LOGINElisa
The sound of hushed voices woke me up.
It had been days since I saw either Lucien or the woman who inhabited the manor, and I was just left to drown in weakness and fear of the unknown.
I slowly got up from where I had been lying on the floor and crawled to the door.
As I placed my ear on the door to listen, the door opened wide with the weight of my body on it.
Hope renewed my strength instantly and scurried off the floor in a flash.
I walked the opposite way from the one I took last time, which led to the garden, and soon I was in a hallway that seemed to be leading somewhere.
“By the gods, I hope I am lucky this time,” I whispered to myself as I ignored the ache in my head and kept walking.
A noise from one of the rooms sent chills down my spine - hushed tones between a woman and a man whom I was sure was not the same man I had seen some days ago in the garden.
I rushed quickly into the slightly open door and flattened myself against the wall in the room, my heart pounding loudly.
I closed my eyes and held my breath, praying, hoping they wouldn't find me.
I released my breath when I heard the soft click of a lock. I let out a sigh of relief and opened my eyes.
The sight struck me and my heart skipped a beat.
The room was dimly lit with candlelight that cast dancing shadows over a wall. It smelt of paint and old blood.
Also, I felt this heaviness, this ache in my chest, which I knew was from the atmosphere that filled the room.
There was a painting on the wall, and I approached it to see what it was.
It was a painting of a faceless girl reaching out to touch a grotesque monster.
The candlelight flickered, and I froze. My hands shook.
I stepped away from the painting, one step back after the other, breathing heavily.
Canvases leaned against the walls. Animals, strange creatures, faceless figures.
What have I gotten myself into? What did that mean?
I needed to get away as soon as possible. I had to leave.
My hands shook as I reached out to grab a candlestick. I steadied it, trying to calm my nerves.
Could this be the room…where the rituals happened?
I didn’t want to find out.
I grabbed the candlelight and turned towards the door. A scream got caught in my throat, and I took two steps backwards when I saw the shadow standing in the doorway.
Lucien.
He wasn't the beautiful man I'd seen the last time. His eyes glowed like red-hot coals, and his beautiful face had contorted into something menacing and blood chilling.
“ What are you doing here again?” He growled.
I shook, “ I…Lucien I…”
He took a step forward into the room and stopped. I was too shaken to even take another step.
It was almost like he was glitching, half human, half beast. And he was struggling, trying to keep his rage under control.
His rage, his pain, somehow I could feel it.
Could it be that the room was somehow controlling him?
I looked around for a weapon but couldn't find one. He took another step towards me and stopped.
Maybe somehow, he could listen to the voice of reason.
“ Lucien. It's me, Elisa. Please I…I stumbled in here… I didn't mean to…”
“ You're not supposed to be here, Elisa”.
Since he got my name, he still glared at me with that glazed look of a predator locked on its prey.
“ Lucien, I know, but you have to listen to me”.
This was the moment I hoped that sneaky Yennefer would show up, although I hated her. He wasn't listening to me.
“ Lucien, please listen to me”.
He was transforming now, claws jutting out of his fingers, and he suddenly grew bigger with hair all over his body.
His face contorted into an ugly-looking beastly form, and he snarled at me, his eyes glowing bright red.
Oh! He was the monster. He had always been.
My legs finally moved, and I took a step backwards. Was this my end?
“ You're not supposed to be in here”, he said again with a voice that clearly wasn't his.
It was loud, guttural, and raw.
“ I am sorry, please forgive...”.
“It’s too late”, he snarled again even before I completed my statement. And took a heavy step forward.
I looked around the room again, my heart racing. There was nothing, nothing I could use to defend myself that was in reach.
Suddenly, he charged at me, and I closed my eyes, raising my arms to shield my face.
I willed my body to move, but it clearly resisted staying rooted in the spot.
I heard him scream and howl in pain, and I opened my eyes slowly. He was on the floor, a few inches away from me, writhing in pain and groaning.
He was glitching again, caught in the middle of human and beast. I'd never heard a cry so heart-wrenching.
I stepped backwards in relief. I'd escaped death again.
I was just going to hurry out of there and shut myself in my room. It was safer there.
But as I made my way around him towards the door, I heard my name.
“ Elisa…please”.
I turned back to look at him. Clearly, this room affected him.
Was that why he was so mad earlier when he saw me, or could it be more? What could I do for him? I felt his pain so much that it broke me.
It felt as though we were going through the same nightmare at that moment, even though he was the one writhing on the floor.
I remained where I was and merely stared back at him, not sure what I was supposed to do.
He was becoming weaker, as though something was tearing him apart from the inside.
The beastly face had gone, replaced with his face. His black eyes held so much pain that I couldn't even bear to look at him.
“ Elisa, please”.
“I don’t know what to do?”
He shook his head, and another loud, chilling groan escaped from his mouth.
Damn that Yennefer. Where were these people when you needed them?
I panicked, thinking of what to do.
Then I saw it. A red glowing light, like a small flame, on his chest.
