ログイン人と獣(けもの)との大戦が終結し、互いの合意により、世界は半獣人(はんじゅうじん)の統治下に置かれることになった。 百年に一度、人と獣の政略結婚が執り行われ、最初に半獣人を生んだ者が、次世代の支配者となる。 前世の私は、情に厚いと名高い狼族(ろうぞく)の長男へと嫁ぎ、誰よりも早く半獣の白狼(はくろう)の子を身ごもった。 我が子は人獣同盟(じんじゅうどうめい)の次代の統治者となり、夫もまた当然のごとく絶大な権力をその手にした。 一方で、妖艶な狐族(こぞく)に心奪われて嫁いだ妹は、夫である狐族の長男が女色に溺れ病を得たせいで、ついには子をなす力すら失ってしまった。 嫉妬に狂った妹は、火をつけて幼い白狼と私を無惨にも焼き殺した。 そして再び目を開けた時、私は結婚の日へと戻っていた。 だがそこには、狼族の長男・墨景(ぼくけい)のベッドに潜り込む妹の姿があった。 やはり彼女もよみがえったのだ。 しかし妹は知らない。墨景は、生まれつき残虐で、暴力を信奉する男。 決して良き伴侶ではないことを……
もっと見るMarcelina's POV
Dom Vitali was going to be the man to give me my baby.
The thought landed in my head fully formed and terrifying, like a diagnosis you do not want but already understand. It did not come with emotions like lust or desire. It came with certainty, and that scared me more than guilt ever could.
I glanced at the tablet in my hand, even though I’ve already memorized every line of his report. This appointment was a follow-up, and unfortunately, it was the last.
The foundation was laid during the first meeting weeks ago, involving baseline scans, cognitive testing, and reaction time assessments amongst many others. Today was supposed to be another routine.
But it wasn't.
"Let's continue," I said, tapping my tablet to wake the screen. "Have the headaches increased since our last session?"
"Same,"
"Frequency?"
"Does it matter?"
There we go again.
I forced my face into something neutral and looked up at him. "Yes,"
"Then no,"
I made a note anyway. He always did that. Like this was just a waste of time and not his sixth neurological evaluation in three weeks.
By the third evaluation, I already knew Dom Vitali's body better than I knew most people in my life. I knew his resting heart rate, the rhythm of his heartbeat under stress, the way his pupil reacted a fraction of a second slower after intense exertion.
I knew the scans and the reports. The numbers said he was fine, but his body insisted otherwise. And still, he sat across from me like a locked door.
Adjusting my tablet, I continued. "Any dizziness?"
"No,"
"Blackouts?"
Silence.
I lifted my eyes. He was looking at me with that same unreadable stare. Dark, assessing, like he wasn't listening to my words but weighing my intent. I suddenly wondered what he would do if he discovered what I was planning.
"No," he said at last.
The answer came easily, but the look did not. It made my stomach tighten even more.
Shifting in my chair, I suddenly felt hot under his gaze. The air conditioning hummed softly above us, but heat crawled under my skin anyway.
"Nightmares?"
Another pause.
Just long enough to feel deliberate.
"Define nightmare."
I ignored the way my pulse jumped. "Recurring dreams that disrupt sleep."
"I sleep fine."
I noted it down even though I didn’t believe him. "Disorientation?"
"No,"
"Memory gaps?"
He didn't answer immediately.
Instead, he leaned back in his seat and pinned me where I sat with those dark gray eyes of his. With his arms crossed over his chest and his jaw tight, he looked bored and irritated.
"You ask that every time."
"And I'll keep asking,"
"Why?"
"Because it's my job, Mr. Vitali," I replied, keeping a neutral face. "And today happens to be the last day of your evaluation,"
The accident was the reason he sat across from me in a Brioni suit that probably cost more than my annual rent and salary combined. It was the only reason a man like him was required to answer my questions. And I knew he hated every second of it.
On paper, he was untouchable. He was a billionaire, founder of Vitali Group, and owner of the most exclusive clubs in Milan, New York, Ibiza, and Dubai. He was also big on real estate, private investments, and owned a motorsport racing team.
