LOGINThe first thing I felt was cold.
A heavy, damp chill seeped straight into my bones, sucking the life right out of me. Where was I? I tried to move, and a sharp, metallic clink echoed through the darkness. My breath caught. I pulled my arms toward my chest, stopping short as heavy iron chains bit into my wrists. I was chained to a rusty metal ring in a wall that smelled of wet mold. Everything started flooding back memory. The Lycan Dungeons. I squeezed my eyes shut, my head spinning. My stomach twisted, a feeling like being cut open by a , rusty knife. The sickness from no pills was starting. For nineteen years, I had filled my body with those black pills to hide what I was. Now, without them, my body was a war zone. My skin felt too tight, every nerve raw and screaming. Every drop of water hitting the floor in the distance sounded like a hammer against my skull. I curled into a ball as much as the chains would let me, tucking my nose into the bend of my elbow. I could still smell it. The vanilla. The honey. It was stronger now, thick and heavy in the small, cramped prison. It was the scent of an Omega in distress, a calling signal for any Alpha within a mile. And I was in a palace full of the most dangerous Alphas in the world. "Please," I whispered, my voice a broken rasp. "Please, Goddess, just let me die." The heavy iron door at the end of the hall groaned open. The sound of boots — slow, steady, and heavy — came toward my cell. Each step shook through the stone floor and into my spine. I knew that walk. I would know it in my sleep. It was the walk of a hunter who knew his prey had nowhere to run. The shadow fell across the bars of my cell first. Then he stepped into the dim light of the flickering torch. Cillian Vane. He stood in the shadows looking like an executioner. He wore a dark shirt that left his arms bare, covered in the shifting tattoos of the Lycan bloodline. He didn't speak. He just stood there, his nose working as he breathed in the air. I watched his throat move as he swallowed, his jaw tight enough to snap bone. His eyes burned with that haunting, melted gold, cutting through the dark. "How long?" he asked. His voice was a low, dangerous growl that made my inner wolf whimper and tuck its tail. I missed a breath. I shivered, pressing my back against the cold, damp stone. "I... I don't know what you mean." oh moon goodness, why me? In a blur of motion, Cillian was at the bars. His hand shot through the iron, grabbing the front of my torn shirt and pulling me toward him. My chains snapped tight, jerking my arms back, and I gasped as my bruised ribs hit the cold iron. "Don't lie to me, little wolf," he hissed, his face inches from mine. The heat coming off him was painful the mate bond was screaming at me to lean into him, to beg him for the warmth I had been denied my whole life. "You have no scent. No strength. You're a weak Gamma. Why did Thorne keep a useless mouth to feed around?" oh moon goddess, he was not talking about me being an omega. I thought. "Answer me!. why did Thorne Keep you". He barked at me. The thought of Thorne made me feel sick. "He... he used me for the dirty work. I just wanted to live." Cillian's eyes narrowed, searching my face. His gaze dropped to the dark bruises on my neck and the thin, scarred skin of my collarbone. He looked ready to rip the bars out of the stone. He looked ready to kill me. "A weak male," he muttered, more to himself than me, his voice dripping with disgust. "A freak of nature." The word freak hit me harder than any of Thorne's kicks ever had. I lowered my head, my hair hiding the tears starting to blur my vision. "I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to be your mate." The air in the cell suddenly felt thin. Cillian let go of my shirt, taking a slow breath. "You are a problem I don't need, Elian," he said, using my name for the first time. It sounded like a death sentence. "My people expect a Queen who can lead an army. Not a broken, scentless runt from a pack of traitors." "Then let me go," I choked out, looking up at him through my lashes. "If I'm such a letdown, throw me out. Let me take my chances in the woods." Cillian's laugh was a dark, sharp thing. "And let every rogue within fifty miles catch a whiff of you? You wouldn't last an hour before you were caught, collared, and broken into the dirt." He stepped back, the gold in his eyes flashing with a cruel, possessive light. "The Fates gave me a mate. I won't have it said the Lycan King couldn't keep what belongs to him. But don't mistake this for a fairy tale." He turned toward the guard standing in the shadows. "Take him to the kitchens. Strip him of those rags and put him to work. If he wants to live like a Gamma, he can work like one. He stays in the servant's quarters. He is not to be touched, not to be spoken to, and he is never to leave the palace grounds." "Cillian, please," I begged, reaching out as far as the chains would let me. "Don't do this. Just kill me. Please." He paused at the door, looking back over his shoulder. His face was a mask of cold stone, but for just a second, I saw a flash of raw pain in his eyes. "Death is too easy, Elian," he said coldly. "In this palace, you will learn what it means to belong to a King who hates the very sight of you." The door slammed shut, leaving me in total darkness. I fell to the floor, the heavy iron chains dragging me down. My body was shaking so hard I could hear my teeth rattling. The heat in my blood was rising, brought on by his nearness and my lack of pills. I was a slave in a golden cage, bound to a man who looked at me with hatred. As I lay there in the dark, my body was already starting to want the very monster who had just broken my soul."Good morning," Cillian said.His voice came out incredibly rough. The words sounded like he swallowed dry dirt. He kept his volume very low. He did not want to startle me.I turned around and looked directly into his tired golden eyes."Good morning," I replied.My voice was completely flat. I did not smile. I did not soften my expression. The anger from yesterday still sat heavy in my chest. The wide gap on the mattress still sat between us. I was not ready to pretend everything was fine. I refused to let him off the hook easily.I pulled my shoulders back. I stood up completely straight in the center of the room."I am going down to the East Wing," I told him calmly. "I need to see the guest quarters. I need to find out if Silas and Corinne decided to stay in the North. They might have packed their bags and run away during the night."Cillian nodded slowly. He did not tell me what to do. He did not try to take charge of the situation. He just listened to my words. He kept his large