I moved closer to him before I even had time to think about my own safety.
I let myself touch his skin, and as my fingers traced the edge of the mark, the flame disappeared until it was completely gone.
My body became even weaker as the hole sealed up, and it felt like a lot of energy had been taken away from my body.
I slumped beside him, and in my almost unconscious state, I saw him lean over me and try to raise my head.
What was this curse, and why hadn't all the sacrifices ended it? It was slowly tearing him and the village apart.
“ Elisa…” he said in a low, breathy tone.
The room suddenly stilled, no more full of that tense, choking energy. The candlelight flickered, and I felt another presence in the room.
I held my breath; maybe I was imagining things. Everything that had just happened was beginning to play tricks on my mind.
Right behind Lucien, I saw him.
A man in a long black robe, its cowl drawn up to shadow his face.
I felt his eyes on me like a curse, and Lucien was too worried about me to even notice.
I saw him raise the cowl over his head just before I passed out.
And then darkness, like a spell, seized me.
LucienIn that moment, I forgot everything.I forgot about the boy, the journal I had read, and the prophecies I could not make sense of.Staring into her eyes and holding her so close to me, I just wanted to pull her even closer and run my hands over her spotless white skin.And I knew she wouldn’t protest.Her body didn’t flinch even as my hand tightened around her waist, and the fear that had shone in her eyes had slowly disappeared.“What are you doing here at this time of the night? I thought you were with your little…friend,” I paused to let the sharp hatred that crossed my heart at the thought of her little country friend, disappear.Her eyes looked down her face where my hands covered her mouth, and I finally let go of her, not just because I was sure she wouldn’t scream, but because if I held on longer, I might let my desires rule my judgement.Then I took a few steps back to steady myself.“I was looking for him,” she finally replied, staring at me with no hint of fear, like
Lucien…I saw them…Right from the moment I stopped at the top of the stairs and watched her take the bouquet of roses he got her, with a big smile on her face, like someone who had won something so big.Is that the sort of thing she liked?Flowers and sneaky late-night walks?I shut the door behind me with a heavy bang when I retreated to my room, completely forgetting what had made me race from the study to the servant quarters in the first place.I let the anger that boiled in me when I saw them both together, consume me - or was it jealousy?“Aaarrrggghhh,” I hollered with no care who my scream awoke, and trashed around the room like a defeated beast.Defeated by a useless country boy who had the effrontery to sneak into the beast’s cage at that hour of the night.I no longer cared about anything I had witnessed in the study or the strange revelation I had witnessed earlier.I only cared about her.About Elisa.This young girl, whose very presence stirred things in me that I could
ElisaI stood, helpless and frustrated.I looked around me at the empty garden, ignoring the bright flowers which seemed to be awakening even in the cold night.Nothing impressed me anymore. Instead, worry clouded my mind.About everything that was happening to me and how it might affect my life.Rowan was the first big change that was going to happen to me before I got abducted.We were going to get married, and I was going to be his wife.I was going to have kids and be like Mother - a dutiful farmer with a rich garden that not only fed my family but also put some money in my purse.My mother had told me not to worry at all about money, since Rowan’s family was capable of taking care of my needs and our future children as well.But all that was taken away from me like a suckling child from its nursing mother.All that was gone.My eyes stopped at the space between the thick bush of vines coating the wall, at the spot where Rowan had told me he had come in from, and I wondered why he
Elisa…I didn’t feel so happy to see him again…Standing there like a normal country boy with another bouquet of wild roses in one hand and a lighted torch in the other, like he had been doing for the past few days before he disappeared.When I had heard the knock, I had rushed to it because I had been thinking about Lucien even when my whole body adjusted to the new changes.And it was him I had sensed coming towards my room.But then there was Rowan.I managed a smile and took the flower he offered me.My body grew calm and cold for a moment, and I shrugged away the eerie feeling that bubbled up to my throat.“You left without a word,” I asked, still clasping the thorny flower to my bosom.“I apologize for that, Lisa. It was too late, and in the days that followed, I had to travel with my father to King's Landing to make supplies for the King’s court,” he said with a proud smile of a young lad who could boast about being in the land of gold and beauty.I smiled back at him and went
...Lord Edric paced the small sanctuary like a crazed bull.The room - utterly dark but for the single ray of light that escaped in through a small window high up in the wall - was filled with the noise from beating drums, jiggling timbrels, and loud music from outside.It was the Christ the King celebration, and he was to chair the fair trade and the commissioning of the grotto that followed the procession, until Fabian appeared with news he had assumed he had dealt with temporarily.“What still holds her death? Why does she still roam the manor?” He stopped in front of Fabian to ask, even when he had been told the reason a thousand times.Fabian just stood in the darkness of the room, staring back at Edric and wishing he could control himself.“I am so close to being the next duke, so close to sitting on that seat of power and dining with the king,” he said aloud as he resumed pacing the room again, not caring if anyone overheard him.His fat body made the room look even smaller as
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