Novel & Cerita Aku Lelah Dengan Semua Ini

He chuckled under his breath and rubbed my back gently. “I’m just… exhausted,” I finally admitted. “Between the twins and now Lyra, I feel like I haven’t slept in weeks. I can’t seem to get anything done, and I hate having to keep asking for help. My parents, William, my mother—they’re already doing so much. I thought I could handle three kids. I really did. But I didn’t think it would be this hard.”

He really is,' Nia chuckles. "You know why," I hiss back at Liam, getting frustrated because I can't help that the Goddesses cursed me with a thousand mates. "How?" he asks. "Can we lie down, please?" I'm now begging, tears brimming my eyes as exhaustion sets in heavier. I'm so tired I feel like I could fall asleep right here, right now. Liam stares at me. I can't tell what he's thinking or feeling but he finally concedes and moves past me.

I let out a tired sigh and ran my hands over my face. "The usual, you know, work, stress, monthly reports, the purchase of the plot of land that we still haven't finalized, the competition wanting to copy everything we do, I'm pregnant, a thousand and one things at the same time." "What? What did you say?" he asks with evident astonishment. "It's a thousand and one things at once," I repeat the last sentence. "Before that." "I don't know what you mean. I said a long list of things."

but all that came out was, "Do not say that." He laughed, dry and bitter. "Don't you get tired, Chels? Carrying me? Paying for everything? Covering for Mom and Samuel?" His eyes flicked up, sharp and knowing. "You have to be exhausted." I froze. My throat closed up. The truth was, I was. I wanted to scream yes, I am exhausted, yes, I want to run, yes, I dream about a life where I don't wake up in survival mode every damn morning.

Alex Nothing feels the same anymore. Everything around me feels heavy, wrong—like I’m slowly sinking and no one even notices. I’m completely drained, from home to work, trapped in a cycle that leaves no room to breathe. Every day, I wear that same fake smile, pretending I’m fine while something inside me is tearing apart.

LEAH I wake up already tired. Not the usual tired from a bad night’s sleep, not even the bone-deep exhaustion that comes from crying too much. This is different. Heavy. Like someone poured wet cement into my skull while I was dreaming and now every thought has to drag itself through it. For a few seconds, I don’t move. I stare at the ceiling fan. The blades aren’t even on and I still feel like the room is spinning. Fragments of yesterday drift back in slow, disjointed pieces:

in some weird way it comforted me and reminded me how I am not in this alone like I always thought but he is also here, right he my side to support me every step of the way. “To be honest with you Adrian, I am tired of this. It has drained whatever fighting spirit I have in me and all I just want to do is relax while I watch every thing unfold cause I think whatever I was supposed to do have been done and all we need to do now, is just hope for the goddess to work in our favour” I confessed.

But everything is so confusing. Ughh. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

“We have less history and he has a tendency to push me away when things get hard.” “Now I get why you still haven’t chosen. This is hard as hell!” Skyler groaned. “Right?” I yawned. “Fuck I’m exhausted.” “You’re not overworking yourself, are you?” “No, I don’t think so. I’ve just been so tired. Probably because of this stupid triangle.” “Well the sooner we do this, the sooner you can sleep.” Skyler pointed out. I rubbed my eyes. “Yeah, alright, let’s do this.”

Josh pressed, wanting clarity. “Again, I don’t know. I’m completely confused right now, bro. This is all too much for me to handle. I can’t even think straight,” Adrian said, his voice filled with exhaustion. His life was unraveling faster than he could comprehend, and he was beginning to feel like he was drowning in his problems.