Larika F.S“Who really are you Kamari D’arcy?” kuryusong tanong sa sarili. Lahat ng dapat kong malaman ay nalaman ko kagabi. Their history and all. Primo and I talked about it until the time we were tired talking. Hinatid niya ako sa bahay at pinasalubungan ko naman ang mga kapatid ko. “Kamari Sevillano D’arcy. A wealthy female actress that married the CEO of the Line-Tech Company. They formally announce their marriage, and will consider having an off-springs.” Sa lahat ng balitang nakuha ko, iyon ang tumatak sa akin. Am I wicked to think na mas maganda ako sa kanya? I shrug off that idea. Basi kasi sa mga nakuhang litrato ko sa internet, marami muna ang nam-bash sa kanya dahil sa itsura nito? She has a fair skin but flat nose, but she got a good posture. Hindi ‘rin siya katangkaran gaya ng ibang artista. But one thing the media knows based on the internet, mahal na mahal siya ng mga tao dahil sa galing nito sa industriya ng pag-aartista. Sabi pa nga ay skilled actress na ito, a
Larika F.SAll I can think is chopping Primo as I grind his inside slowly and freezing to death, burying him six feet under, just to inhale the revenge I've been wanting to do.Pero paano ko magagawa iyon when he has the power and authority to make me flinch and tremble my knees? Tingin palang malulisaw kana, what more magasalita na.Kahit sino mapapa-amo. I was pouring the hot water habang tinitimplahan siya ng kape. I didn't know what kind of coffee he like cause I haven't prepared him this drink.Alak oo.I've gave my service with the best liquor and best stunt I got. Maraming paraan upang gumawa ng kape dito, may machine nga na kayang gumawa ng ilang segundo lang. But I don't know why I'm making an effort to tear the sachet and pour the hot coffee, carefully.I'm a bartender, not a barista. Not that he command me to make a coffee, or get one, pero bakit sinasayang ko pa ang oras ko dito?I didn't put any sugar, instead, I mixed it with milk whisked.May ibang tumitingin pa sa ak
Larika F.S.Sa magulong mundo, makakahanap ka ba ng kapayapaan?Sa magulong kapayapaan, makakahanap ka ba ng kapahingahan?Sa magulong kapahingahan, makakahanap ka ba ng tahanan?Cause for me, thousands of words in the dictionary, but the definition of "peace" has given me only a vague understanding. It's a word that seems so elusive.Kaya eto ako, ginagawa ang mga utos ng aking ama para lang makuha ang inaasam na gantimpala. Pero sa tingin ko, ito ay kamalasan."It's work now, Mrs. D'arcy. Wear the fucking clothes I've sent you, or I'll strip you naked to make you wear it," Primo huskily whispered in my ear as he sucked on my earlobe, making me groan."Punishment is cruel, bimbo. Better do as I say." And with that, he left me backstage, leaving everyone in shock.If God would let me choose a life, I'd rather choose not to have one at all.Everything happens for a reason, and that fucking night aligned everything with torment and a revolution of wrath."Pa! Ano na naman 'to? Ang laki-l
Laraki F.S.It's daytime at kasalukuyan akong nag-aayos bago paman bumukas ang club."Ikaw ngayon?" Tanong sa akin ni Julius sa kabilang linya."Oo eh, ako na muna ngayon. Ikaw nalang bukas, ayos ba? Ipina-utang ko kasi kay Papa yung huling 15 days ko na sweldo." Naka-ipit ang cellphone ko sa aking taenga't balikat habang nilalagyan ng icecubes ang lagayan nito.Sigh of Julius can be heard on the another line, and I know what he meant by that response.Disappointed na naman kay Papa."Meron pa ako ditong pera, baka gusto mo na munang utangin." His voice were filled with sadness and concern."There's no need. Alam mo namang may trauma ako sa utang-utang na 'yan. Baka sa susunod, buhay ko na ang ibayad ko." I laughed fakely, and he seem not happy about it."'Wag kangang magbibiro ng ganyan." Pagsasaway nito sa akin. I laughed at his remark.Julius, the lifesaver of all time hath never failed to be right there by my side. Sa totoo nga niyan, he recommended me to his boss na dito mag-traba
