This Is Me Letting You Go Epub Novels & Stories

The sadness and bitterness in his voice were like arrows piercing my chest. "I love you so much that even if it hurts me, I will choose to let go and give way for what you want. You don't like me, I got that. It's just so hard to get away from you because I can't help it. I don't deserve you, I know that now. But I can be selfless too, Gav. And trust me, I sure know how to let go. If this is what you really want, then from now on, rest assured that I will no longer bother you..." This time, his eyes were full of sorrow and weariness.

At the party, friends teased us, asking when Rosalie Diaz and I would finally get married. I looked at her, smiling. She said nothing, and stiffly changed the subject. The friend who'd started the teasing glanced at me awkwardly, apology in his eyes. My smile didn't waver. I took a sip of my drink. I've always been a bit of a procrastinator, though not a hopeless one. So I decided to let Rosalie go. And to let myself go, too.

Loud. "I'm letting go. " I give him a blank stare, and he shakes his head. "Not because I'm giving up on this. On us, but because I'm letting you follow your own choices and realize yourself that it'll always be me. No matter how hard you try. " "What are you talking about?" I ask, and he gives me a smile before looking out the window. "Welcome to Boston. "

In his eyes, I should obey his every word and return to him when he crooked his finger. I stared at him in despair. He hadn't changed at all. I was just blind all along. I brought all this on myself. He stepped closer to me as I backed away. Eventually, I was backed up to the wall. I slid to my knees. "Mr. Chapman, I'm sorry. Please have mercy on me and let me go. I wish you and Ms. Tatcher a wonderful wedding and a happy life. I won't bother you in the future." He stared at me in shock. "What are you talking about, Summer?"

Because maybe, just maybe, this was the moment things will finally change. The past can’t be undone. The pain can’t be erased. But It was time to let go. And as I held Kelly, her sobs echoing through the empty room, I knew she was finally starting to let go, too.

I nod my head in response and look straight, feeling the plane taking off slowly from the ground. We were finally leaving this place behind. I took this chance and look out of the window, admiring the beauty of my hometown. “Goodbye,” I say softly, placing my palm on the window and feel a tear roll down my cheeks. Mom grasps my hand and says, “Don’t worry. You will make many friends in New York. Don’t think about what happened anymore okay?” I gave her a sad smile and look away. Never look back at this place again and move on. This will be my new beginning. I repeat this in my head a hundred times before I drift off to sleep wondering what my future will be like...

Damn it. "Yeah, I should have let it go, and moved on," I said to her so softly I barely recognized my voice. "But I can't. You want to know why?" Again, she couldn't respond. With a sad smile, I said, "Because I still love you, and letting you go was the hardest thing for me to do." And I did the stupidest thing. I kissed her.

"I should let you go? Why? Don't I fuck you well enough? Don't I spend the money you so desire? Don't I show the public that you are the one I want even when we both know it is far from that? What should I let you go when all of these are what you have always wanted?" "Because I no longer want this. Whatever we have going on, I don't want that, and it is the truth, so you have to let me go. You have to do that. Since you wouldn't believe what I am saying, the least I am asking is for you to let me go, let me be with someone else who will."

Gracie says to Paxton. The kayaks get picked up. As afternoon turns to evening, the sky turns shades of orange and pink. Gracie begins to pack up her things to prepare for departure. “Are you preparing to leave? Do you want any help?” Paxton concentrates on Gracie with concern and empathy. “Oh, it is fine I can get it all. I’m glad we met, it has been nice spending time with you.” Gracie replies stubbornly and kindly. “Ok, I agree. I look forward to getting to know you more. I’m going to head back home. I follow up with you later this week on the vacation properties you want to see.” Paxton responds with a warm smile.

I walk into the library deciding it best to skip lunch with a good tale and some music. Picking a few books from the novel section before walking to a secreted corner, I plug in my earphone getting lost in my book. Another boring day and finally I can go home to my safe zone watching N*****x. I stopped by my locker to drop my books before going to the bus stop. Just two weeks more before I graduate and then leave this pack traveling across the world but that can only happen if the Alpha grants me the permission and ma agrees. I didn't have to wait long before a bus stop, I got in finding a seat at the back close to two girls looking not less than seventeen.