"Only if you ride me"

Amber’s POV...

I rushed outside the door and went straight to my home. I sighed, thinking about our vivid encounters these days. A loomy atmosphere was spread in my house. The feeling of guilt consumed me, and I felt extremely lonely.

At night, I twisted and turned on the bed. Today's incident was continuously repeating in my head. My mind felt full of him. The horrifying silence and loneliness at night felt so depressing. I have never felt so confused and helpless. I really don't know what to do.

I gazed at the ceiling and took a deep breath. I clearly remembered that look on his face when I said "no." His face fell immediately. His anger and frustration clearly vanished in seconds after hearing my denial. He shook his head in negativity when I told him it was just a mistake. He tried to pursue me and fight for it. I crushed his excitement and everything. He stood there, gazing at my retreating back when I made my way out.

Oh my God! Those beautiful mocha eyes of his. They held so mu