Primo Z.D. "Julius? Ang init..." She murmured under her breath. Napalunok naman ako, I wasn't responding on her. My body is heated and melted with her pitchy voice, especially when she whispers. Nagulat ako ng umayos ito't umupo, nakapatong parin sa katawan ko. I moan as soon as she seat on my center. Why do you have to torture me like this? Seeing her revealed body makes my eyes flint in fire. Those skins... Their, perfect. "Julius, tanggalin mo damit ko... Ang init!" She whispered. I kept on hearing Julius, is that her boyfriend? If so, why would that fucking bastard leave a goddess in this shitty place? "Julius kaibigan naman kita ah! 'tanggalin mo na 'to." A smile formed in my lips. So Julius is not her boyfriend? Good. But how can she ask a friend to take off her clothes. She struggle to remove her clothes, and I laying on the couch, not wasting the opportunity to witness this occurence. She's damn beautiful. A blessed woman who got the essence of being pretty. She was
Larika F.S. Nagising ako sa ingay ng telepono. Inis kong hinanap kung saan nanggagaling kahit halos matumba ako sa sakit ng ulo at kahapdian ng mata. On top of that, the center of my thighs feels more painful than ever. I wasn't concern about it at all at nakatuon ang atensyon ko sa paghanap ng telepono. It might be my boss. Luckily, it was beside the table. I immediately grab it without even checking the caller, but I felt weird holding it. The width felt different as well as the thinness. I answered the phone while eyes closed, still asleep. "Hello, sino 'to?" Silence collapses on the other line, but later on speaks from someone I don't know. "Who's this? Why are you using my son's phone?! Are you a thief?!" Nanlaki ang mata ko sa boses ng babae sa kabilang linya. Kung kanina'y tulog ako, ngayon ay sabay-sabay na gumising ang dugo ko't kaisipan. I harshly look on the surrounding, and I was left speechless seeing myself inside a room I don't know. And there's more, the phone wa
Larika F.S. Napamura ako ng mahanap ang sariling nakatingin sa numero na nakarehistro sa selpon. Papa registered his name earlier, para tawagan ko 'daw siya at sumagot sa kagustuhan nito. Lito ako, at inis ako sa inaasal ni Papa. Na parang wala siyang pakialam sa anak niya't parang ibinibigay niya ito sa ibang tao pero may gantimpala. What makes me mad the most is, I am looking forward on accepting the offer. Oo inaamin 'kong hindi ko gusto, and never 'kong gugustuhin. But after three days after his visit, umatake ang sakit ni Yasmin, idagdag mo pang ginigipit ngayon si Papa ng pinag-uutangan niya't kabuwanan na ngayon ng bills. Sumasakit masyado ang ulo ko sa problema sa pera. And this offer, is the only solution. I can give in, and can lower my pride. For my family... Pero hanggang ngayon, hindi ko parin alam kung bakit siya naghahanap ng mapapangasawa gayung maraming babae naman ang magprepresenta sa kanya. Not changing the fact that he's the CEO of the prime company called
Larika F.SI despise and disgust this man. Walang awa at halimaw. There are only few guests in this area, since Primo pushed me in the secluded place. Natahimik kaming pareho until I questioned him once again. “Can you explain to me what’s happening?” kaninang nakayuko kong ulo at itinayo ko bago tinignan siya ng puno ng katanungan. He crossed his arms and I can sense how pissed he was. “Don’t make a fuss about it Sandoval. Just do your job-” I cut him off. “Yun nga! Trabaho ko pero hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin!” My voice increased as frustration ate me. Para akong batang kinukulit ang nanay kung bakit hindi niya ako kayang bilhan ng laruang gusto ko. My eyes were teary. My lips were trembling for fuck’s sake. “Lower down your tone Sandoval.” He commands with authority at hindi ko mapigilang mabalisa. I brushed my brows uncomfortably. “Please… I am really frustrated. Alam kong wala akong karapatang umarte ng ganitong at mas lalong wala kang pakealam sa nararamdaman ko. Bu