로그인I spent my first night at home staring at my bedroom ceiling and trying not to think about Serena Walsh.
It didn’t work.
Serena had smiled at me like she actually genuinely missed me. She called me gorgeous twice.
Another surprising thing is how she’d casually referred to my future partner as “she.” That moment replayed in my head for most of the night.
It was eight-thirty the next morning, while I was halfway through my second coffee cup, when my mother walked into the kitchen with a smile that soon made it seem suspicious.
“Oh, good. You’re awake,” my mother said.
“That sentence never leads anywhere good.”
My mother ignored me and soon placed a plate of toast in front of me. “Serena’s coming over soon."
I narrowed my eyes. “But why?”
“Apparently, there are places in town she wants to show you.”
“Mom, I grew up here.”
“Well, according to Serena, things have changed around here.”
“Absolutely not.”
My mother soon raised an eyebrow. “But why not?”
If I spent another hour alone with Serena, I could soon be liable to confront fourteen years of unresolved feelings.
“Because I am tired. I literally just came back, Mom.”
“But you’ve been awake for an hour.”
“Mom, I am emotionally tired.”
“That’s not a thing,” my mum replied to me.
“It’s absolutely a thing.”
Before my mother could respond, Ethan joined me and my mum in the kitchen.
“You know she practically bullied Mom into confirming your flight details, right?” he laughed.
“What?”
“She kept asking when you were coming home,” he added.
Before I could respond, the sound of a motorcycle soon echoed through the open window.
My mother grinned. “It’s too late, my baby.”
“Tell her I am dead, Mum.”
“Maya!”
“Okay fine. Tell her I moved or I’ve gone out or something.”
My mother laughed and walked away.
Five minutes later, I had to step outside and immediately regretted every decision I’d ever made.
In front of me was Serena standing beside a black motorcycle, while removing her helmet with one hand. “Morning, kid.”
“Stop calling me that,” I soon replied to her.
Serena’s grin widened. “No.”
“One day, I am going to stop responding to that.”
“No, you’re not.”
“I didn’t know you rode motorcycles.”
“Oh, my love, you didn’t know a lot of things about me.”
My love again? There was something about the way she said it that somehow made my stomach twist.
Serena held out a spare helmet. “Come on."
"Where are we going?”
“It’s a surprise.”
“You know I don’t like surprises.”
“And that’s simply because you’re secretly eighty years old, babe,” she laughed.
Twenty minutes later, Serena was driving me through town with my arms wrapped strongly around her waist.
“You okay back there?”
“NO!”
Serena laughed again. “Relax, my love.”
“It’s easy for you to say! You’re just not the one trusting your life to another person!”
“Wow. I thought we’d built a stronger relationship than that.”
If only Serena knew my mind. Eventually, Serena pulled into a parking lot, then looked out over the lake that was just outside the town.
“You remembered,” I said to Serena.
Serena, looking confused, asked, “Remember what?”
I stared at the water continuously.
“You brought me here when Ethan and I had that huge fight.”
She understood immediately. “I remember.”
“You told me this was where people came when they needed to think.”
“You brought me here because I was crying over algebra and your best friend worsened it.”
“You literally thought your life was over.”
“It practically was. I literally got a C.”
Soon after, one of her club drivers brought her SUV and took away the motorcycle. We then sat in the hood of her SUV.
“You’ve changed,” Serena said quietly.
“At this point, I think everybody is saying that,” I said.
“And that’s because it’s true.”
I stared at the label on my bottled water. “Oh well. Maybe people change.”
“You’re still the same person who cried for three days when her hamster died.”
I looked over. “Mr. Whiskers was innocent.”
“And you still scrunch your nose when you’re annoyed.”
I soon immediately stopped scrunching my nose.
“See?” She said, smiling.
By noon, we were back in town.
“I’m starving,” Serena said to me.
“Sounds like a personal problem.”
“And then, you find out it becomes your problem also if I pass out while driving.”
“My bad. That’s a fair point.”
Serena took me to the diner where we used to go to frequently when I was younger.
Nothing had changed at the diner.
The owner sighted us and immediately shouted, “Well, if it isn’t my two favorite troublemakers!”
Serena pointed at me, then said, “She is the troublemaker.”
I smiled. “I learned from the best.”
Mrs. Henderson appeared beside our table a few moments later. “Maya Thompson.”
Her eyes soon widened. “Look at you!”
“Hi, Mrs. Henderson.”
She looked through Serena and looked back at me, with her unknowingly smiling. “I always said she’d grow up beautiful.”
“Please don’t encourage her,” Serena replied.
“Oh, sweetheart, I don’t think she needs any encouragement.”
“I saw Claire in here earlier,” Mrs. Henderson said to Serena.
“Yeah, she’s around.”
“How is dating life?” Mrs. Henderson turned back to me.
The question was so sudden that I nearly inhaled my drink. “Excuse me?”
“What? You’re young and so beautiful, so I am just curious.”
“I…It’s…”
“Nonexistent,” Serena soon answered for me.
I blinked. “How do you even know that?”
For a second, Serena’s eyes flickered towards mine before she looked away.
Serena shrugged, suddenly pretending like she was very interested in her menu.
“I don’t.”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
Mrs. Henderson laughed. “Well, that’s surprising. I remember all those years when you were following Serena around like her little shadow.”
“Your mom even used to say you’d either grow out of it or maybe marry her someday.”
There was complete silence as things then became awkward.
