A THOUSAND REASONS To LEAVE
Someone who had lost the steady,sensible quality I had always considered one of my more reliable characteristics.
One conversation,forty-seven seconds on camera, a handful of words by a window and four words in a text message and here I was deleting drafts like a teenager.
I thought about the video.
It looked fated.That was the thing,it had looked like the beginning of something that had decided to happen regardless of whether the people involved had agreed to it.
I thought about my father's words, the one he said earlier,”She knows exactly what she's doing.”
Did I?
I also thought about the photograph still in my mother's journal. Reginald Ashford, 1993. My mother's open,laughing face.the st