บททั้งหมดของ His Soul & His Shame: บทที่ 21 - บทที่ 30

Two Years Later I exited the subway with my shoulders slumped and my body aching from all the running I have done in the kitchen today but I love my work and I can handle all the other consequences which come after it. I love cooking and helping other chefs even though I have my job to do but it helps my head from wandering and the ache in my heart stops when I am in my zone baking and cooking.It's been two years since I left home and not even visited once in these two years for which I am grateful. Mom and dad visited me a handful of times as they are so busy with their work and we always facetime and call each other. I remember the first day in this big city alone without my parents and Joanna and especially him. He may have control of my life but he supported my dream and encouraged me to pursue what I love. I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts of him.Other than my parents, Joanna visits me too, as often as she can and I feel guilty every time she visits this far but she

Izzy and I are in the cab going to the place she said opened this week and I am looking forward to it. Maybe I can indulge myself in alcohol and let myself lose it so I can forget about going back home and running into Ezra.Ugh, I should stop thinking and just enjoy the evening. The cab parked in front of the club and I stepped down from the car and pulled down the dress which was raised. This is the problem with short dresses, I can't even sit or walk properly in them." Come, let's go! I know the bouncer so it's easy for us to get in." Izzy said, dragging me towards the entrance where there is a big line of people waiting to be let in." How do you know the Bouncer, Izzy? You told me that it opened last week!" how would she know the bouncer when this is the first time she is coming here?" I have my ways, Fay!" she winked at me before guiding me towards the entrance. I know what her ways are, Izzy will flirt her way into anything and I am not judging her or anything but she flirts

Ezra's Pov: " Where is your girlfriend?" This is the first sentence I am hearing from Fay after two years. I told her that I missed it but she is asking about my girlfriend! There is no girlfriend and never was." I don't have a girlfriend, Fay! You know that." I narrowed my eyes at her to not ask that again. She has changed so much in these two years and at the same time so damn much beautiful that I am having a hard time keeping my hands to myself.While I was hugging her, the sweet familiar smell of her intoxicated me making me hard in an instant and my lips tingled dying to taste her mouth. I missed her so much and I had done things I hadn't done for anyone." She is talking about Mitchell, Ezra!" Joanna said rolling her eyes at me like I am stupid. Sometimes I feel like wringing her neck like a chicken but she is Fay's friend and I don't want to hurt my baby girl anymore." Mitchell and I were over and she was never my girlfriend and I don't have any girlfriends." I gritted out

I woke up to the sound of banging on my door. I tossed and turned all night thinking about the stupid kiss which ignite the fire in me which had withered when I left home two years ago. It's dangerous to my soul and heart to be near Ezra." Fay! Open the door right now or else I will kick it down," Izzy yelled from the outside of the door making me groan. I barely slept and she is disturbing the little sleep I was getting." Go Away Izzy!" I yelled out covering my face with a pillow and trying to block out her noise and knocking but she persistently started knocking again. I am not going to get free of her." This better be something worth losing my sleep over or else pray to God that….." I yanked the door open, my words dying in my throat." Surprise!" They both yell in unison making me look at them like I am dumb. I hate surprises and especially like these. " Daniel? What are you doing here?" I asked, making his grin fall a bit but like always Izzy covered everything with her bubbl

Ezra's Pov:Fay pushed me away with her hands on my chest and our lips let loose reluctantly. I have no intention of ever stopping tasting her but sometimes I have to settle for her and not overwhelm her with my dominating self." You taste so fucking sweet, baby girl and I don't want to leave your mouth even for a second." I groaned those words near her lips wanting to have another taste of them but I need to take it slow." We need to stop, Ezra! I have not forgiven you entirely." She whispered still in a daze and her tongue came out to lick her lips like she has eaten candy." Yet! Baby girl and I will everything and anything to change your mind." I stole another kiss from her and pulled myself back in the fear of not getting enough of her and her taste.Why did I push her away all those years ago? She tastes like peace, home, and sin all wrapped up in one. I am an idiot for not realizing that Fay is what I want, not some chicks who make me feel good for those minutes. I never feel