Kaya's pov"Here, Love." A plate of food was set before me while I gazed at it.I was unable to think straight, not to mention eat. That was my most memorable kiss, with my mate who wants me or if nothing else claims that he does."Kaya." his voice floated to my ears as I saw him holding a spoon loaded up with some food from the plate before me, "Will you eat for me?""Sure I would. But because I am hungry not because you asked"My eyebrows scrunched up as I became unquestionably befuddled by the voice I recently heard. I was unable to ponder on it because I saw that Tyler wore the same expression I did.Had he heard it as well?Before we could talk, a female voice was heard from upstairs, "Tyler, is that you?" her tone was soft and gentle.My inquisitive eyes met his that were at that point glancing the way of the voice. Before long, his eyes met mine and he put the fork of food down, holding his finger up motioning to give him a second. As I watched him retreat from the kitchen, I g
Kaya’s povThe sound of birds was the first thing I heard before a voice unpleasantly attempted to wake me up. It was that voice in my head again but this time, it was very vivid. The voice was singing a particular song which was delightful I must say.Unsure for a second, I echoed "Hello" in my thoughts. Just to confirm I was sane. It was normal to communicate with your wolf side but not for me. After my first transformation, my wolf reached out to communicate with me just once, introducing herself. Her name, she said was "Lisa". But I never got to hear from her since then although I felt her presence. And as each day passed, I felt more distant from her."Lisa, is that you?" I thought again.'Um, yes?' The voice responded causing my eyes to widen in surprise.'You can hear me?' her voice was clearer.I attempted to sit up at the same time, but Tyler's arm around my waist prevented me. Gradually and apprehensively my hand contacted his lower arm trailing up which caused his arm to fl
Kaya's povAs Tyler left, I stood up to admire the room. It was gorgeous and it fitted him perfectly.'I walked into his bathroom and noticed the two sinks with dark towels on each one of them. In white cursive were 'Luna' and 'Alpha' both impeccably folded and untouched. There was a shower in the furthest corner with a couple of steps. However, my eyes made a trip back to the towel on the sink. 'Luna'As I moved toward the sink, my hands brushed over the delicate material. My heart was beating, this was all too good to be true.But here I am with a towel that says 'Luna' and it couldn't be more evident that this was all happening. To Tyler, I appeared to be a perfect, fit for him but I doubt that almost chance I get. To me, I am just an abomination, a curse. Despite all that Tyler has done to prove that I am worth more, I still doubt that I will be accepted by his pack. What I can't debate is how safe he made me feel. more than that at the same time, I haven't ever been the best opti
Tyler's povThe fresh fragrance of the Douglas fir trees of the woodland filled my nose as the rain started to pour. But that didn't discourage me from running. Instead, my paws hit the puddles as mud started to form. I had no intention of stopping, even as the rain raged on, making my fur damper than previously. Even when the wind got intense and blew me back as though to taunt me still, I refused to stop racing along the lake.As I ran further along the lakeside, all I could see was Kaya's unnerved face, directed at me. Something I never needed to see again, something that caused me to feel so sick. I should be her defender, yet I am the person who unnerved her. I frightened her by showing her that ferocious side of me; worse; the replica of what she had to face all her life.At the point when I first heard her scream, I thought she hurt herself, yet, realizing Delilah was responsible for Kaya's scream, drove me past the brink, I was enraged. I have never in my entire life placed m
Kaya’s POVAs I felt myself awakening, I remembered all that happened the previous night. It was a short night and I didn't get enough sleep. The downpour made the temperature freeze the entire evening plus I had a terrible dream regardless of how short the night was.However, it wasn't even the bad dream that had me terrified. It's the fact that I hadn't had a nightmare since the first night Tyler slept beside me, they somehow never came when he was with me but last night, they did.This only made my mind and emotions stir up. I understand what I saw yesterday, I know how I felt at that time in any case, how I feel presently is why I'm befuddled. I'm conflicted between fearing Tyler and depending on him for protection. Realizing Tyler could act like Luta does; attacking someone, especially a girl, made me confused.I could feel assurance from my wolf, Lisa, that he would never hurt me, that he was my mate, my protector. I wanted to believe her, and I did. In all honesty, I trust Tyle
Kaya's PovTormentActual affliction or inconvenience brought about by ailment or injury.This was the sort of thing I have felt for a really long time and I have gotten accustomed to it. Luta, Jeremy, Danni, Janis and Talia made this possible.FearAn unsavory inclination brought about by the conviction that a person or thing is hazardous, prone to cause pain, or a threat. People fear things or situations that make them feel unsafe or unsure.Ever since Luta first hit me, all I felt was dread. And now, this is probably how the people of Crimson pack feel about me now.SafeTo be shielded from risk or not presented to risk or chance; not prone to be hurt or loss.This, this is the very thing I feel whenever I am with Tyler.SolaceA condition of actual ease and freedom from torment or constraint. After I told him of my past, he gave me something I never realized I really wanted.Tyler, encouraged and consoled me when he embraced me, when he kissed me and also when he held me in his st
Tyler's povEach thought I had felt like a tension in my chest, it was the responsibility and harm I felt. Guilty for doing that to Delilah and worse, what Kaya had seen. Hurt in light of the fact that Kaya didn't look at me like she always did and that thought alone killed me.It just powered my hits to the punching pack harder, and faster. I had no idea when she'll want to see me but that didn't stop me from going to see her sometime tonight. I simply had to see her, that is all there is to it. I felt torn that she wasn't by my side, I wanted her close. The idea that she was alone, without me in spite of what she had experienced simply vexed me."Tyler."My hits quit hearing my sister's voice and I got the punching pack as it swayed my way, "Don't you have something you've got to do?" she asked raising an eyebrow. Obviously, she knew Kaya had returned to the pack house. And the thought of what happened with Delilah instantly had my hands clenched."No," I said, prior to pushing th
Kaya's povIt hurt, it hurt so terribly to say that."I never imagined I'd see you like that." I figured out how to get through the unending stream of tears, even as he cleaned them away."God, I realize Love I'm so sorry." he said again and again, pleadingly, "But, that is not me I couldn't have ever placed my hands on any lady, I just became so vexed and didn't want to see you get hurt, I guarantee you."As he said this my mind was racing and I felt lightheaded from crying that my head became fuzzy. Now that he was here and he kissed me the manner he has, I know I felt deeply for him however, all I could think of was what happened and how it instantly reminded me of Luta, the Trio's and how they treated me."Kaya?" he asked as I just gazed at him, lost in my thoughts, his hands stayed on my cheeks firmly, "I'm not him," he whispered to me pushing some hair behind my ear that got tangled onto my face.My eyes shut at his statement, new tears falling as I took in his scent, "I'm not