~Devin~ It’s been sixteen days since I last saw Ren. I’ve been here before, but it’s hard when I know where she is. Unlike before, I looked for her and found nothing. How ironic. I drown myself in work, lead my body to exhaustion, and drink my expensive wines at night until I go numb. Her scent lingers on my bed, the pillow she laid her head on is the only thing that keeps me sane at night… from going to California and taking her by force. Love shouldn’t hurt this much, it’s crushing my heart and soul to billions of dirt

~Ren~ Holding back my tears was easier said than done. I watched as Devin kneeled in front of Griffin, his ocean blue eyes taking in the features of my son - his son. Griffin was first to wrap his small arms on Devin's neck, it broke my heart to see Devin’s eyes flutter close, his long dark lashes kissed his cheeks, and drops of tear fell from his eyes. “Papa,” my son kept saying over and over, burying his face on the crook of his father's neck. 

~Ren~ There are times when I really hate my mouth for speaking before my mind could comprehend things. The only sound that can be heard now is our breathing, mine was ragged while Devin’s was calm, so calm yet his irises are blazing with fire. Since I set foot in his place with Griffin, this is the first time he has looked at me longer than two seconds. His eyes were boring holes in mine, studying me, seizing me up. His beautiful face was so close that I could feel his breath on my cheeks, on my lips. All I want at this moment is to kiss him, devour h

This chapter is R-18 (I'm serious)*********************** ~Ren~ Without another word, Devin’s lips collided with mine. My hands instinctively wound around his neck, raking his soft locks, feeling its softness between the gaps of my fingers. Devin’s tongue was teasing my lower lip, daring me to allow him in, and like the silly girl that I was, I gave in to him. Expertly, his long fingers managed to undo all the tiny buttons of my dress and he pushed it off of my shoulders, making it pool around my wa

~Devin~ “Why do I even have to go with you?” Evan groaned while I drove through the crowded streets of Manhattan. That girl still left even if I begged her not to leave. She promised me she’ll stay and we’d do that ‘practice thing’. I’m looking forward to it but she just has to leave. “Just shut up, you still owe me for my plane, Evan,” I can’t believe this idiot allowed Klausian to use my plane for his illegal dealings. These two should never spend twenty-four hours together even if the faith of the world depends on it. “You’re whipped, Devin,” he pouted like a kid on the passenger