And that—that is where the accident occurred.
According to the reports, his sports car had collided with a concrete barrier at high speed. That kind of impact should've killed him or at least left permanent damage. Instead, Dom Vitali walked out of the wreckage with nothing but internal bruising and a loss of consciousness that lasted exactly four minutes.
Four minutes that no one could explain.
His private physicians had cleared him, but they wanted an external neurological and psychological evaluation before signing off on his return to full activity.
That was where I came in.
And that was where all the wrong ideas about obtaining my baby from him started forming in my brain. I knew it was wrong. But my reasons were right.
Dom Vitali was genetically clean.
And I needed that more than I needed forgiveness for what I was about to do.
"You're staring,"
I forced my eyes away from him and smiled even though my pulse betrayed me. "Just looking at a man who should've died a month ago,"
He leaned further into his seat and laced his fingers together over his stomach. The movement pulled the suit tight across his chest and I hated that my eyes followed it. I hated that my body noticed things my brain refused to acknowledge.
"Tell me about it, Doc,"
Heat curled low in my stomach and I shifted in my chair, hyper-aware of what his attention was doing to me.
"From the reports, your car flipped twice before hitting the concrete. It's a miracle you're still alive, which brings us back to my last question."
"I don't usually forget things," He replied, "If that's what you're asking,"
"People don't usually notice when they do,"
"I would,"
The confidence in his voice made my stomach tighten. If I eventually succeeded with my plan, he wouldn't forget. But that shouldn't matter, should it? It wasn't like he remembered all the women he slept with.
Shaking the thought off my mind, I crossed my legs. But then, his eyes followed the movement, slowly tracing every inch of my long legs until they climbed back to my face.
Our eyes met.
My hazel ones and his dark gray ones.
He was beautiful in a dangerous way and sinfully hot. The kind of man women impulsively dropped their panties for. And I hated that I noticed. Because attraction was a variable I did not allow.
Not now, not ever.
Clearing my throat, I forced my attention back to the professional line between us.
Everything about him checks out.
Physically exceptional, neurologically steady, no degenerative markers, no genetic red flags—a man without a condition I feared. And yet... Something was missing.
"There's still no family medical history on record," I said as if it didn't matter. But it did to me.
"I told you," his gaze met mine, and his expression closed instantly, like it always does whenever I bring up the subject. "I don't have one,"
Everyone has one.
"Parents?" I continued like he hadn't spoken. "Siblings? Relatives?"
His jaw flexed. "Drop it."
I sighed and looked up at him, "I need complete information,"
"You already have what you need,"
Under his intense gaze, I suddenly felt hot all over again. I could feel my blouse sticking to my back and my fingers going damp around the tablet. Reaching up, I unbuttoned the top of my blouse in an attempt to get enough air. And once again, his eyes followed the movement, making it a lot worse.
The heat that spread through me was immediate and unwanted.
Forcing my hand back down, I straightened and pretended not to notice the way his eyes lingered for a second too long. The thought that he was fully aware of my body did something it shouldn't have to me.
"You're uncomfortable," he noted.
"I'm fine," I replied too quickly.
I knew it was a bad idea to hold this last session in his office. But the part of me, curious to know what a faction of this man's world felt like, had immediately agreed.
"I've seen better liars, Dr. Owens," He said, pushing his chair back and rising to his feet. "And you're not one of them,"
My heart started beating heavily. I had the sudden, rational fear that if he kept looking at me like that, he would know. That he would see straight through the calm surface I worked so hard to maintain. And he would see what I wanted.
What I needed.
A child.
One that would be mine alone.
"It's like I said before, Mr. Vitali," I said, steering the conversation back to safer grounds. "The accident happened due to loss of consciousness while you were racing. Overall, your condition hasn't changed. The symptoms are consistent with post-traumatic neurological injury and nothing suggests progression."
"Hmm," He hummed, walking over to the liquor cabinet. He poured himself a glass of gin and swirled it once before taking a sip.
"And since there's no record about your past or family medical records..."
"I can return to full activity," He said, cutting me off.
