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It was raining hard outside. The droplets of the pouring rain created a nice soundless effect on my closed window.

Tumayo ako at binuksan ang bintana at hinayaang pumasok ang lamig sa silid.

Kanina pa dapat kami nakaalis pero kinailangan naming kanselahin ng ilang oras ang byahe dahil sumama ang panahon.

Bumalik ako sa pamamaluktot sa kama at tumitig sa unos sa labas. Kahapon pa ako nakauwi dito sa mansiyon ng kapatid sa Monte Vega. Kahapon ko pa tuluyang tinapos ang paghihiganti na ilang taon ko ring pinaghandaan.

Yesterday Zen asked me if I was contended with what I achieved. Is it enough that I left without actually doing what I planned all along?

I didn't answer him because I don't know how to express what I have inside my head. I also kept asking myself if abandoning the original plan of killing Ymir and Elizabeth is what I really wanted.

Only this morning did I finally have my final answer while staring at my older brother who is painfully gazing at the portrait of his once-