Bad Mistake Romane & Geschichten

Grammy chuckles and that warms my heart. I bite my lip trying to control the tears. "So don't you ever say that you've been a bad parent. I'm the bad child here. Not you. And it's unfair that you can blame yourself for your bad actions. Even God knows in a list of bad parents, your name would be nowhere to be seen because you've been the best parent ever! " Grammy dries up her eyes and sniffs. "Enough of that. You should get some sleep. You've had a terrible day. "

-00- “What a waste! What have you been doing all this time huh?" Zillion angry at the marketing staff who today made a fatal mistake and nearly cost the company a loss. Everyone in the room seemed to be holding their breath in fear when their famous perfectionist boss caught them making an utterly fatal mistake. If Zillion wasn't quick to catch on when he saw the awkwardness of the billboard on Chicago's main street, then maybe his company might actually be taking a big hit.

"That's why she wants to stay away first for the betterment of her and the baby, isn't it? And I know if they will be good parents, especially if Gian will already know about the good news.” "Why is it that your best friend is stupid." she said annoyed. "We can actually make decisions in life that are wrong but the only good thing is if we can correct them." I promise. "But not all mistakes can be corrected." "If it can't be corrected, don't do it again. We can't go back to the past or the things that ended. The important thing is how we learned from that mistake." my defense. "Like you?" she promised with a laugh. I looked at her badly which made her laugh more.

Mea opened the first one under the Chatmates tab. marcc_ wants to gossip about your photo marcc_: i’d sit beside you so you could lean your head on my shoulder itsmecristy: sure. you’ll have to endure my talkative friends tho marcc_: i wouldn’t mind itsmecristy: nice <3 marcc_: wanna be my travel buddy? Mea glared madly at the three women who now ducked their heads down, feeling guilty even before she started. She still started anyway. “Seriously? ‘Nice’ and a heart damned emoji?”

She must have felt worse, because we were mates at that time. Goddess….why didn’t you stop me? Why did you allow me to betray our bond mate? Can’t you make a miracle? Can’t you give me back my past life? . . Mistakes are costly and somebody must pay. The time to correct a mistake is before it is made. The causes of mistakes are, first, I didn't know; second, I didn't think; third, I didn't care. If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistakes, only sooner. (Henry H. Buckley)

I didn’t even know why I said that, but I guess I was just tired of arrogant and hurtful words. “Ohh really?” She asked, and I immediately came back to my senses. I clenched my jaw. “I’m sorry, I made a mistake.” “No, Sonia.” She leaned forward, her manicured fingers tapping against the table. “A mistake is forgetting someone’s name. A mistake is ordering the wrong bottle of wine. What you did was sabotage your own future because you wanted to play house with a fraud.” I looked down at my hands, biting my lip to keep the tears from spilling.

No almost twenty two year old is supposed to feel like this. I'm not a bad person. I mean I have done some fucked up things in my life but who haven't? So why does that one little mishap get to rule the rest of my life? Meanwhile Jake Summers gets to go on with life as usual. So what I lost my cherry in the backseat of his mustang on the football field? Big deal. And so what if deputy Smalls caught us and made a big stink about it? So what if mommy and daddy had to hear about it along with half the town? Who then felt it necessary to spread it to the other half. That was four long years ago and I've decided that I've been punished enough.

my head ached as I tried remembering the awful events from last night. “I bumped into my fiancé’s wedding, we had a little argument then I found myself here,” I said and the doctors and nurses faces turned blue showing a sign of remorse for me. “Last I checked, I’m here for me to get better, not to get pity from people who barely even know me!” I snapped. “It was a bad experience and no one deserves to be treated that way but you need to calm down and tell us how you feel and the series of events before that one,” the doctor explained and I kept mute for a while before looking him in the face.

One stupid mistake. My fingers hovered over the screen, trembling. My vision blurred as I read the message again, slowly, letting the words sink in. A breathless, bitter laugh escaped me. "Right. A little mistake," I muttered. I didn't even care about the part where he said he loved her more. What burned was him calling it one stupid mistake. "Sleeping with my best friend," I whispered, a shaky, humorless laugh catching in my throat. "Just a little mistake." My thumb hovered over the screen, the taste of bitterness sharp on my tongue.

My heart’s throbbing echoed in my ears as I leaned against one of the cars in the parking lot, bent over to catch my breath. What the hell just happened? I couldn’t help but ask myself. Everything had gone awry in a matter of….minutes. How did we go from fake boyfriend and girlfriend, to Asher not bidding on me, embarrassing me in front of everyone in the hall, and then my sex tape being played on the screen while others took videos of my crying face? What did I do so wrong to deserve such a life?