You Get So Alone At Times That It Just Makes Sense Novels & Stories

I said, taking a step back as I let his hand go, feeling like something just tore from inside of me, feeling like I was completely alone in this world. Then again, I always was alone, but I always knew that maybe holding on to a few things meant that I had somewhere to go back to. This time. I felt like I was completely drained by myself and with nothing to hold onto. I was just alone. “This does not have to be this way, sister.”

ELIAS …. Third stupid year started some weeks ago, and men! I feel on top of the world, cause not only would I be out of the fucking hellhole soon, but also because of the fact that am all alone, just like how I like it. Alone? Why on earth would anyone like to be alone? To give a brief flashback, let me take you back to my pathetic damn sad story.

And that had made all the sisters closer. I missed them. “I'm feeling so alone here,” I confessed softly. - try to be independent so it's difficult because I've always been one half of a couple. “I'm sure it is. But you can do it. When you decided to go on a cruise, I thought I would do it alone. Your intuition told you that it was better for you than staying at home. Trust that instinct. You're going to learn a lot this week, and yes, it will be lonely at times, but

M O N G R E L 🌷 "Some steps need to be taken alone. It's the only way to really figure out where you need to go and who you need to be." .•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.

Auntie murmured, voice low. She nodded. “I know. But we’ll make it work. We always do.” But the truth was, Autumn had never felt more alone. Everything she had been reading for months in that book was coming to fruition. The silence in the house after dark was so complete, she sometimes pressed her palm to her chest just to feel her own heartbeat.

Maxiana I’m on the beach again, that beach of gems and calm, dark water. Black mist hangs all around me as I walk in no single direction, unsure if I’m going to step off the beach and into a vat of inky, black nothingness again. He’s not here this time. I’m not sure how I know, but I can just… feel that I’m alone. Horribly, inexplicitly alone. I’ve never been alone. Never. Not a single day in my life.

A home so empty. The song kept playing on repeat in my head. So I found it on spotify and played it again on the drive home. For the first time in years, I didn’t feel so alone, I felt both seen and heard. Other than Teigan no one else saw or heard me, no one else cared.

“Or at least, I don't think that there's anything you can help me with. “I've been really confused lately. I don't have a sense of direction. I don't really know what I'm going to do with my life. I'm all alone. “I don't think there's a whole lot you can do about that though. I'm not sure that there's anything anyone can do about that. I'm just by myself and I have to find a purpose. I have to do this on my own.”

My indecisiveness was raising its ugly head. It was moments like this that I could really feel how lonely I was and how partially stupid my decision to live life solo without any friends was. I should have someone who I could call during times like this, but I didn’t, and now I have to make my own decisions, and I would have no one to blame if it all went wrong.

My own thoughts screamed at me no matter what I did, and being alone had come to be the worst idea I could ever think of. At the same time, I couldn’t bring myself to ask the guys out while I knew damn well what they were going to say to me. As much as I needed company, I was by no chance in a position to be judged by anyone. My mind did it for the whole world. And one other thing, despite what they could all say, nobody could ever understand what I was going through. Nobody could ever even begin to stomach the idea of having your world turned upside down in a blink of an eye.