LOGIN“Mother,” several students called at once. She scanned the raised hands, selected one, and then leaned back against her desk, brows creasing as she crossed her arms.
“Sauns? My calculated, athletic girl, no need to worry about you. I hear many bets have been placed on you receiving an invitation to House Ninurta. What question could you possibly have with such a secure seat in the Upper?"
Sauns’s bronzed face lit with pride, but it faltered as she proceeded with her question. “Thank you, Mother. I want to know what happens to those who don’t get an invitation. There are one hundred and twenty-six of us left in this group. Where do the people go who don’t make it into one of the twelve great Houses?” Sauns glanced toward Gilly as she spoke, and Gilly felt the question land on her like a thrown stone.
“Each of the twelve great Houses may send out a maximum of three invitations. The rest go to the Lowborns or to the Markets. There are many options for the less talented.”
Gilly sank deeper into her seat as talk of Lowborns swirled around her. If she survived the Middle and reached the Upper by some miracle, she knew there was no chance she’d receive an invitation. She pictured herself cast far from her friends, alone.
“Now, children,” Mother continued, “this being our final class together, it’s time to be serious. I will be blunt and direct.” The words startled Gilly. Mother was always blunt and direct, and the shocked faces around the room confirmed she wasn’t the only one taken aback.
“As I’ve told you since the day each of you was expelled from your growth tubes and your feet hit the cold lab floors, you may be fully formed adults, but to those in the Upper you are the closest thing to children they will ever have. Having survivors from the Middle join them happens only once every twenty-three years. It is a rare, almost magical event—but not all of you will live to see it.”
Silence fell. Gilly’s throat tightened until she could barely swallow. Mother looked straight at her before going on.
“The Final Binding will break you down to your lowest and then rebuild you from the inside out. Your final gift is usually the most stubborn to emerge; therefore the most gloriously excruciating changes occur.” When horrified murmurs began, Mother raised a hand and the room stilled. They all knew the cost of rousing her ire. Though usually composed, when she did lose control it was like a switch flipping, suddenly Zraconian, and no one wanted that. She pushed away from her desk and walked between the rows of seats.
“Consider the wormpiller and the flutterfly. The wormpiller is beautiful in its own right, but it must be broken down, reduced to goo, at the precise moment.”
A shiver ran up Gilly’s spine.
“Only then can a wormpiller become a full-fledged flutterfly. That is why we train in the sparring rooms, practice manifestations in the gardens, and take so many classes over the years: to learn how to endure that pain.” Mother paused, eyes lifted as if weighing her next words.
“Now, like in nature, only the strong are meant to survive. So, if I am to be completely honest with you, the Final Binding usually results in the most losses,” She stopped, raised her head, and fixed Gilly with a steady look. “My darlings, I think approximately 25% of you will not live to see the glorious sights of the Upper.”
Gilly felt the room tilt. The air thinned; her vision narrowed. Mother was looking at her. She knew, with a cold certainty, that Mother was speaking about her.
Then instantly, Mother's tone changed, and her body language suggested a loving warmth that normally did not exist. With her gloved hand, she gestured high into the air to the Memorial wall behind Gilly. “My children, we will never forget those that we have lost along the way. They have all been my creations...my children. From my first group over 400 years ago to you now sitting in front of me.”
Mother's pale metallic gray eyes looked sad as the class turned backwards towards the thousands of individual symbols representing all of those who had fallen before them. All the way on the bottom, in the far-right corner, hung the last symbol placed on the wall, River’s.
You could have heard a pin drop in the room. Many of the students were using their hands to cover their mouths, trying to contain their expressions. Gilly used the back of her hand to wipe away the silent tears that began to flow, she missed River so much.
“You learn from your very first day here in the Middle that loss is acceptable, and that one must always move forward. Every one of you is birthed with a single thermal marking on your body. It is your Soul Symbol, and over the years it grows across your body. Please know if you do not make it you will never be forgotten, for you will be here, high on the Memorial Wall in the Middle with me.”
Gilly was trying to figure out if that thought was reassuring or not when the automatic door quietly slid open again, allowing Little Sister to flutter in.
