All Chapters of His Soul & His Shame: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30
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After Two Years
Two Years Later I exited the subway with my shoulders slumped and my body aching from all the running I have done in the kitchen today but I love my work and I can handle all the other consequences which come after it. I love cooking and helping other chefs even though I have my job to do but it helps my head from wandering and the ache in my heart stops when I am in my zone baking and cooking.It's been two years since I left home and not even visited once in these two years for which I am grateful. Mom and dad visited me a handful of times as they are so busy with their work and we always facetime and call each other. I remember the first day in this big city alone without my parents and Joanna and especially him. He may have control of my life but he supported my dream and encouraged me to pursue what I love. I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts of him.Other than my parents, Joanna visits me too, as often as she can and I feel guilty every time she visits this far but she
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Izzy!
I tossed and turned all night with the decision I took and I still am in confusion about whether I am doing the right thing or not. Thinking about making my head throb. I was making my coffee when my doorbell rang, no one visits me on weekends as everyone takes time for themselves but I can guess who that is.I stomped towards the door and yanked it open, I am having a sour mood and I probably will have God knows till when." Raise and Shine, Sunshine!" Izzy waltzed into my apartment like a crazed woman, she is my only good friend other than other guys who are with me in the course, and these two years she didn't let me feel the loss of Joanna and she is literally the cheery bird and an extrovert who sees good in everything.Joanna and Izzy are so opposite, one is a grumbling mess with a short temper and the other is patient and cheerful but still, they become good friends and I am happy that she is our friend." It didn't rhyme well, Izzy!" I murmured before going back to my coffee a
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Daniel
Izzy and I are in the cab going to the place she said opened this week and I am looking forward to it. Maybe I can indulge myself in alcohol and let myself lose it so I can forget about going back home and running into Ezra.Ugh, I should stop thinking and just enjoy the evening. The cab parked in front of the club and I stepped down from the car and pulled down the dress which was raised. This is the problem with short dresses, I can't even sit or walk properly in them." Come, let's go! I know the bouncer so it's easy for us to get in." Izzy said, dragging me towards the entrance where there is a big line of people waiting to be let in." How do you know the Bouncer, Izzy? You told me that it opened last week!" how would she know the bouncer when this is the first time she is coming here?" I have my ways, Fay!" she winked at me before guiding me towards the entrance. I know what her ways are, Izzy will flirt her way into anything and I am not judging her or anything but she flirts
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Surprise!
" Why didn't you stop last night!" I snapped at Izzy who was grinning like a maniac from beside me, making me groan in annoyance. My head is throbbing and I feel like I am going to puke my guts out at this rate. We were in a taxi in my hometown going to my home. It was a bad idea to drink last night and another mistake was flying the next morning with a bitch of a hangover. " I warned you, Fay but you were so competitive with Daniel that you didn't listen." I know I should have listened to her but the way Daniel was provoking me to compete with him with how many shots we can take in a minute and that minutes turn into hours with us downing all types of alcohol." That devil in the form of a human is so evil." I gritted out hearing a chuckle from Izzy." You are the same as him, Fay so don't curse him." It's the best hangover as I am not thinking about anything other than the raging headache. There are no nerves or anything about running to the real devil of my life." I am going to c
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Her Taste
Ezra's Pov: " Where is your girlfriend?" This is the first sentence I am hearing from Fay after two years. I told her that I missed it but she is asking about my girlfriend! There is no girlfriend and never was." I don't have a girlfriend, Fay! You know that." I narrowed my eyes at her to not ask that again. She has changed so much in these two years and at the same time so damn much beautiful that I am having a hard time keeping my hands to myself.While I was hugging her, the sweet familiar smell of her intoxicated me making me hard in an instant and my lips tingled dying to taste her mouth. I missed her so much and I had done things I hadn't done for anyone." She is talking about Mitchell, Ezra!" Joanna said rolling her eyes at me like I am stupid. Sometimes I feel like wringing her neck like a chicken but she is Fay's friend and I don't want to hurt my baby girl anymore." Mitchell and I were over and she was never my girlfriend and I don't have any girlfriends." I gritted out
