This Is Me Letting You Go Epub นิยาย & เรื่องราว

So, maybe, now is the right time to let go. I closed my eyes really tight as I looked down on the floor. I let out an another heavy sigh. Moments later, I looked up on you. "This may not be the last time I will cry for you, but this will now be the time that I am letting you go." You smiled. "This is not the end, baby. I've said it, right? I'm watching you... everyday. I always love you, hm?" I forced out a sincere smile as if assuring you that I will be fine although I'm really not. Then, you returned the smile and let go of my face.

I wrote a letter. Not one to send. Not really. Just something I needed to say. Dear You, You don’t get to define me. Not anymore. Not the names you called me. Not the lies you told about me. Not the way you made me feel small and stupid and worthless. I am not your echo. I am not a broken thing. I am learning to take up space. To speak. To say no. To say yes. To live. Goodbye. Marie I folded the paper, tore it in half, then in half again, until it was just scraps. I dropped it in the trash, made tea, and sat by the window. That was small act of freedom number five: Letting go.

"I just... there's stuff that I need to say. It's the last thing on my list of things that I need to do before I leave Huston." "What do you mean leave Huston? How come you're here anyway? I thought you were still at the institution/rehab place." he asks as he comes to stand next to me and wraps his arm around my back. "I was in there but I was released yesterday. I am six months clean and my bipolar medication is working well so I was able to leave. I have to have regular checkups ups and I will attend weekly AA meetings but I was taking up a space there that someone else in need could use so I left. I've taken care of a few things and this is the last on my list. I'm flying out to Africa t

I'm excited that he is also the last of everything. I had to forgive and let go in order to get my happy ending. I close my eyes and let sleep take over.

"It's not a trick. I wrote to you every day since you left. I never meant to give it to you… not unless you needed to know what was real." Her fingers closed around the book, racing heart. "Why now?" "Because you deserve the entire truth. Not just words out of my mouth—words from the man I became when I knew I was losing the best thing in my life." She looked at the journal, then at him. "You said you were letting me go." His voice broke. "I am. Letting go, however, does not equal going away. It means holding still and holding out hope. praying that the one you love finds their own path back to you."

I can't imagine his eyes being filled with so much pain right now. “I love you so much and I am now letting my love for you go,” I faced him after that. “I'm letting you go, Lucas.” I said. For his own good, I have to do this. “Do whatever you want and don't you ever think of me first before yourself,” please, Lucas. Don't prioritize me over yourself. itsclarixass

"Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny." ~Steve Maraboli . Flashback... "From the very beginning," Kemi said without hesitation and I stared unbelievably at her, she may have been cool and calm, but something told me she was enjoying having me expose my past to her.

" As the very last words leave my lips, I can see a small tear sparkle in the corner of his eye. I know I need not even have to answer, for he knows, but I need to hear it myself to believe that this very moment is real. But even if I love you with all my fucking heart, I have to let you go. I have to let us go.” With that I turn my back on the only man that I will ever love.

But his next words were enough to make my heart stop. "I am finally letting you go Rose" ~~~❤~~~ End of​ chapter. if you enjoy, do vote and comment💞

All I had to do was not get attached, nine months and I was going to be walking out of here, free as a bird. ** follow me on i,n,s,t,a,g,r,am: authormiragreen