Immediately after the lecture concluded, Gilly exited the Sirkel room, her gaze fixed on the ground. She had no time to reply to the pleas of her friends to slow down, to take it easy, she had things to do. She had to keep busy, she knew if she slowed down there would be too much time to think. She decided to cut through the Gardens on the way back to her room, she could avoid the concerned looks of everyone bustling about in the root halls, and that was most important. She actually did not mind the longcut; she loved the massive underground gardens.Entering through the north gate was like walking out of a cave and into a magical world. Gilly raised her arm, using her hands to spin the hanging baskets of rosemary, cooksonia, and lepidondendrons that surrounded the entrance. Touching their leaves stirred up a rich, sweet fragrance that drew out the Flutterflies and Mus Sigs as they buzzed through the air.As far as the eye could see, there were tufts of trees, gardens overflowing with
It looked like paradise compared to their current underground home. Dozens upon dozens of islands clustered together like jewels scattered across a painter’s canvas, each one bursting with vibrant greenery and blossoms in every imaginable hue. Archipelagos rose from the bright green waters in jagged crags and towering cliffs, their edges sharp as blades yet softened by the riot of vines and flowers that clung to them. The air in the images seemed alive with color, petals drifting like confetti, birds wheeling in the pink sky, and the shimmer of phebuslight breaking across the waves.Across this verdant expanse, enchanting buildings appeared to grow directly from the land itself. Walls were woven from living trees, their trunks bent and coaxed into elegant shapes, while roofs were carved from stone polished smooth and patterned with moss. The architecture was not imposed upon nature but born from it, a seamless harmony of craft and wilderness. Against the backdrop of the rose-tinted he
“Here, this is why we added the Canaille Redistribution feature,” Mother said, matter-of-factly. “The power in the Final Binding is three times that of your previous ones. That added feature was necessary for that reason alone.”The feed continued. On the screen, the boy in the binding bed flailed against his restraints, crying out for his friends. His flesh swelled until the skin split, then he imploded with such violence that everyone in the room jumped. Gilly recoiled with the rest of them, stomach hollowing; she realized several classmates were turning to look at her. Without a flicker of sympathy, Mother swung her gaze to the two young men nearest the front who looked most unsettled.“I do not mean to be harsh, only direct and honest. So, before you ask, Tobias, Zander, the answer is yes. Yes, not all your friends will make it.” She slapped her hand down on the desk; the sound cracked through the amphitheater and a small, almost pleased grin touched her mouth. “No class has ever
Barely four and a half feet tall, Little Sister’s diminutive frame hid her true age. Her youthful features and petite build blended easily with the student population, masking years that had hardened her in ways Gilly could not see. Cropped slate-blue hair framed high cheekbones, and intricate thermal patterns, like an archaic script etched into her skin, traced her neck and shoulders, hinting at a history older than the classroom itself.Gilly watched Mother glare up at the late arrival, noting how hard she worked to keep disappointment from showing. The corner of Gilly’s mouth lifted in a small, private smile; she felt a strange pride in Mother’s attempt to mimic human temper. Every tiny motion, how Mother stepped from behind her desk, the way she smoothed her coat, read like a practiced performance. A thin hiss of annoyance slipped from Mother as she climbed the auditorium stairs.“So glad you finally decided to join us, Little Sister. Did you not consider the ramifications of bein
“Mother,” several students called at once. She scanned the raised hands, selected one, and then leaned back against her desk, brows creasing as she crossed her arms.“Sauns? My calculated, athletic girl, no need to worry about you. I hear many bets have been placed on you receiving an invitation to House Ninurta. What question could you possibly have with such a secure seat in the Upper?"Sauns’s bronzed face lit with pride, but it faltered as she proceeded with her question. “Thank you, Mother. I want to know what happens to those who don’t get an invitation. There are one hundred and twenty-six of us left in this group. Where do the people go who don’t make it into one of the twelve great Houses?” Sauns glanced toward Gilly as she spoke, and Gilly felt the question land on her like a thrown stone.“Each of the twelve great Houses may send out a maximum of three invitations. The rest go to the Lowborns or to the Markets. There are many options for the less talented.”Gilly sank deepe
The classroom wasn't just a room; it was a subterranean amphitheater. Tiers of smooth, cool stone steps fell away at a dizzying angle toward the center, and to either side dozens of small, organic desks and chairs seemed to grow from the floor itself. A faint tremor ran under Gilly’s feet as she tried to slip in unnoticed.High above, dense luminous roots, thick as pythons, snaked down from the Mother Tree. Their bioluminescence painted the rock in shifting bands of emerald and amethyst. Sleek consoles, their purpose half-technology, half-organic, were woven into the roots and hummed with a quiet efficiency. This was where they learned to survive in the Middle, where they honed their Gifts, and where they prepared to reach the Upper.Gilly eased into the back row and met Mother’s steady gaze. The woman’s face remained austere, but Gilly felt the weight of it like a hand on her shoulder. Mother—teacher, caregiver, scientist—adjusted her pristine white coat, raised a gloved finger to st