chapter 28

My tears kept falling, refusing to stop. The burning feeling in my heart did not stop even for the smallest amount of time. The torture they put me through when they were alive did not bother me as much as now, after their death.

I felt so lost. As if there was a big weight hanging over my shoulder, trying to drag me into the ground and let me out again.

My whole life all I got from them was pain and misery. Not even for once, did I get the chance to smile? It was not hard to imagine whether there had been any moments that I had, where I truly felt any sparks of happiness—Maybe, the first and last time was the day when I saw Alex for the first time before it all vanished into nothing.

There was only one question I kept asking myself till now.

Why me?

Why was it me against the world? Why do I have to go through all of this pain that broke me, left me so shattered that finding a way to mend myself once again was nearly impossible?

I was so tired of fighting.

Everything was too mu