You Were Destined For Me Perhaps As A Punishment の小説・ストーリー

“The chains will be your punishment; they are sealed not only in your flesh but also in your soul.” “I don't understand, who chose me? What's the reason?” I cried even more. “Please, help me free my nephew, and I will do whatever you desire. I will be devoted to the ancestors, the moon, and you, destiny. Please, don't let him suffer because of me!” “Despite the afflictions in the child's mind, he does not feel pain; we assure you of that.” Stroking my hair, Destiny said. “However, we cannot intervene in the course of history; even beings like us have rules, and we risk divine punishment.”

he said, repeating every word with mercy. He was going to torture me for the rest of my life. "What did I ever do to you? What did I do to deserve this?" I asked, tears rolling down my eyes. "Nothing, beloved. Your only sin is being destined to me. Maybe, we were enemies in our past lives not that I have had many of it. I will say that being a vessel of my curse was the beginning of your suffering," he muttered, taking delight in every word he said. "If being destined to you is my only sin. Then I will make sure that my soul perish to stay away from you. A monster like you doesn't deserve to be happy or excited about anything," I cursed him and he chuckled.

“Of course you should. Stop behaving like a chicken and stood your ground.” “It easier said than done. I stood my ground and I was sent to prison. I stood my ground and I was disown. I stood my ground and everything I worked hard for. Fell in front of my very own eyes. I’ve tried all I could to be accepted. No! He doesn’t want me, he doesn’t wanna accept me!” “It’s okay. Everything has a reason you’re following destiny. This is your fate.” Fate? That’s bullshit.. there’s isn’t anything like fate.. who are you ?A ghost? Am angel? Tell me why my fate was wretched, tell me why I had to suffer!”

CRYSTAL "It is your destiny." My loud and harsh breathing as I run still doesn’t overpower my thoughts. "Your destiny." The word echoes back to me as I run through the woods like my said 'destiny' is after me, ready to pull me into its clutches and make a mess out of me.

If I wasn’t found none of this would have happened. “Look at me Destinee. This is not your fault. We can not choose who the Moon Goddess pairs us with. This would have happened regardless. Some rogues always try to destroy the packs. You know this. So please, baby, it is not your fault.” He says as he takes my face in his large hands, his thumbs brush under my eyes to wipe away the tears. I nod my head and sniffle.

I am seeing my doom! But, God forbid! I have done nothing wrong to merit this impending doom. I have wronged no one for fate to punish me this way. I am not a saint, I know, but for the sole reason that I did not commit that unpardonable sin and abort my child like that cursed family wanted me to, God, please pardon me and change this fate. I can never again be a victim of those people. Never again.

"It wasn't my choice, Anika! I left home because I love you! I left my world to be with the world we both deserve. If I go back there, they will force me to marry someone I don't love. It came to a point where I couldn't find a job because they were all blocked by Dad.. so I became a prostitute, but I couldn't take it either, so I ran away from that complicated world. I wandered around. That's how my boss saw me in the street, like a cat searching for food in the trash. He's kind, but I just can't give him what he wants. MYSELF!! I took care of myself because of you, Anika, but I lost you for a long time, and that's my fault.."

I said to them, "You have nothing to worry about because once, no one knows where we going to take you there's nothing wrong with it! So if I were you stop talking about that and don't resist because if I get annoyed I won't pity you anymore I will punch you girl!" Seriously? Just a while ago I was talking to myself in the mirror and thinking about what will happen to me in the next few days, why does destiny turn around. What will happen to me now? What's the plan of these shameless people who picked me up? What is my fault? Why am I being punished like this? Why is it always me! Why should I suffer?

Breath to breath. “Did you think sending him to me covered in the scent of your rut would make him yours?” I growled low. He didn’t flinch. Instead, he shoved his hands into his pockets and murmured with a maddening calm, “Ever heard of destiny? That place you end up because it was designed, that person you were always meant to meet?” He looked right at me then, his voice like ice. “I’m that destiny. The one he’s fated to crash into, no matter how far he tries to run,” his eyes bled into his wolf’s, burning with possessive certainty.

“Not to sound rude, but um, who are you? How do you know me?” She nods weakly. “It was foreseen that this would come to pass. I know your destiney as surely as I was to know my own. You are the one I was meant to give my greatest treaure to. I was just hoping to make it to you before-”