LOGINSelene’s POV
My heart pounded in my chest. I glanced at Tom and took in a deep breath. Tom leaned forward. “What?” I whispered. "Well," the doctor said, clasping his hands together and looking over the rim of his glasses. "The bad news is, it seems that Selene’s ovaries are no longer producing healthy eggs.” I froze. Tom's brows furrowed, and he leaned forward. "Wha…what do you mean, doctor?” I stammered. "Your eggs are not being fertilized, ma'am.” Tom glanced at me and back at the doctor. "We have a daughter. She’s five,” he said. The doctor sighed. “Well, things like this do happen over time; it could be hormones, stress, or even age, but with proper treatments you should be pregnant in no time!” "Ca…can we see the results, Doctor?” I asked. "Sure, here it is.” He stretched it in our direction. I reached for it, but Tom beat me to it. The look on his face told me everything I needed to know. Then he handed it to me slowly. My name was boldly written across the top. Then just right underneath. Assessment: Patient exhibits premature ovarian insufficiency. My stomach twisted. The room spun. It felt like my body had suddenly stopped belonging to me. Like I had failed in the one place Tom needed me most. "No," I said, shaking my head. “This is wrong, Tom. It's not true.” He wasn't listening. “How do we go about treatments, doctor?” He leaned back on his chair. “It would be a series of fertility shots, healthy diets, and exercise, but nothing too serious.” "Thank you very much; we will be in touch,” Tom said, standing up. I reached for his arm, but he swatted it away. I turned to the doctor, wishing I could pluck his eye out for delivering such news. Tears threatened to spill. "Thank you for ruining my life, doctor.” "I am sorry, ma'am; I was only doing my job.” I slung my bag over my shoulder and walked out. I slammed the door behind me. Tom was already in the car. His jaw tightened. "Tom, please…” I sobbed. "I don't want to hear it. “Get in, Selene,” he snapped. I stepped in hurriedly. My chest pounded. He didn't even wait for me to shut the door before speeding off. I leaned my head against the windowsill. Tears ran down my cheeks. I couldn’t believe it. Infertile. After all these years, I wished I’d never suggested seeing a specialist. We drove in silence. The only sound was the blaring horn from the cars that swerved past us as we moved between lanes. Finally, he pulled up at the front of the house. "I am sorry,” I whispered, my voice shaking. "Get out,” he commanded. "What?" I asked, shocked. "Now!" I stared at him. His gaze pierced mine. My eyes widened. He was serious. My legs trembled as I stepped out of the car. The wind felt like it slapped my wet cheeks. I stood there, hugging myself, feeling small. He drove so fast the tires screeched. "Forgive me, Tom,” I called to the disappearing car. I stood there for what felt like hours. Then finally, I wiped my eyes with the back of my sleeves before walking into the house. Inside, the house was quiet. Amira was asleep. "I hope she wasn't much trouble?” I asked the babysitter. "No, she was wonderful, and her temperature is back to normal.” "Thank you so much,” I said, fighting back tears. The doctor's words replayed in my head. "Could you stay here for an extra hour? I would pay," I asked. "Sure, ma'am, I would be delighted too,” she squealed. "Thank you.” I made my way to the kitchen. I had an idea. He was angry, yes—but maybe I could soften him. Steak and mashed potatoes… his favorite. He needed a good lunch. My fingers moved mechanically, cracking eggs, washing potatoes, and seasoning the meat. Cooking had always been the one way I could still feel useful to him. Maybe—just maybe—if he tasted something he loved, he would remember he once loved me too. I placed the steak on the plate, my hands trembling. Would he even eat it? I walked out the door, the food neatly packed in a box. I didn't want to lose Tom, not after all these years. I got in my car and drove in the direction of his office. Tom was the proud CEO of his late father's company. He never let me come here with him except when he had forgotten an important document and he needed it. I could feel the eyes on me as I walked through the lobby—employees pretending not to stare, whispering behind the computer screens. I forced my shoulders up. I wasn’t here to embarrass him. I just wanted to fix things. On the top floor, the secretary blocked my path. Her arms were folded over her chest with an annoying pout on her lips. "Ma'am, Mr. Harold strictly warned me not to let anyone in.” She twisted her feet nervously. I narrowed my eyes. "Mr. Harold is my husband. So if you will excuse me." "Maa…m" I brushed past her, pushing her aside. I never liked that woman. She followed behind. "Ma'am, you really shouldn't..." My chest pounded. I placed my fingers on the door of Tom's office, exhaling. I imagined how he might smile when he saw the meal. I froze. I heard voices before I even stepped fully inside. A woman’s voice. My chest tightened. It had only been a few hours since he left. Who was here with him? My hand rested on the handle a moment longer before gathering my wits and pushing the door open.FOUR MONTHS LATER Selene’s POV. The nurse gasped and flashed me the widest smile I had ever seen. All eyes on the screen as the cold ultrasound probe moved over my stomach. “You are having twins!” Rowland leaned forward. “Twins?” “Yes, Mr. Rowland… how silly it was for me to have missed it.” I leaned forward; my heart fluttered in my chest. I would never have imagined I was carrying two little lives in me. Amira squealed beside me. Rowland held on to her tiny hands. His eyes never left the screen. “Are you sure?” The nurse nodded. “Lord, show me, please.” I whispered, excited and scared at the same time. “Lord, show me, please,” I whispered, excitement and fear rushing through me at the same time.The nurse pointed toward the screen, explaining what she could see.“There. And there.”I squinted.I couldn’t make much sense of what I was looking at, but knowing that there were two little hearts beating inside me was enough.“Two babies?” Amira asked.I turned toward her.“
Hello my lovely readers, Writing this story has been extremely fun, it’s been a roller coaster of self doubts, praises, long pauses, and a lot of what now’s? This story wasn’t just about the love between Rowland and Selene, it was an about a young woman, discovering herself, fighting for freedom and being allowed to choose. I tried to capture real life experiences as I much as I could especially with Tom. Of course, I am not going to leave you hanging. There is going to be an epilogue chapter right after this. If you enjoyed this story as much as I loved writing it, give me a follow… support me, drop a comment, let everyone know what you honestly think. I would be delighted to read all comments, sitting on my bed, excited that all the overthinking was finally worth it. ❤️🤭 you could also check out my other book, what butterflies don’t tell you. Thank you for your support, I won’t be here without my readers.