I walked back into the bedroom. Cillian was already changed into dark cotton pants. He did not wear a shirt. His chest and arms were covered in old battle scars. He stood by the edge of the bed waiting for me.I walked to the left side of the massive bed. I pulled the heavy furs back and climbed onto the mattress. I lay down on my back and pulled the blankets up to my chin.Cillian walked to the far right side of the bed. He climbed in very carefully. The thick mattress dipped heavily under his massive weight. He lay down on his back. He stayed on the very absolute edge of the mattress.A wide gap of empty space remained between us in the center of the bed.I reached over and turned off the small lamp on the nightstand. The room went very dark. The only light came from the orange glow of the dying fire in the hearth.The silence in the room felt incredibly heavy.I lay perfectly still under the heavy furs. The thick blankets trapped some of my body heat, but it was not enough. I felt
I pushed the heavy oak door open and stepped inside the bedroom.The massive Warlord was pacing frantically in front of the roaring fireplace. His heavy boots slammed against the wooden floorboards in a rapid, chaotic rhythm. He looked completely consumed by anxiety. He walked back and forth across the thick rug. His large hands opened and closed into tight fists. He stared at the floor.I reached behind my back and pushed the heavy wooden door. It clicked shut. The metal lock fell into place with a loud sound.Cillian froze in his tracks immediately.He snapped his head up and looked at me. His broad shoulders were completely rigid. His golden eyes were wide and filled with pure terror. He stood completely still. He waited for me to speak. He looked like a man waiting to hear his final sentence. He fully expected me to say I was leaving the North forever.I walked further into the room. I stopped a few feet away from the edge of the thick rug. I looked directly at his face. I saw the
[POV: Elian]"Where are they?" I asked.I stood two feet away from Cillian's chest. I tilted my head back and looked directly into his tired golden eyes.Cillian braced himself. His broad shoulders went stiff under his dark shirt. He expected me to scream. He expected me to tell him I was leaving the fortress forever.He blinked slowly. "They are in the East Wing," Cillian answered honestly. His voice was rough and exhausted. "I placed them in the main guest quarters. I posted guards outside the door for their safety. I kept them inside the fortress. I made sure they had food and a warm fire."I nodded once. I turned around and walked straight back toward the heavy wooden door.Cillian took a fast step forward. His heavy boots hit the floor with a loud thud. Panic flooded his scent immediately. I turned my head and looked at him. I held my hand up."Stay here," I said gently. My voice was very firm. "Do not follow me. I am going to see them right now. I need to do this completely alo
[POV: Elian]I shoved the heavy iron doors open and stepped out onto the high stone battlements.The Northern wind hit my face like a physical strike. The cold sliced right through my thick winter cloak. The freezing temperature bit into my cheeks and numbed my nose instantly.I walked to the edge of the stone wall and looked down. The massive main courtyard was completely empty. The heavy snow blanketed the cobblestones. The golden carriages from the South were gone. Silas and Corinne were nowhere in sight.I stared at the empty courtyard for a moment. A part of my brain knew I should wonder where they went. I should wonder if Cillian ordered his guards to lock them in guest quarters or if they just gave up and rode back through the gates.I did not care.I honestly felt absolutely nothing about their absence. I could not bring myself to worry about the strangers from the South. My mind was completely consumed by the heavy scent of ash in my bedroom and the realization that my Warlor
I pushed myself up from the wooden floor. My legs felt weak, but I forced myself to walk over to the heavy oak wardrobe in the corner of the room. I pulled the doors open.I grabbed a thick leather travel bag from the bottom shelf. I dragged it over to the bed and threw it onto the mattress. I unzipped it with a loud, aggressive pull.I walked back to the wardrobe and started grabbing clothes.I did not care what I was grabbing. I pulled down thick wool shirts, heavy dark trousers, and thick cotton socks. I carried the pile of clothes over to the bed and started folding them.I folded a dark shirt. I pressed my hands hard against the fabric, smoothing out the wrinkles with violent, sharp movements. I shoved the shirt into the bottom of the leather bag.I grabbed a pair of trousers. I folded them tightly and shoved them in next to the shirt.The physical action helped. It gave my hands something to do. It gave me a tiny piece of control in a situation that felt completely out of my gra
The solid rock cracked under his fist, sending a shower of dust to the floor. The force of it snapped something back into place inside my head. Raw, pure fear cut through the fever haze. I pulled my hand back, pressing it tightly against my chest. What am I doing? I thought, panic cutting throug
"Alpha."The word hung in the hot, heavy air of the room, heavy and completely damning. I couldn't believe I had said it. My brain screamed in horror, but my body didn't care. My inner Omega, starved and beaten down into the dark for nineteen years, clawed its way to the surface, demanding I give i
I didn't know if I was dying, but the world burned down around me.The castle became a dizzy, spinning blur of grey stone and flickering torchlight. I was held tight against a chest so broad and hard it felt like being pressed against a boulder. The heat coming off Cillian's body felt like pure hea
I couldn't look up, but I felt it. The whole feeling of the training yard disappeared. The air emptied out, replaced by a heavy, scary force that made every single Alpha in the yard fall to their knees without meaning to.Every Alpha except Torin. He was too busy wanting to hurt someone."Lick my b







