Back To Old Habits

It is the very first night in my own apartment. Saying goodbye to Josh was by far the worst thing I had to do. This time walking away from him was much harder as the times before. My love for him has grown so much stronger over the past couple of months. It feels like our relationship has been doomed from the start.

I take the key to his apartment out my pocket and put it safely away, maybe one day I will use it.