Novel & Cerita All I Wanted

I pull him for the kiss. "Make me feel loved."

I want her to want me like how much I want her. Kung ibang lalaki lang ako, agad na papaunlakan ko na ang hinihiling ni August. She's one hell of a woman. I desired her like this but not this way. I want her to say those words to me when she's sobered. I would be gladly oblige to fulfill her wants. I love her so much and I don't want to take advantage of her but I am also a man, who loves her the most.

Ganon ang nasa isip ko ngayon, wala ng iba, tanging iyon lamang. “Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! ” paulit-ulit kong sinisigaw ang kakaibang sarap na natatamasa ko. Wala naman siyang reklamo kung maingay o malakas ang boses ko. All I want to do now is to moan loud. Iyan ang nais ko lamang gawin ngayon.

"Please? Sumama ka na muna kay Attorney Limuel..." "We'll do everything, Ayannah." Napapikit ako at napahagulhol. I don't know what to do anymore! All I wanted was peace! All I wanted was everyone to accept me. Nasa rurok na ako! Bigla lang akong nadulas! Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ang susunod kong gagawin! I just wanted to wake up and think that it was all a dream. But the numbness of my whole body declared that it was all real. That I commit something bad, something unacceptable but made me want to run and escape this place.

The one he always wanted. Freedom.

Lumabas siya at ako na lang mag-isa ang naiwan dito sa loob ng bathroom. Habang nakalublob ako dito ay hindi ko maiwasan na mainis sa sarili ko. Bakit kasi hindi ko maalala? Gusto kong maalala ang lahat. Ang lahat ng pinagsaluhan namin kagabi. Gusto kong maalala ang lahat-lahat. Nais kong malaman kung paano niya ako inangkin. I want to remember it. Kasi naman sakit lang ng katawan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon at walang iba.

Parang wawasakin ang buong sistema ko ng sakit. All I ever wanted was to be loved. To be in love with someone I love. Tumalikod ako dala ang mabigat na nawasak na damdamin. Narinig ko ang pag-sigaw ng mapagsino sa aking paglabas. Tuloy-tuloy ang aking lakad. Hindi inalitana ang mga mata na maraming katanungan sa kaganapan na ito. Umaagos ang mga luhang dumaan ako sa exit door.

Sya yung tinutukoy nya noon, na pinakawalan nya? Naiiling akong pinapanood ito. Talagang kay iczeh ito nakatingin at para pang sinasabi nito ang bawat lyrics kay iczeh. Maya maya biglang lumingon si iczeh at nagkatama ang mata nila. Pakshet. Sakto pa talaga dun sa 'all i ever wanted'. Kinunutan lang sya ng noo ni iczeh at bumalik na lang ang tingin sa monitor.

Special Chapter Kahit gaano ko kagusto na huwag siyang iuwi ay pinilit ko pa rin ang sarili kong maihatid siya. I want her with me forever. I want her warmth in my bed. I want everything about her. And in order to have her, I must work very hard. I must follow his Dad’s wants.

Baby, I want, I want, I want you Baby, I want, baby, I want Baby, I want, I want, I want you Baby, I want, I want (baby, I want) Baby, I want, I want, I want you Baby, I want, baby, I want (baby, I want you) Ain't nobody else is gon' do So every single time I come through and get it Come through and get it I'm addicted to the way that you touch me I want you I wanna fall on my knees, beg for your body on me 'Cause I want you You know how I like it (girl, I want you) You're just how I like it. Titig na titig ako sa kanya habang umaawit.Ayaw kong may makaligtaan sa bawat expresyon ng kanyang mukha.Gusto kong maramdaman niya ang bawat liriko ng musikang aking inaawit para sa kanya.