That's not what I wanted to say. But I knew it was his way of shutting me down. He didn't like being asked about his past or his family. And he had made it clear over the last three weeks.
"Yes," I replied. "With monitoring."
The ice in his glass clinked softly as he swirled it once. "Figures,"
I should end the appointment here. I should pack my stuff and leave.
Instead, my gaze dropped briefly, unintentionally, to the way his trousers fit him. The way the fabric hugged his thighs was perfect, as if it had been made just for him.
I don't usually notice things like that.
I was always too busy, too focused, and too married to my work to care about anything else. Adding to that, I didn't date or socialize. My life existed between labs, clinics, and conference halls.
And I was slowly running out of time.
"You're cleared," I said, forcing my eyes away and ignoring the heat that crawled up my neck, "My work is done here,"
I did not know why my chest tightened the moment the words left my mouth. I only knew it hurt more than I expected. This was not just the end of the session. It was the end of any chance I had.
Because once I walked out that door, I would lose the one thing I needed from him. And there would be no way to ask for it.
"Is it?" He asked, and my heart skipped a beat.
His eyes met mine over the rim of his glass, but I looked away almost immediately. "Yes, Mr. Vitali. It was a pleasure,"
I wanted to cry.
The tears were already burning behind my eyes as I grabbed my bag and walked towards the door. Just as my hand was about to touch the handle, his deep voice broke the silence.
"You ever gonna tell me what you're really looking for, Doc?"
My pulse stuttered.
This was my chance.
I could easily turn around, smile, and bat my lashes or whatever it was women did when they wanted something from a man like him. But that was the problem. I had no idea how to do any of that. I was terrible at pretending, terrible at seduction, and terrible at anything else that wasn't my job.
So I ruined it, if it even was a chance.
