▪️ Emily ▪️
“To Olivia and Liam. May they have a long and happy life together.” Emily raised her glass in a toast, then kissed Olivia's cheek. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” she said. “And thank you so much for this and everything else.”
“Anything for you.”
Liam gave Emily a hug. They’d met in business school, and though he was the antithesis of Emily—Liam was friendly, charming, and likable—they’d meshed, and after graduation turned their friendship into a partnership and started their own marketing firm.
They poured everything they had into it, and now it was one of the hottest, trendiest companies in New York City, priding themselves on spotting styles and fledgling companies before they became popular, and employing innovative, creative people who weren’t afraid to think outside the norm.
“Take care of her, or I’ll beat your ass.”
“Yeah, yeah, ma'am.” Liam, who was big and brawny, snorted. But he had a heart of gold, and though he’d been a bit of a player in school, he and Olivia had fallen for each other the first time they met. Always the overprotective big sister, Jude had told her that twenty-one was too early for her to be so serious with someone, even if it was with her sort of best friend. Once they’d graduated and started their business, Olivia and Liam approached Emily and told her in no uncertain terms that they were planning to get married when they could afford to, and that Emily needed to calm the fuck down.
If only I knew how to do that. Emily thought.
“Trust me, Emily. She means everything to me.”
A lump swelled in Emily's throat. “I know. It’s just going to be strange for me not to have to worry about her, but that’ll be your problem now.”
“One I gladly accept. You know the only reason we waited so long was to be able to stand on our own and not accept help from my parents.”
“I had no doubt you’d get there.”
Ace stood up and tapped his glass. “Quiet, everyone. I have something to say.”
At the sound of Ace's voice, Emily drained his glass of champagne; then, realizing that was what had gotten her in trouble in the first place, grimaced and grabbed the water pitcher. She hadn’t dared meet Ace's eyes since she’d stepped into the room.
“Liam, I love you. You’ve always supported me even when I didn’t follow the path you thought I should.”
“Which you never did.”
Emily snorted to herself. Liam had bemoaned the fact that Ace had graduated college and then had taken off to become a bartender in a high-end resort in Fiji. He came home sporadically, always tanned and filled with stories of clubbing and drunken nightlife exploits.
Emily had only seen him a few times in the intervening years. Ace was too distracting. Too beautiful and tempting.
And Emily knew it wasn’t right for her to have a crush on her best friend’s younger brother.
“But while I was away,” Ace continued, “I did some thinking, and you must’ve rubbed off on me more than I thought because I’ve decided it’s time to stay put for a while. Now that you’ve got the beautiful Olivia as your wife, I expect babies soon. I’m ready to be an uncle.”
“Let us be married for a day before you get me pregnant, Ace,” Olivia joked as he took his seat and finished off his flute of champagne.
“Won’t be me doing the deed. I’m more than happy to keep hanging out with your sister.”
Emily winced and chugged her water as Olivia and Liam both turned to him with shocked expressions.
“With Emily? But…” Olivia pressed her lips together, and Olivia knew what she’d been about to say.
You hate each other.
“Oh, I think Jude and I buried the hatchet.”
“You did?” Olivia cocked her head, then turned to Emily and peered into her eyes. “Emily?”
A terrifying moment from the night before hit her: Ace thrusting into Emily's writhing body, pinning her hands over her head, ravaging her mouth.
Oh, something was buried, all right. Ace's dick inside her.
“I don’t know what he’s talking about. Ace and I don’t hang out. I don’t sleep until noon and party at clubs. I have a business to run.”
Ace leaned past Liam and Olivia to point at her. “Well, Mrs. Two shoe. Just so you know, I got my business degree online while working in Fiji. So I’m qualified. Maybe you guys can help a brother out.” He widened those honey-gold, twinkling eyes at her. “Or a brother-in-law.”
Emily, once again in control, cut into her eggs . “We’re at my sister’s wedding breakfast. I’m not here to discuss business.”
Ace smirked. “And here I thought that’s all you thought about. Although after last night, I’m not so sure.”
Emily's face grew hot, and she shoved a forkful of eggs and salmon into her mouth as quickly as she could.
“What happened last night?” Olivia asked her in a low voice when Ace and Liam were busy talking to some relatives. “Last I saw, you were pounding down the drink.”
That’s not all I was pounding, Emily thought.
