SCREAM MY NAME, AUNTY!
He stood by the corner of the fucking locker, his eyes were…away… he didn’t look at me
The one eyes that had gazed upon me for four good years now in a roll
The one bright blue eyes that made me fall for him
The one eyes that I imagine when I go to bed, see in my dreams, pray to be mine, fantasize wet desires with.
I wanted that one eyes to look at me forever
I wanted that one eyes to be mine
But now, it was all different
Who would look after what they did, but still i wished he looked, even if it was just one gaze.. just one stare…maybe I would understand why he did that, maybe just maybe…
My head spinned again and I wished the ground would just swallow me whole
But I know if he had looked