nineteen and unravelling
looked at it four minutes ago and left me on completely read.
A wave of intense, hot embarrassment flooded from the tips of my toes straight up to my ears, turning my cheeks a deep, frantic crimson.
Please open the floorboards and let me slide directly into the campus sewage system. I want to disintegrate. I want to pack my pastel pink pillows, get back in my mom's car, and move back to Brookhaven where the boys are predictable and the social stakes don't make you want to pass out. I have been left on read by a verified sophomore. The universe is officially over.