"When I find it," I replied evenly. "you'll be the first to know."
With that, I pushed the door open and walked out before he could say another word.
Fuck me.
白容瑶の言葉が出ると、居合わせた人々も事の経緯を理解した。もし彼女が定められた通りに卵薬を飲んでいれば、正しく子を得られたはずだった。だが、彼女は欲に駆られ過ぎたのだ。この件で、狼族は再び物笑いの種となった。墨景は無能で、妻は子供を産むために不倫しただけでなく、下賤な鼠族の卵薬まで試した、と。墨景の機嫌は悪くなり、白容瑶の狼族での日々はさらに悲惨なものとなった。一か月後、私は街で子供たちのための布を買い、家に帰ろうとしていた。すると、白容瑶が手提げかごを胸に抱え、こそこそと細い路地へ入っていくのを目にした。白容瑶が心を病んで、毎日狼族で他人の子供を奪っているという噂は聞いていた。私は深く考えず、間もなく孵化する子供たちを迎えに、喜んで家路についた。だが、私の部屋の扉は開け放たれており、保温箱の中の三つの蛇の卵が消えていた。慌てて、私は白容瑶が持っていた手提げかごにかかっていた緑色の布を思い出した。それは、私の机の上に置いていた手巾と同じものだった。私は時野が私にくれた護身用の短剣を手に取り、白容瑶が消えた路地へと走った。路地の奥には、朽ち果てた家があり、そこから白容瑶の歪んだ声が聞こえてきた。「お母さんがそばにいるから、怖くないわよ」白容瑶が無防備な隙をついて、私は彼女の首に短剣を突きつけ、殺意を込めて言った。「白容瑶、子供を返しなさい」だが、間近で手提げかごを覗き込むと、三つの蛇の卵はすでに割れており、三匹の小さな蛇の姿はなかった。死んでしまったのか、それとも逃げたのか?私が呆然としている間に、白容瑶は私を突き飛ばし、狂ったように大声で笑い出した。「子供が死んだ!私の子供が死んだ!あなたの子供も死んだ!いいわ、最高だわ!」私の目は真っ赤になり、短剣を手に彼女に飛びかかり、子供たちの仇を討とうとした。その時、時野が飛び込んできた。彼の体から銀色に輝く小さな蛇が飛び出し、口を開けて白容瑶の首に噛みついた。一瞬のうちに、白容瑶は血を吐き、無念の表情で地に倒れて息絶えた。小さな銀色の蛇が私の腕に巻きつき、口を開いた。「お母さん、僕が仇を討ったよ」それは天澤の声だった。天澤は再び私の子供となってくれたのだ。私は天澤を手のひらに乗せ、額にくちづけた。白容瑶の死は、何の波紋も広げ
私が目を覚ました時、隣の保温箱にはすでに三つの卵が置かれていた。時野は汗だくになった私の体をタオルで拭いてくれていた。何かを話そうとしたその時、「いやああ!」という悲鳴が聞こえてきた。白容瑶の声だった。「産まない、もう産みたくない!殺して、お願いだから私を殺して!」「白容瑶様、頑張って!もうすぐ終わりますから!」白容瑶の叫び声と助産師の励ましの声が混じり合っていた。私たちの産室は一枚の壁を隔てており、彼女はまだ出産中だった。「白若、よく頑張ったね」時野は私の額にくちづけをして、その目は心配と自責、そして満ち溢れる愛情に満ちていた。「ここはうるさいだろう?家に帰ってゆっくり休もうか?」前世、私が分娩を終えた時、墨景の目には子供しかいなかった。彼は私が一日一夜苦しんだことなど気にかけず、すぐに子供を私の腕に押し付け、授乳するよう強いた。墨景は私の体を少しも気遣わなかった。彼の目には、彼に権力をもたらす半獣人しか映っていなかった。だが、時野は最初から私しか見ていなかった。三つの小さな蛇の卵も、私に孵化させるよう要求せず、保温箱に入れて自分で見守ってくれていた。「大丈夫よ。白容瑶の出産がどうなったか、見てきたいの」今回は出産の痛みを感じずに済んだ。三つの小さな蛇の卵を産むのは、ただ一晩寝ただけで終わるほど楽だった。私は起き上がって隣の産室に向かい、時野には卵を見守っていてもらった。白容瑶は寝台に横たわり、心臓が張り裂けそうなほど泣き叫んでいた。痛みのあまり気を失いそうになるたびに、助産師は無理やり彼女の目を開かせ、怒鳴って意識を取り戻させていた。三十分後、子供は無事に生まれた。助産師が子供の姿をはっきりと見た瞬間、悲鳴を上げた。「怪物だ!白容瑶様は怪物を産みました!」私も近寄って見て、飛び上がらんばかりに驚いた。その子はなんと三本の足と四つの目を持っていたのだ。墨景は産室の騒ぎを聞きつけ、すぐに扉を押し開けて入ってきた。目の前の光景に、彼は呆然と立ち尽くした。白容瑶は慈愛に満ちた笑みを浮かべ、その怪物が彼女の胸にすがりつき、勢いよく乳を吸っていた。「うっ」墨景はすぐに吐き気を催し、口を押さえて走り去った。白容瑶は嘲笑した。「自分の子供なのに、どうして気持ち悪がるのよ?
