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Theo defended, brimming with concern as he gestured to Raina. “Sounds like a good time to order pizza and pops,” Jason heralded from his desk, picking up his phone and working his fingers. I pushed out a breath in annoyance. “Just shut up and let me get my words out.” The room fell quiet, and Raina eyed me suspiciously. “You can't drug me again,” she said with an edge of panic. “The side effects are awful. That ibogaine left me feeling woozy and sick. I could barely keep anything down this morning.”

I can't go to the Liquor Store or any one in New York for that matter, I've been banned, word spreaded. Rye is dead, which means my only friend and my only shit supplier is dead, I have to get a dealer as soon as possible. I don't have the strength to go through withdrawal symptoms, not that I have any thoughts of quitting drugs. It's an addiction, my life now, no need to sugarcoat shit, I'm a stoner, a junkie, does life gets any better, or any worse?

And when I found out I was arranged to get married with Brittany. And now that Yoo-Mi has a child. Fuck it! I clenched my fists tightly. I exited my room and made my way into my mini bar. I need a drink. I picked up the bottle of vodka and poured the liquid on my glass. I quickly down it and I squeezed my eyes shut from the sudden burning liquid in my throat. I groaned trying to erase the thoughts of her, but I just couldn't. She's messing up my brain and I was relying with the vodka to help my brain function well again.

OK JUST HOLD TILL WGEN I WAS I WAS DONE HE THANK ME WE DON'T HAVE TIME WE HAVE TO STOP IT I KNOW DOCTOR,BUT HOW WE WILL THINK OF IT BUT WE HAVE TO BE PREPARE BECAUSE HE CAN USE ANYONE BUT WHY CAN'T HIM COME HIMSELF,THAN SENDING A LITTLE GIRL HE CAN'T BECAUSE HE KNOW AM PROTECTING MYSELF WITH A HOLY SUBSTANCE THAT WHY,I SEE ANY WAY PLEASE DOCTOR BE CAREFUL I HAVE TO GO THANKS AGAIN IF NOT FOR YOU I WOULD BE DEAD NOW THANKS JUST MAKE SURE YOU TAKE CARE DOCTOR AND BE CAREFUL BUT WHAT ABOUT HER I WILL TAKE HER TO A HOSPITAL SAYING SHE FAINTED WHY WALKING ON THE ROAD WELL THAT OK SO LATER DOCTOR BY JAMES THANKS A LOT BE CAREFUL BYE BYE

Ignoring the possibility that maybe the stressors of life had finally made me crack, I was pretty damn sure I wasn't the type of girl to hallucinate. I didn't drink any of the offers men had tried to give me before my last set, and I was laying off smoking Irrwurz because it was just too expensive a habit of keeping. And, if Drunko's drink had been laced with something strong enough to affect me through my eyes—like Concubus' Kiss or drider venom—then he would have overdosed long before he'd gotten belligerent. So, no to being drugged then...

Aubrey I regretted drinking so much last night because now I have to go to work, and I feel like shit! Why did I let myself get in such a state? I don’t know how I will face Gabe at this video call on Sunday, not after last night. I should not have got as wasted, not in front of him. I was dancing on tables and everything, and then he had to take my drunken ass home. How embarrassing for me.

-Yes-. " Swat , please tell me. " “Justin, I don't know how to phrase this without being disrespectful or insensitive, but I've never met a recovering addict and I just don't think my lifestyle supports it. Your life is chaotic and you told me so. New York was not the place to be sober. Backstage, in the crowd, at awards shows and after parties, as well as among my peers when we have free time, there is drinking. Because my life is so bad , I can't help the fact that I'm going to have to drink near you. In no way, shape, or form do I wish to jeopardize your sobriety.

“Girrrrl, what are you gonna do?" I giggle softly, shaking my head as I tell her, “There’s nothing I can do. I signed a 3-year contract.” As unfunny as I found all of this when I was sober, I’m crying tears of laughter as I cackle away. “It’s so bad!” Yup, I’m incredibly high right now.

If I took it. I sighed then held up my hand to stop the man from putting the drink. “Give me something light, a Diet Coke, anything you have that isn’t as strong as alcohol or whiskey.” He gave me a weird look then smiled, “ma’am it’s a party, you’re here to let loose.” “I know that,” i gave him a beautiful smile, “and I’m on drugs meaning if I take this and my doctor‘s prescription that is already in my belly I could end up in the hospital so please help me here.”

I was nervous, and the alcohol I drank before the barbecue had long since left my system. Being sober wasn't my preferred state these days. I made a mental note to ask Bobby for something to take the edge off before we got to the meeting he was hosting with Fin.