Mrs. Henderson’s smile slowly disappeared. “Oh.”
Mrs. Henderson was so horrified by how weird the table became. “I am going to pretend I didn’t say that.”
“That’s a Great plan,” I said.
Serena soon replied, “Such an excellent plan,” she agreed.
Neither of us spoke for several seconds after she left our table.
“For the record,” Serena said carefully. “You were a very cute shadow.”
I stared at her as she continued. “Also, your mother still has a photo of you at twelve wearing my leather jacket.”
“I’d appreciate it if we could all agree to burn that picture…argh.”
“No chance, my love.”
I groaned while I buried my face in my hands, and as I looked back up, Serena was smiling at me.
The smile faded when Serena’s phone vibrated across the table.
A name flashed on the screen. It was a woman’s name.
I wasn’t trying to look, but I saw the message anyway.
Can’t wait to see you tonight. Miss you already.
Serena grabbed the phone so quickly that it almost slipped from her hand, and suddenly, all the hope she’d given me over the last twenty-four hours felt a lot more dangerous.
Morning arrived faster than I had hoped for it to. I was standing before my mirror, looking at the interview details that were open on my phone, as I was also remembering the words Serena had said to me. Take the interview, she had urged me, which made choosing something for myself feel more frightening than choosing her.The years I spent at the university had taught me how to stay alone, but I came home realizing that one person could make me forget that completely. I picked up my bag, slipped the folder from last night inside, and took my leave before I convinced myself out of going. For once in my life, I wanted to get into the interview room as Maya Thompson and nothing else.I expected the officer to be bigger than how I saw it, but everyone inside took the project very seriously. They asked me about organization, communication, pressure, ideas, and I gave answers without uttering the name of Serena once. I paused before giving the only answer that felt honest to the woman acro
Serena’s words stayed between us as music still went on downstairs. My gaze remained on her, while trying to understand how she could ask me to build something that is meant for myself after she made me feel that being close to her was the only thing that mattered.My fingers were still wrapped to hers, but I had taken my mind somewhere else. “What exactly are you asking me to do?” I asked quietly, with Serena leaning back, protecting the stitches that remained above her eyebrow, while looking at me softly. “I am asking you to have a life that would belong to you, Maya, even if I am lucky enough to be part of it.”The answer from Serena somehow caught me off guard because I had expected her to convince me to accept Velvet. Rather, she was allowing me to want something that is outside the walls she had used her hand to build. I removed my hand and offered hers and rubbed my palms together. Suddenly, it dawned on me that I had spent years running from my feelings for her without makin
The very first thing I realized when we got into Velvet was that nobody looked surprised to see me beside Serena anymore. People’s eyes slid to the stitches above her eyebrow, as if the two of us were something they expected to see together. Serena noticed it too, though she adjusted her jacket before moving ahead without a word.“You’ll be staying close with me tonight,” Serena murmured while touching my wrist as we moved toward the private event area. “Not because I think you need protecting, but just because I really want you here.” I stared at her injured face, remembering the promise she had made to me yesterday, then nodded because I finally realized she was keeping it.The event hadn't started yet at the club, but it was already busy. Serena’s staff carried folders between rooms, checked guest lists, and also prepared the private section. Claire moved through everything on her own with the calm confidence of someone who had done it many times before.Watching Serena work at the
I stared at Serena waiting for the answer that her silence refused to give me. Her thumb moved across my knuckles, but her eyes remained fixed on mine as if she clearly knew what I feared. Claire was not outside our relationship anymore and I needed to know what that meant for me.“Unfinished means there is a discussion I should have had with her some time ago,” Serena asserted to me. She shifted carefully against the sofa. “It doesn’t mean I want her back,” I watched her face while looking for guilt instead of hesitation. “Then have it,” I said while forcing my voice to stay steady. “I am not going to ask you to avoid someone just because she had some history with you.” Serena’s voice had softened. In the conversation we had explained that Claire was not simply an ex who still appeared whenever she wanted. Claire had handled Velvet’s private events, bookings, guests, and arrangements for years, including while she and Serena were together, and that meant that the relationship ended
I woke up to Serena as she was moving carefully around her bedroom, and for a short moment I forgot about the stitches in her eyebrow. Ethan had indirectly left me to spend the night with her.I remembered Ethan leaving, Serena promising she would not hide me, and her final words about everyone at Velvet knowing where I stood. I pushed myself up as she turned from the mirror and the small wince she tried to hide made my chest tighten.“You’re supposed to be resting,” I uttered while watching her reach for her black jacket. Serena paused with one arm through her sleeve before giving me a look that usually ended arguments.“I am resting,” she replied to me while adjusting her jacket, “I’ll just be doing that somewhere that needs me.”I moved closer to her and said, “You’re not going back to work. Serena touched the edge of her band
“Maya, there’s something you need to know about Serena,” Ethan's voice of Ethan was quieter than it had been, and the words felt heavier.My fingers remained locked around Serena while she was watching my brother from the couch, with her face suddenly stripped of the little amusement she managed to recover.“What is it?” I asked, moving forward. My brother didn’t answer immediately, while Serena shifted against the couch cushion, pressing just one hand against her temple. Her movement reminded me that she was still injured, but Ethan's face told me that this was not about the injury.Serena slowly reached for Ethan’s arm. “Ethan, don’t,” she said with her fingers resting right against his sleeve like she knew what he wanted to say. Ethan looked back at her hand, then looked back at me, and there was something in his expression.