ANMELDENI sat down at the table across from Silas and put my hands flat on the wood.
“Tell me everything,” I said. “From Tuesday.”
Silas took a breath. “I got to Boise on Saturday and I went to the archive on Monday morning and I found Arthur Renn. He had already spoken to your sister. He gave me the copy of the founders’ record and he told me he would come in October with the originals and testify. On Monday afternoon I went to the Council building to file a notice of a claim of blood, and a clerk looked at it and told me to wait, and I waited for two hours, and then a man I did not know came down and told me the filing had been refused.”
“Refused on what grounds?”
“On the grounds that a claim of blood can only be filed by a wolf of the wronged bloodline,” Silas said. “I am not one. The only person who can file it is you, or someone with your written authority, and the Council would not accept my word that you had given it. So I got back in my car and I started driving west.” He shifted in the chair and his face went tight with the pain in his arm. “I got as far as Walla Walla and then the snow came in and the car went off the road outside of Dayton, and I walked to a farmhouse and the farmer gave me a coat and a cup of coffee and I started walking again. It took me two days to get back to this territory. I came in from the north because I did not want to come through town, and last night I came down the mill road and I saw the lanterns in the east field.”
“You went into the field.”
“I went into the field because I wanted to see what was happening and I did not want to be seen doing it,” Silas said. “I got as far as the wall and there was a man on the other side of it with a lantern and a rifle and there was another man with him, and the man with the lantern was stringing wire. I stood behind the wall and watched for a while and then the wire caught me across the arm and I went down and the man with the lantern saw me and shouted.”
“What did he do?”
“He came at me with the rifle. I got up and ran and he fired once and missed, and I went into the trees and I kept going until I could not hear him anymore. Then I sat down against a tree and wrapped my arm in my shirt and waited until it stopped bleeding, and then I walked here.” He looked at the bandage. “Clara Renn found me on her step at four this morning. She put me in a chair and gave me tea and did not ask me a single question until I had drunk it.”
“And the scarf?” I said. “The green scarf. There is a piece of it on the wire and a longer piece in the grass and both of them have blood on them.”
Silas frowned.
“The scarf is Dale’s,” he said. “I saw it. He had it on under his coat, and when he came at me I grabbed at him and I got a hand on it and it came away.” He looked at his arm. “I did not cut it. I do not know how it got cut.”
“There is a third man,” I said. “June counted the tracks. Two went out and one came back and a third came from the road and went into the trees and did not come back.”
Silas was quiet for a moment.
“I did not see a third man,” he said. “But I was on the ground and there was snow in my eyes and I was not looking.”
I got up and went to the window. The snow was still coming down. It was thicker now, and the light in the kitchen was the only warm thing in the whole white county.
“The claim of blood has to be filed by me,” I said. “In person. In Boise.”
“In person,” Silas said. “Before the Council of Alphas on the tenth of October.”
“That is thirty-four days away.”
“It is thirty-four days away,” Silas said. “And the Council has refused my filing and the Beta has strung the east field with silver and there is a cull order with your name on it in a drawer in Boise, and I do not know how we are going to get you to Boise alive.”
I turned around.
“We are not going to Boise yet,” I said. “We are going to the clearing. All of us. Now. Before Dale comes down this road looking for the man he shot at in the field.”
We went out into the snow. Clara Renn put her mother’s box in a basket and her coat on and her boots and a shawl over her head, and Maeve took the kettle off the stove and put out the fire, and Silas leaned on Elias’s shoulder and walked slow down the road. The snow covered our tracks behind us and the wind came up from the north and by the time we reached the gap in the wall there was nothing to see but white.
We were halfway across the east field when I heard the trucks.
They came from the direction of the pack house, three of them, and they came fast, and their headlights swept the field and lit up the silver wire and the snow. I dropped down in the stubble and pulled Silas down with me and the others went down along the wall.
“They are going to the mill,” Elias said.
