The Words I Wished I Said Novels & Stories

was all I could say or ever wish for . I prayed for days and I promised myself and resolved from the bottom of my heart that I would leave when he wakes up . And I meant it , He nearly died because of me, he was on a hospital bed because he tried to save me and he was hurt badly because I couldn't leave him.

Sandhya replied. “Guys you all didn’t understood my words at all.” Asha said shaking her head. “Asha! Please do tell us what did we misunderstand?” I asked her confused. “Ok. That day do you remember what I told you guys? In that I used ‘I hated’, ‘I wanted’ and ‘I wished’. I talked in past tense guys.” she replied rolling her eyes. “That means..” I staretd saying but didn’t continued.

I would rather not do this than die because of something I never wanted in the first place, I muttered inside my head. “Are you deaf? Are you dumb? Isn’t your tongue working? Why aren’t you saying anything?” she snapped again. I snapped back to reality and quickly bowed my head. “I—I’m sorry,” I said softly, my voice shaking. “I apologize.” My breath trembled as I spoke again. “I do have something to say. Just a little thing. And I hope… I hope my wish gets granted.” “Yes! Go on. I’m all ears. Spit it out.” My fingers twisted together nervously as I spoke.

I whispered to myself, the name feeling foreign now. I faced the moon, hands clasped in prayer, making my silent wish. This year's anniversary wish was to leave successfully, to never again have to hear their thoughts. [Countdown: three days.]

, I added. "I'm glad to know your thoughts on it, and I can't help but feel proud of you for having these thoughts. I wish I could do something to change what happened I did to you.", he said, feeling sorry, and his voice was laced with guilt. "I wish I would never have heard your mother. I wish I had handled the things in another way. I wish.... but I know that's impossible now.", he muttered. "Why did you say that 'I would never have heard your mother'?" I asked, arching my brow.

“I just wish… I so badly wish that I had said something. Anything! Just before we came back to the city.” “I wish, I really wish I had the courage, Valerie. To open up to you, and tell you just how much I love you! Cause I do. I do love you, I really do love you, Valerie Hernedez. I love you so much that it kills me every day knowing that I didn’t even at least try… I didn’t try. I was a coward, and now you belong to someone else. You’re not mine to protect anymore, I won’t be able to keep you safe anymore, he won’t let me!”

It hadn’t. “I wish you were here,” Ivy whispered, her thumb brushing over the glass. “I wish you hadn’t left me. I wish… I wish I didn’t have to figure all of this out alone.” Her voice wavered. “I thought if I worked hard enough, if I was good enough, maybe… maybe someone would want me. Love me. But I was wrong, wasn’t I?” The silence of the apartment pressed in, but she kept talking, as if her mother might answer.

Wish I can go and revisit the evil I Did through the course of my life (I wish) ?Wish I could go back in time take the Wrongs that I did and reverse them to right (Fuck) ?Wish I can take all the pain, the hurt, The struggle and keep 'em inside (Damn) ?Wish I can say that I'm sorry to People I broke here before that I die (What)... "Owen I don't want to die. I wanna get down" I looked at her and she held a frightened look on her face.

I wish I changed myself for the better and made amends to the people I have hurt. Too late for regrets. Wish I felt this sooner. Too late for guilt to consume me. I should’ve said sorry, sincerely. Too late for everything. I hoped for a second chance. I closed my eyes and waited for the impact. A loud crash can be heard from this place. It happened so soon.

Finally, I whispered, “You know what I said to him the last time I saw him? I told him I wished he died.” Asher remained quiet. Apart from him going a little tense beside me, he gave little to no reaction. I stared straight ahead at nothing. “I told him…” my throat tightened painfully, “…that I wished he’d died with Mum and Daniel.” The words sounded uglier out loud. It was only now that I realized how cruel they were. I pressed the heels of my palms against my eyes. “What kind of person says something like that?” “Someone who was hurt,” Asher said quietly.