Awakening - Rejected Mate
My energy levels are low as hell, I can’t get up, probably not even without the straps, while I haven’t come all the way to out of my drugged stupor.
My first attempt at turning is completely futile, as with sheer will power, I try in the hopes of wiping the residue drug out of my system. It’s like I have zero ability, and even breaking my own promise to myself to never link Colton’s again, I try, desperate for some kind of help right now. Just his reassuring voice, his always knowing what to do, his words to calm me. I get a black wall of non-penetration, meaning something is blocking all of my gifts and abilities and I’m right now, no better off than a mere mortal with no gifts at all.