"Hi," She says when she finally comes down from the high of her orgasm. "Hi," I say guiding her onto her back. I place myself between her legs and look down at her. "I missed you." She says grabbing my face in both her hands."I missed you too," I say closing my eyes, enjoying her soft touch. "Six weeks is a long time." She says pulling me in for a kiss. I smile when she places one sweet kiss on my brow, nose, both of my eyes and then my cheeks. "It's a very long time," I say grabbing my cock. I rub her outer pussy lips and work my way to her clit. "I thought I would have to wait forever to feel you inside of me." She says her voice sounding sobreathless.I guide myself into her unable to hold myself back. I groan at the feel of her pussy. This feels like home to me. "Oh, baby." She says when I thrust in and out of her slowly. "My love," I say as we start t

Two weeks later. Renee is officially 2 months old today. She's growing up so fast. I marvel at how much she changes with every new day. She's going to be talking soon if I don't watch out. I'm having yet another slow morning but if I'm being honest I'm itching to go back to work. I'm growing tired of my quiet days. I miss having something to do. But I know I have to be more patient with myself. I'm lucky to be able to take time off to take care of my baby. I worked hard enough during pregnancy to do this. I really don't have to go back for the next twelve months. This morning Renee and I are chilling on the huge sofa in the living room. She's taking yet another nap on her baby pillow. I'm trying to read a book that's been on my reading list for a while now. My phone vibrates suddenly and I almost jump out of my skin. I don't know how Renee will react to the buzzing. I don't she's ever felt that before. I remove the phone from the sofa and look at it. I don't know the number tha

"Hey," Shalom says looking back at me. I stare at her not sure what I just heard. Everything in my being wants to demand that she tell me who she was talking with and what the whole conversation was about. I know I heard that guy say my daughter was meant to be his. He woke up a very dark part of me no one want to see.  "Hey," I say walking into the room. I sit at the far end of the sofa. I place my hand on Renee's belly as she breathes in and out slowly. "How was your day?" She asks after a moment of silence, I can feel her staring at me. I know she's wondering what's going on in my head. The truth is I feel extremely possessive of my family. I don't like the thought of another man imagining himself in my position. I will never let anyone be in my position. This is forever. But at the same time I don't know how to have this conversation with her without letting loose this posesiveness I feel. "It was good. I was able to knock off early for the

"Thank you for dinner" Shalom says sitting across the table from me. "It was amazing." I smile and nod, "You haven't said much tonight. Are we good?" She says leaning in closer. "I've been having thoughts," I say and she raises her brows at me in question. I smile and she smiles back but she doesn't say anything. "I've had thoughts about us," I add and she sits back looking unsure. "About us?" She asks her voice getting lower."Yes," I say and she nods."Is this about Thomas calling me?"She says sighing I shake my head no."It meant nothing, I don't have any feelings toward him." She says ignoring me. "I have no desire to have him in my life. I hate that he said that about our baby." She says rambling on. I reach into my pocket and take out a ring box and she stops talking the instant that box hits the table. "Oh my..." She says her voice getting high. "I imagined this would go differently. I have a whole thing planned so I can ask you more romantically but I'm so nervous." I say an

"Hi Noni." Mathew says walking into the living room towards Noni who is holding my daughter. He leans down with arms open to take her from Noni and I hold my breath waiting to see how this will go down. These two haven't seen each other since high school and let's just say the last they saw each other it wasn't pretty.  Their breakup was painful to watch. I know Nonin had regrets about the way things went between the two of them. "What do you think you're doing?" Noni says looking up at him. Mathew smiles looking at her. I guess I should be glad he's smiling and not argueing with her. I don't want my child to be caught in a back an forth between these two."I'm saying hi, to my beautiful niece." He says taking her. Noni resists for a split second but she gives in and Mathew takes her. "Well, hurry up and get her back to me. we're not done with our girl time." She says making a face at him. He chuckles not  really listening to w