you love me.” “Of course Matthew, you’re my son’s best friend.” She joked. “Oh that’s how it is, huh?” I smirked. My hands slid across her thigh down to her patch. “Now I’m Matthew?”

Peter, somehow figured out my feelings for him and he would usually tease me about it. I learned a lot about Heath and everything about him made me fall in love with him deeper. It was strange that suddenly I had two guy best friends when before I had none. I entered the class and smiled at Heath and Peter, Peter waved his hand at me while smiling and Heath just stared at me. I walked towards them and sat down next to Heather, Peter sat besides Heath on the other side, “ Hey G.” Peter said and I chuckled, “ Hey P.” I said and he laughed,

on loudspeakers as I got into the bathtub to soak for a while. “ I'll never give myself to another the way I gave me to you, don't even recognize the way you hit me to you. It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back, another one to blame. Cus now I feel like…” I sang out loud in a loud voice. Tears were streaming down my eyes, but the determination to make them pay was getting stronger too. My phone rang out, cutting through my thoughts. As I reached out to pick it, I saw the caller and hissed. It was my supposed best friend.