Selene’s POV. My eyes fluttered open, and I am sitting back in the chair. I didn’t know where I was. The ceiling above me was white. Too bright. I blinked slowly. The empty coffee cup lay on the floor beside me. Everyone was gathered around me. Mother. Father. Rowland. Lisa. Sophie. My eyes moved from one face to another. My heart began to pound. Then I heard it. “Mummy!” I froze. My head snapped toward the voice. “Mummy!” A little girl stood a few feet away. Her eyes were filled with tears. She was looking straight at me. My breathing stopped. I shook my head. The room seemed to tilt around me. The little girl took a step toward me. “Mummy.” My lips parted. Nothing came out. She took another step. Then another. Her little hands stretched toward me. “Carry me.” My heart shattered. I pushed myself farther back into the chair. “No.” The word came out as a whisper. The little girl stopped. Her face crumpled.
Selene’s POV. I sat at the station; a towel was draped over my shoulders while I sipped hot coffee slowly. My mind raced through everything that happened within the past three days. It all felt like a dream. Something far from reality, but it all did happen.Rowland spoke with the inspector. My eyes roamed the station. Officers moved around us, talking quietly. Phones rang. Doors opened and closed. Someone laughed softly somewhere behind the counter.I looked down at the coffee in my hands. Life goes on, always. Even after everything changed.I looked towards the door.Mark was nowhere to be found.Seeing him again had brought back a memory I could touch.A reminder of the betrayal.He was Rowland’s brother.But years ago, he had been a part of the family that had watched Rowland disappear from my life.I still didn’t know what to make of seeing him again.I pulled the towel tighter around myself.For the first time in days, I wasn’t running.I wasn’t hiding.I wasn’t trying to
Rowland’s POV. The sound tore through the noise. My heart raced. I couldn’t hear anything except Selene’s scream. She buried her face in her palms, her whole body trembling as she cried. “Selene!” I looked down at myself. My hands moved frantically over my chest, my stomach, and my arms. I searched for blood, for a wound, for anything that could tell me where the bullet had hit. Nothing. I touched my chest again, breathing heavily. I wasn’t shot. My eyes lifted. Tom was crouched a few feet away, one hand gripping his leg. Blood was already soaking through his trousers. He had been shot. I stared at him, trying to process what I was seeing. Then I heard footsteps behind me. I turned. Mark. My brother was walking through the bushes, his clothes drenched from the rain, his face hard with concentration. And in his hand was a gun. He stopped a few feet from us. “Police! Your hands in the air!” Officers circled around us. They moved so quickly.
Rowland’s POV. I squinted my eyes towards the pathway. The rain was pouring down heavily now. I had lost track of time. How sure are we she’s even here? I kicked the trunk of a tree hard. My body retracted at the impact of the ripples of pain through my body. I cupped my palm over my mouth. “Selene!” I had no idea where the mark was, and I had gone too far into the bushes. I let myself fall back into the tree. Tears stung my eyes. I was tired. I wailed, twisting a twig in my fingers. “I am so, so sorry, Selene.” The rain trailed it way down my body. I was drenched. But I didn’t care. “Help!” My head snapped. “Selene?” I got up immediately. “Help!” Again. It sounded muffled. Like she was struggling to speak. followed the direction of the voice, pushing through the thick branches that slapped against my face and caught at my clothes.“Selene!”“Help!”My heart slammed against my ribs.“I’m coming!”I pushed harder, stumbling over roots and wet ground until I finally b
Selene’s POV.The morning passed by too fast. Amira sat at the back seat, nibbling at the candy I had given her. I didn’t want the school bus taking her today.I had woken up with a sudden realization that Tom was going to do anything to get us back, and I couldn’t let him use Amira as leverage.We
Selene’s POVI gasped, placing my palm over my mouth. “No!”Rowland staggered slightly. He squared his shoulders.An arm flew to Tom and hit him right in the face.A few people lurched forward while some watched.Both men's chests heaved.I stepped in between the two, holding Rowland back.“Pleasee
Selene’s POV. I tossed the scrambled piece of paper into the trash for the thirteenth time. My head was a big mess. I stared at the report I was given to take care of as part of my team contribution to the magazine and I had only two days to turn it in. I placed my head on the desk slowly. I hadn
Rowland’s POV I didn’t go to work today. My mind spiraled. I hated seeing Selene look that way. She looked so fragile, so pale. I walked to my wine cellar and popped open a bottle of champagne. I closed my eyes, savoring the feel of the alcohol going down my throat. How was I going to hel