“They are going to the mill,” I said. “And when they do not find you there they are going to come back along the wall.”
The trucks stopped at the mill road and men got out and I heard Dale’s voice.
“Spread out. Two to the mill and two along the wall. He is somewhere in these trees and he cannot have gone far with that arm.”
“Beta,” another voice said. It was Mr. Hask. “The order says the cull is on the new moon and it says the wolf must be in wolf form. It is not the new moon and we do not know that the man we shot at in the field was the wolf.”
“He was in the field,” Dale said. “He was in the field and he was crawling around my wire and he had a coat on that did not belong to him, and I am not going to wait for the moon to catch a man who has been hiding in this territory for four months. You are paid to hunt. Hunt.”
The footsteps went off in two directions. I lay in the snow with my face against the stubble and my heart going and my wolf pressing at my ribs.
Elias was beside me. His hand found mine in the snow.
“Wren,” he whispered. “They are going to find the clearing.”
“I know.”
“They are going to find the clearing and the stones and Maeve and Clara Renn, and if they find Clara Renn with the box of stones there is nothing I can do.”
I turned my head. His face was close to mine and there was snow in his hair and his eyes were amber and steady.
“Then we do not let them find it,” I said. “Go. Take the others and go through the trees the long way round and get to the clearing and put out the fire and get behind the stone. I will keep Dale in the field.”
“Wren.”
“I am a Gamma of this pack,” I said. “He cannot shoot me in a field in the snow. He can shoot a rogue, and he can shoot a Council investigator, but he cannot shoot a woman whose sister works at the co-op and whose face every wolf in this county has known since she was born.” I pulled my hand out of his. “Go.”
He went. He took Silas under the arm and Maeve took Clara Renn and June took the basket, and they went along the wall in the snow and into the trees, and I got up and walked out into the middle of the east field.
“Dale,” I called.
The lanterns stopped.
“Dale,” I called again. “It is Wren. I am in the field.”
There was a long moment. Then the lantern came toward me across the snow, and behind it Dale’s face, and behind him Mr. Hask with his rifle.
“Wren,” Dale said. “What are you doing in this field at this hour?”
“I have been walking the line,” I said. “I have been walking the line since four o’clock and I have found silver wire strung all through the east field and blood on the wall and a piece of your scarf on the wire, and I want to know what you have been doing in this field at this hour.”
Dale stopped. The lantern was between us and his face in the light was not smiling.
“My scarf,” he said.
“Your scarf.” I held up the piece I had found in the grass. “It was on the wire with blood on it. I have been a border-warden in this territory for four years and I know what a man’s scarf looks like when he has been in a fight in a field at night. So I am going to ask you once, Dale. What happened in this field last night?”
Dale looked at the scarf in my hand. Then he looked at the trees behind me.
“There was a man in the field,” he said. “A man who has been hiding in this territory and who has been working against the Council, and I put wire up to catch him because the hunters could not.”
“And you shot at him.”
“I fired one shot and I missed.”
“And you hit him with the wire.”
“I do not know what I hit.” Dale’s jaw was tight. “Wren. I have known you since we were children. I have been patient with you. I have been patient with your questions and your brother and your border-walking and your refusal to see what is in front of your face. But I am the Beta of this pack and there is a rogue on this territory and a Council order in my pocket, and if you stand in this field one more minute and tell me what I can and cannot do I am going to have you arrested for obstruction and held in the pack house until the claim hearing.” He held out his hand. “Give me the scarf.”
I looked at him. The snow came down between us. Behind him Mr. Hask shifted his rifle from one shoulder to the other.
“Take it,” I said, and put it in his hand.
Then I turned and walked back toward the wall, and I did not look around, and I did not run, and my hands were shaking in my pockets, and behind me Dale stood in the field with the lantern and the scarf and did not say a word.
