Will You End My Pain Novels & Stories

I remove my hands covering my mouth. The pain, I cannot hide it. Tonight, I let my tears flood on me and forget about going to work. My body is too weak to do something else but let all this pain out. I wanna let it flood away with my tears. Even though I know it's not that easy to get rid of it, I'm hoping that one day I will wake up not feeling any of this pain again.

It is like a piece of music to my ears that makes me forget the pain that I am bearing even for a moment. “Ahh,” I said again because of the pain that I am feeling. I want to buy ice to rob it of my whole body but I don’t want Tania to see me. I know she will be happy to see me again and at the same time. She will be worried because of my condition right now. I continue massaging it hoping to reduce the pain even though I don't feel any better. I heard Victor scream again and ask for help when the white smoke was taking him. His face and what happened last night kept on playing in my head, which added to my pain. I shook my head again to remove the scenes that kept on playing in my head but

I sagged against him, nodding in agreement while trying to sob my heart out. "You will live, you will never forget her but, trust me my friend in time, you will find love again". "No, I will never love again! I am sorry my friend but, right now the pain of what happened is too close to my unbeaten heart". I opened my mouth to protest more, and he cut me off "I know what you're experiencing, I lived through it too". I noticed the fierce look on his face, my eyes full of questions, that I will never ask. I could tell that the ending of his humanity was similar to my own, it was painful. I dare not ask, I do not need to add his pain to mine.

“I'm already where I wanted to be what else can you do for me it's not like you can heal the pains in my heart” “What pains?” “Will you kiss me?”

he shuddered at the thought, so did she. “He’s been through a lot in his life, he’s suffered a lot already, I can’t see him go through any kind of pain anymore,” Mahira’s heart lurched when she heard what he just said, “Well, haven’t you heard the saying, all is well that ends well,” Mahira tried to comfort him, she felt the agony in his voice which was heavy and sounded thick. She was absolutely sure that Tazz’s sufferings that Anuj is referring to had something to do with her.

Lifting his hand, he placed it over her cheek to cup it. "But I am not capable of watching you becoming someone else's," a tear slipped down from his eyes, numbing her soul. "So the only way to free all of us from this pain is my end," her heart froze when she heard those words escaping from his mouth. "With my end, your each and every pain will end and it must be written in my destiny as my punishment of watching you becoming someone else's and I would turn so helpless that I won't be able to do anything to stop it," another tear rolled down from his cheek.

It would drive me mad not to be able to be with her, but at least, it would stop the pain, wouldn’t it? I wondered what would happen if I rejected her. Surely, our pain will eventually end. I felt torn. I needed to decide, and fast before this pain tore through my heart and killed me! But then again, death would be a release right now, wouldn’t it? I wouldn’t have to worry about rejecting her, or that she was in pain. It would all just be over, wouldn’t it? Oh, for fuck’s sake! That was it! I had to see her!

"Why you did that with me? You said you will always stay with me........ I ..... can't .... live .... without ...... hik..... you ..... Please ......I can't ........ bear ..... this....pain.... it's like .... someone .... is .... cutting my heart in....... million pieces....... Please .... God ........ just kill ..... me." ..................

It would be best to end this, I guess. I really love him but maybe this is the end of us. It was so difficult and painful. Maybe if my faith in the Lord is not strong, if my love for him is not strong, I don't know where to turn. Maybe I've gone crazy. I have to say "that's it". I have to protect myself from pain. It's really been so hard for me. I tried, but I couldn't. I have given up on the pain.

WILLA’S POV A moan of pain slipped through my harshly gritted teeth as the pain ignited within my body. Hurt. Hurt. Hurt. It was so unbearable that the thought of death wandered back to the surface. This time, it was accompanied by desperation for the suffering to end. My face was utterly wet with sweat, tears, snot and saliva as I writhed and writhed like an earthworm doused with salt. Fuck. Please… Just kill me.