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Same Old Me
Oh my God! Is this really happening? I moaned into his mouth pushing Myself closer to his body and feeling every hard muscle of him blending with my soft body. I should have pushed him away and slapped him across his face like a good girl for forcing a kiss but I am not a good girl and he is not forcing me to kiss him back. I am seriously going to hell.Ezra Irwin is a sweet poison that consumes your body so slowly that even you don't know and His kiss is hot and cool at the same time making my head spin." Fay! Can I come in?" Izzy's voice broke our kiss and the haze we were in. Ezra reluctantly pulled his mouth away from mine groaning but didn't push me away. " We need to talk, Fay! I will come in the morning and we are going to get brunch together." He said, kissing my forehead and lingering his lips there. I don't know what to answer him other than keep silent. I don't even know if I will go with him to the brunch. I planned to avoid Ezra over the days I stay here but he bulldoz
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Izzy's Surprise
I woke up to the sound of banging on my door. I tossed and turned all night thinking about the stupid kiss which ignite the fire in me which had withered when I left home two years ago. It's dangerous to my soul and heart to be near Ezra." Fay! Open the door right now or else I will kick it down," Izzy yelled from the outside of the door making me groan. I barely slept and she is disturbing the little sleep I was getting." Go Away Izzy!" I yelled out covering my face with a pillow and trying to block out her noise and knocking but she persistently started knocking again. I am not going to get free of her." This better be something worth losing my sleep over or else pray to God that….." I yanked the door open, my words dying in my throat." Surprise!" They both yell in unison making me look at them like I am dumb. I hate surprises and especially like these. " Daniel? What are you doing here?" I asked, making his grin fall a bit but like always Izzy covered everything with her bubbl
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Took My Breath Away
I get down the stairs wearing skinny jeans and a crop top with a bit of makeup. Daniel, Mom, and dad are sitting in the living room but Ezra is nowhere to be seen." Where is Ezra?" I asked mom, looking for him in the kitchen at the same time Izzy is also not in the living room or the kitchen area."He is waiting for you outside," Mom informed me going back to her phone. " I will come soon and then we can go into the town and have fun," I told Daniel who pouted at me playfully." Okay, okay Miss. Moore, I will be waiting for you like a good little boy." I laughed at his teasing and went outside, closing the door behind me.Ezra is standing near his car with his thick arms crossed across his broad chest and Izzy is eating his ears off with god knows what she is rambling but Ezra totally zoned her out." I hope I didn't make you wait for long," I said, walking towards the car and Izzy jumped back like she got caught while doing something she shouldn't." No, baby girl! Let's go." He g
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Sunset & Her
Ezra's Pov:Fay pushed me away with her hands on my chest and our lips let loose reluctantly. I have no intention of ever stopping tasting her but sometimes I have to settle for her and not overwhelm her with my dominating self." You taste so fucking sweet, baby girl and I don't want to leave your mouth even for a second." I groaned those words near her lips wanting to have another taste of them but I need to take it slow." We need to stop, Ezra! I have not forgiven you entirely." She whispered still in a daze and her tongue came out to lick her lips like she has eaten candy." Yet! Baby girl and I will everything and anything to change your mind." I stole another kiss from her and pulled myself back in the fear of not getting enough of her and her taste.Why did I push her away all those years ago? She tastes like peace, home, and sin all wrapped up in one. I am an idiot for not realizing that Fay is what I want, not some chicks who make me feel good for those minutes. I never feel
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YOU ARE MINE
I am happy! This is the first thought I had when I slipped under my sheets that night after Ezra dropped me home. It's been a very long time since this thought crossed my head and I was genuinely happy. The vibration of my phone pulled me from my thoughts. It's already midnight and who the hell is texting me at this time? By the time I came home, Daniel and Izzy went out with Joanna so I didn't get the chance to see them and I hope they are having a good time.I welcomed the sleep with a content smile on my face with the thoughts of Ezra and his lips. I don't know what woke me up but I sat on my bed like I was jerked by someone and I heard a loud bang on my door. What is with these doors and bangs on them with me? I think I may have been a door in my past life.Grumbling inside and cursing whoever spoiled my sleep I got down from the bed and walked towards the door to punch whoever was on the other side.I pulled the door open and a very drunk Izzy and Daniel stumbled into the room
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