The whole of the mill yard was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.It was the first of May and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green and the whole of the west line was green and the whole of the north field was green.And the whole of the mill was the whole of the keeper's house with the door that closed and the window that opened and the chair by the window and the rug on the floor and the crib in the corner.And in the crib there was a child.She was three months old and she had red hair and amber eyes and she was awake and she was making a sound that was not a word and the whole of her was the whole of the line.I picked her up.“Ilse,” I said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the it.”She made the sound again.And then Elias came in from the yard with his shirt sleeves rolled up and his hair in his eyes and his hands dirty from the fence line.“Wren,” he said. “The whole of the it is
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the record.The whole of the line went up to the pack house in the morning and the whole of the them came into the Alpha's office and the whole of the them sat down at the long table and the whole of the them had the register and the crates and the whole of the it.The whole of the record was on the table. It was the new record. It was the record of the whole of the packs and it had been bound in leather by Arthur Renn and it had a brass clasp and the whole of it was blank.And it was waiting for the whole of the it.“Alpha,” Arthur Renn said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the record. And the whole of the record is the whole of the line.” He put his hand on the book. “And the whole of the it is going to be written by the whole of the it.”I sat down at the head of the table.“Then write the whole of
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the mark.It was not a day and it was not a night and it was not a trial. It was a thing that happened in the circle in the spring with the whole of the line around it and the whole of the ground under it.The whole of the it came at dusk on the first full moon after the trial.The whole of the line came into the circle and the whole of the pack and the whole of the territories and the whole of the east and the whole of the them stood around the flat stone and the whole of the them put their hands on the stone.And then Ada of the north came into the circle.She was old and she had a cane and a shawl and she was the keeper and she had been the keeper for eighty-five years.“Alpha,” she said. “The whole of the it is the whole of the mark.”“The whole of the it is the whole of the mark,” I said.She put the
The whole of the packs was signed and the whole of the line was one and the whole of it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the trial.It was held in the circle in the trees in the spring when the snow was gone and the wheat was up and the whole of the east field was green.The whole of the Council came and the whole of the territories came and the whole of the east came and the whole of the north came and the whole of the line came and the whole of the it was in the east field.And in the middle of the circle there was a table and seven chairs and the whole of the Alphas of the whole of the packs sat in the chairs.I sat in the middle chair with Ilse in my arms and Elias beside me.And in front of the table there was a wolf.It was Silas and he was in a gray coat and his hands were tied and his face was gray and the whole of him was the whole of the it.“Silas,” I said.“Alpha,” he said.“The whole of the it is the whole of the trial,” I said. “
The whole of the circle roared and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the whole of the it was the whole of the whole of the it.The Alpha of the Alphas stood on the flat stone with his staff in his hand and the whole of him was the whole of the it."Alpha," he said. "The whole of the it is the whole of the line and the whole of the line is the whole of the ground and the whole of the ground is the whole of the territories." He put his staff on the stone. "And the whole of the territories is not the whole of the Council and the whole of the Council is not the whole of the territories. The whole of the territories is the whole of the line."I stood in the circle."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," I said."The whole of the it is the whole of the line," the Alpha of the Alphas said. "And the whole of the line is the whole of the packs." He put his hand on his chest. "And the whole of the packs is going
The whole of the circle was quiet and the whole of the it was the whole of the line and the whole of the it was the whole of the ground.And then the wind came up.It came out of the trees and it came across the circle and the whole of the it was not the wind of January and the whole of the it was not the wind of the snow.It was warm and it smelled of pine and cedar and the inside of a cedar chest and the whole of it was the whole of the it.I stood on the flat stone with Ilse in my arms.And then I heard it.It was a voice and it was quiet and it came out of the wind and the whole of it was the whole of the it.It said: Wren.I stood in the circle.“Mama,” I said.The whole of the circle was silent.And then the voice came again.It said: I am sorry.I sat down on the flat stone.“Mama,” I said.The voice came out of the wind and the whole of it was warm.It said: I did the whole of the it the wrong way. I kept the whole of the it in a box and I paid the rent and I kept you out of t