私がまだ言葉を続けるより早く、時野は布団から跳ね起きると慌ただしく衣をまとい、医者を呼びに走り出ていった。十分間も経たないうちに、医者が部屋に現れた。医者は私の脈を取り、眉間に皺を寄せ、時には首を振り、時には頷いた。部屋の中は恐ろしいほど静まり返り、時野は心配そうに私を見つめていた。やがて医者は立ち上がり、私たちに祝福の言葉を述べた。「時野様、おめでとうございます。奥様はすでに妊娠二ヶ月です。どうやら数日のうちには卵を産むでしょう!」最初の言葉は冷静に聞いていた私だったが、最後の言葉で呆然とした。「子供を産むんじゃないの?卵?」時野は笑いながら私の頭を撫で、説明した。「蛇族は他の獣族とは違うんだ。卵を産み、それを孵して子を得るのさ」私が妊娠したと知ってから、時野は毎日私に滋養品を飲ませ、一切の家事を許さなかった。彼はわざわざ三つの仙蜜果(せんみつか)を買い、私に手渡してくれた。仙蜜果は価値が非常に高く、妊婦が妊娠中に喉から手が出るほど欲しがる滋養品だ。前世、墨景は私に半分しか与えなかった。貧乏な蛇族が、どうして一度に三つも買えたのだろうか?「どうやってこれを買うお金が?蛇族は貧乏じゃ……」時野は私のそばに座り、きれいに洗った仙蜜果を私の口元に差し出した。「白若、誰が俺たちが貧乏だなんて言った?この部屋のしつらえをよく見てごらん。床から花瓶まで、どれも高価なものばかりだ」部屋のしつらえは簡単で清潔だったが、これまでじっくり見たことはなかった。だが、改めて見てみると、確かにどの品も高価に見えた。「だって、蛇族が末席で、分け前がないって言われてるじゃない」時野は思わず笑い出した。「我ら蛇族は昔から控えめなんだ。他の獣族が私利私欲で利益を得るのと違い、商売で稼いでる。財産で順位をつけるなら、我ら蛇族が二番目だとしたら、他の者で一番だと名乗る者はいないだろう。蛇族は仙人になることを目指してる。一族のほとんどの財産は、仙丹(せんたん)や霊薬(れいやく)に使われているんだ。この世界の資源は限られてる。他の獣族と争うつもりはない。なぜなら、我らの野心はもっと大きいからだ」時野の言葉を聞き、私はようやく気がついた。どうりで、私が会った蛇族の獣人たちは皆、仙気(せんき)を帯びていたわけだ。彼
彼らは口を揃えて白容瑶の言葉を否定した。「この半獣人は認められないぞ。最初の協定では、人と獣の名門の長子の間に生まれた子供でなければならないと決まっていたはずだ」「もし狼族がお前たちのやりたい放題を許せば、血筋は混乱し、とんでもない怪物が生まれてしまうかもしれない」「ふん!この件はほかの四大家族の同意が必要だ。我ら龍族と狐族は、絶対に認めないと先に表明させてもらう」傍らに立っていた鳳凰族は、すぐに態度を明らかにした。「我ら鳳凰族はすでに世を捨てて隠棲しており、これらの決定には関与しない」四大家族のうち、一つは棄権、二つは反対。残る末席の蛇族の意見など、聞くまでもないことだった。白容瑶の言葉に一瞬動かされかけた墨景は、再び激怒した。「白容瑶、お前がやってくれたな!狼族の面子は、お前のおかげで丸つぶれだ!」騒動を見終え、帰り道。時野は終始不機嫌だった。私が何度も尋ねると、彼はようや口を開き、自分の考えを打ち明けた。「さっき、あの赤狼を見て目が釘付けだった。もしかして、俺が格好悪いと思っているのか?」彼の嫉妬に、私はたちまち悪戯心が湧き上がった。「私の心では、時野が一番素敵だよ。特にお布団の中では……」その結果、私は一日中寝台から降りる機会を失った。一ヶ月後、白容瑶は全身傷だらけで、私のいる蛇族の屋敷に助けを求めに来た。彼女は赤く腫れた目で泣きながら訴えた。「お姉様、どうか私を助けてくれない?墨景様、正気じゃないのよ。もし彼の子を産まなければ、毎日私を苦しめるって。もう耐えられないわ。このまま妊娠しなかったら、殺されちゃう。お姉様、何か秘法を知らない?」白容瑶の言葉を聞いても、私は驚かなかった。前世で、この全てを経験したのは私だったからだ。白容瑶の露出した肌は青痣で覆われていた。新しい傷と古い傷が重なり合っていたが、これも全て彼女が自ら招いたことだ。前世、彼女は私に会いたいという口実で私を家に騙して呼び戻し、私と天澤の水に薬を盛った。私たちが抵抗できない隙に、家に火を放ち、私たちを閉じ込めた。家を出る前、彼女は私を憎悪の目で睨みつけ、狂ったように叫んだ。「白若、あなたの人生は元々私のものだったのよ。狼族に嫁ぐべきは私、子供を産むべきも私だったんだから!」今、彼女は私の人生を奪ったの
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