It's 9pm. Dinner is cold and untouched. The room is dim. I'm lying on the bed, head dizzy, temperature rising and falling. Hot and cold fighting for dominance in system. Sickening. It's happening. By the moon, it’s happening, and I feel weak. So sick it’s hard to think. Nothing around me makes sense anymore. The air in my lungs, what I see, what I feel. None of it feels real. I grab the sheet close, eyes squeezed shut. The night is going to be long. So. So. Long, judging by the slow, unending pace. It hit me again, and yelp, muscles tensing as I grip the sheet hard. It's like a sudden hot stab of dagger tearing in between my legs that comes without warning. Keeping the legs open to reduce the pain, I try to catch my breath, gaze locked at the ceiling. The air is thick with my arousal. The sound ripping from my throat is desperate breath, each one sounding heavier than the last. I twist on the bed, my body slick with sweat. Everywhere burns. Everywhere aches. A
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