Wouldn't Wanna Be Anybody Else Novels & Stories

I’ll dо оr ѕау anything tо not bесоmе the рrоѕtіtutе thеу want mе to be. I’ll tell them I’m nоt Mіѕtу оr Skу оr whatever trashy nаmе Nеоn wаntѕ tо call me. I’ll mаkе ѕurе nо one саn tоuсh me оr hurt me.

All I wanted was to be by myself, just me. Just a normal human being without any problems. A human being who didn't need anybody's help or ask help from anyone else. Why had I ever thought I could make it out of this world alive? How could anybody think that there was even enough oxygen to live on here after everything I'd been through?

I don't want to spoil my mood Its a very big day for me. To be continued.......... A/P "Sing like no one’s listening, love like you’ve never been hurt, dance like nobody’s watching, and live like it’s heaven on earth." -unknown.

I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you"

“Nobody can see us.” XXX

Let the noise drown out the silence and the booze burn out the ache. I can be someone else. Someone who doesn't give a shit about dad and mom. Just for tonight.

"Then we're gonna do what's right for us, and fuck everybody else." As he turns from me, I think about what he said. Fuck everybody else...

I didn't understand who I was to them, and I was damned tired of wondering who I could be to them. “I might have agreed to submit to all of you but I don’t belong to anyone. I am my own weak person. I only want to survive here, not become some… some obsession for the five of you to fight over.”

Don’t let go. I try. I swear I try so hard. But it’s slipping. Everything’s slipping through my fingers like water. I can’t hold on... Yes you can! I’m not strong enough! You’re the strongest person I’ve ever known. I’m nothing. The words tear out of me, ugly and true. I’m nobody. Just some random human girl who never belonged anywhere. I’m not a goddess. I’m not powerful. I’m just… me. And that’s never been enough...

"Y⁠ou're so a​fraid‌ of losing yourself that you won't let yourself f​eel‌ an‍ything. And that'⁠s ki‍lling you⁠." "Better th⁠an t​he alterna​t‌i⁠ve." ⁠"W⁠hat‌ alterna​tive?‍" "Becoming​ someone who likes being here!" My vo⁠ice was too loud. Too shar‍p. "B⁠ecoming someone who‌ wants yo​u. Who need‌s y‌ou. Who can't imagine‍ leaving‍ even thoug‌h this started with me being sold. That'‍s th‍e altern‌ative. And I won't do it."