“Hey now,” Cole protested. “He offered me money and the apartment.” “Like you were going to take it. How long was he with you? Did he know you at all?” “We were kind of in the middle of an argument at the time.” “Right. But it’s been over a week.” It had. And Cole had told herself she wasn’t hoping for anything. Except she must have been. Because now she felt silly.Ellery kicked the tree moodily. “Stop feeling sorry for him. I expect he’s feeling sorry enough for himself. Or Lancaster’s found him a new whipping girl.” “Don’t.” “Sorry.” “Did you really come all the way to Kinlochbervie to say ‘I told you so’?” “No.” She pulled her hood up and disappeared into its shadows. “I came to ask if you want to live with me.”Cole nearly fell off the swing. “Live with you?”“Yeah. Thought I should move out. Do some shit with my life or something.” “What sort of shit did you have in mind?”She kicked the tree again. And then, apparently finding
Everything hurt. The hours seemed like wild horses. Dawn broke around Cole. She spent most of the day on the sofa, crying herself out of tears, watching the sky turn tauntingly through shades of silver and gold. She tried to be brave, to be strong, to be less pathetically embarrassing. But her inner Scarlett O’Hara was AWOL—tomorrow being another day seemed like scant consolation. And while she sometimes tormented herself with idle fantasies of Aiden coming back, of sweeping her into his arms, full of sorrow and declarations of eternal devotion, she knew it wasn’t going to happen. She wasn’t sure she could ever bear pain like this again. Later… later… later… Her phone bleeped. And, like a fool, she scrabbled for it, wrecked with hope and fear and hope. It was Harper: “I MOVED MY FOOT!!!!!” **** She slept and didn’t sleep, and the hours sped and sluggished by. And finally, she rang home. Hazel picked up. “What’s wrong?” she said before Cole even had a chance to speak.
Cole swayed exhaustedly where she knelt. “Well, I'm not. And I don't How many times is you going to ignore me telling you that I love you? Because I do. I really do. And you can think all these awful things about yourself if you must. But nothing—nothing, do you hear me—will make me believe them.” “You can’t love me. You don’t know me.” “You mean, because I didn’t know about this? That’s only because you lied to me about it.” He paced restlessly, up and down that pristine room. This lost creature in Aiden Crux's skin. “I didn’t lie.” “I asked you outright. In Kinlochbervie.” “No. You asked if someone had hurt me. And they haven’t.” “Oh fucking hell.” She rubbed her hands against her burning eyes. “I could have hurt you. Don’t you realize how completely fucked it feels looking back at all the times I’ve pushed you on sex stuff with no clue about what happened to you?” “Well,” he drawled, “I did warn you that I’m a cruel
Cole glanced up. “I'm not. I mean, it wasn’t fun. But I trusts you. With the worst of me, as well as the best, and all the squishy ambiguous bits in between.” “Thank you,” he said, unexpectedly grave. “I hope to always honor that trust.” “As I will for you.” He didn’t respond. “So, y’know”—Cole nudged him gently—“your turn.” It took a long time, but he did eventually speak. The words coming slowly and painfully, like razor blades from his lips. “If I tell you, you’ll know what Eleanor said about me is right. That I’m sick and twisted and I ruin everything that’s good.” “She only said that because she was angry.” He shook his head. “No, she said it because it’s true. You see, she learned who she was when she was fourteen years old.” “What happened when—wait. When your father died?” “After that. When she seduced his business partner. His best friend.” Cole genuinely had no idea what to say. To
Cole pulled off a truly Ellery-worthy eye roll. “One cigarette a month is hardly going to kill him,” she said. “Is that what he told you? And you believed him?” Natasha asked. Now that she thought about it… he did tend to reach for his cigarettes once they’d sexed. And he’d smoked after dinner. And during Star Wars. And just now in the gCole. Oh fuck. Fuuuuuck.Natasha shook her head at her. “You poor, sweet girl. You don’t know him at all, do you?” “I… I’m in love with him,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I can see why you’d believe that. Aiden can be quite dazzling when he chooses. But you don’t understand anything about who he is. Or the damage you’re doing to him.” She tried to reply, to protest, to defend herself. Defend him. Defend them. But she had nothing. Aiden had de-clawed her with his secrets. Left her powerless and alone. “You deserve better,” Natasha went on softly. “He’s using you like his cigarettes. You
“I love it when you hurt me. I love everything you do. And everything you are,” Cole said. And that was when Aiden turned and drew her into his mouth. It was the teeniest bit awkward—he even nicked her slightly with the edge of his teeth, suggesting maybe he didn’t do this all that often. He certainly hadn’t with her before. Not that she’d minded. He made her come just fine. But…wow. He could have been actively terrible and she wouldn’t have cared: Aiden Crux was sucking her pussy. No teasing. Only his tongue sliding tight round her, his mouth soft and hot and perfect.Ohfuckohfuckohfuck. She was…Aiden was… Cole turned her head into her shoulder in an effort to muffle her noises. Which were at least as loud as when he’d been torturing her nipples, and probably even less dignified. Pain was one thing. She could take pain. But she was pleasure’s bitch. Hone