Chapter 65 Jameson

Jameson's POV

I held Joshua in my arms the whole way to our new home. It felt so weird leaving the pact territory and not feeling it. Instead, I felt absolutely nothing....

I don't know how a rogue can live like this. It's taking everything in me not to cry from this empty and alone feeling that I feel.

Even though I'm not alone. Even though I have two people sitting right next to me who love me. Yet I feel so alone sitting here. I had to look back at the territory to make sure I wasn't imagining it.... To make sure we actually did leave and we did.

I saw the gate that we went through behind us and the marker a few feet before the gates signaling where you actually feel yourself leaving the territory.... The actual territory line.

Joshua's whimpers brought me back to him, where my attention needs to be. I quickly turned back and held him tighter while pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"I have you love... I feel it too."

I said with my lips still against his forehead. He pulled