Novel & Cerita The Words I Wish I Saif

"Just say it." "I.. I wish.. I wish to.." lalong tumalim ang mata nito ng paputol-putol akong magsalita. Naramdaman kong hinawakan na niya ng mahigpit ang mga braso ko at wala akong nagawa kundi ang mapabuga ng hininga at mapatungo. "I.. I wish.." I wish I can talk to my mother, please.

Naomi was like a warm light that shone into Saif's dark heart. She wanted to hold this light firmly! Driven by great impulse, Saif said loudly, "Naom, in fact, I…”

He looked at her and found her staring at him with her big eyes. "What you wished?" Zoya asked him. Her excitement was on peak. "I heard somewhere, you don't spill out your wish right? " Sahir said. "Well, you can tell me... we are lovers & it's okay you can share with me" She said. "No!! One shouldn't tell it to anybody otherwise it won't get complete" Sahir said "Argh.." Zoya got frustrated and Sahir rolled his eyes. Curiosity hits his mind. What she would have wished?

"I.. h o p e... y o u... w i l l... n o t... f o r c e... m e... t o... b e c o m e... V e e r... b y... d e a r.. S a d i e. B e c a u s e... y o u... w o u l d... n o t... b e... a b l e... t o... b e a r... h i s... w r a t h." *l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l*

" I can make your wish come true. You won't be a coward . You will be a sought-after member of the crowd . The train screeched into the twenty-third street station .My stop. The door opened. I stood half in , half out , keeping them open . I didn't want to be just a member of the in crowd. I wanted more . " I want Richmond to come back into my life." I blurted out. I figured I might as well go with a wish nobody could grant . She frowned " Are you sure .... ? I could offer you with more . " " I have never been more sure ." I said . " All right , dear . Granted. "

He stood there awkwardly, clearly struggling to find the right words. I spoke first. “You can go now. I don’t want to hear more apologies. During my time here, I’ve found myself again. I’ve rediscovered the dreams I’d abandoned, and you know me well enough to understand. If I’ve made up my mind, nothing you do can change it, especially when there’s a child involved.” This time, I turned away first. I had watched him walk away from me so many times before that this time, I wanted him to feel it.

“Why? Why me?” I wish I could just erase the past couple of days from my life! I wish the memories never came into my mind haunting me! I wish I didn’t have those dreams! I wish I didn’t have a past……a long ….long past! I wish I never came to Odessa, I wish I never got the scholarship, because it all started after that!

" I step out of the spring after I have made sure that no one is around. "Just tell me what I said." I grit my teeth. 'I wish you loved me.' I freeze on my tracks. "What?" 'That's what you said, I wish you loved me.' I blink, almost sinking to the floor. "I just found out that I am extremely stupid." I whisper and my wolf snorts. 'It took you long to figure out.'

I stood up and looked for my bag before I answered him. "Don't come near me! You're disgusted by me, right? You're tired of me, that's why you don't want to anymore." I saw him confused because of what I said. "You know? You know Mr. Sullivaño, I regret meeting you my whole life. My whole life. If I had one wish now? I wish we never crossed paths again." I said, then turned around to leave his power. Because no matter what I do, I remember the past, how I fought alone because of what he did to me. He doesn't want me anymore because I'm like garbage, something to throw away."

The words came slowly this time. Carefully. “I wish my parents were still alive…” My voice broke completely now. “I wish everything was different…” If they were here… If life had been kinder… If there wasn’t always something breaking apart… Would I still be here? Would I still be like this? Alone. Surrounded by people… But completely alone. “I wish they just lived happily…” I added softly. “And I wasn’t part of all this…” The tears didn’t stop. They couldn’t. Because for the first time in a long time…