Bad To Me 소설 & 이야기

“All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy. That's how far the world is from where I am. Just one bad day.” Never in my life did I believe there would be a day when a quote from a comic would relate so closely to me. But recently, I started feeling that the bad days in my life are far more than the good. I was so tired of fighting to keep my sanity. To fight to stay afloat of the sea of misery that was pulling me to its depths with every passing day. I didn’t think I had more strength to swim. I gave up.

“Why are you doing this?” “Maybe because I understand what it means to feel weak and helpless.” I bit my lips. “You’re not a bad person.” She scoffed. “I’m not a good person. I've done bad things and maybe this is just my way of making them easier to live with.”

I feel so sad all of a sudden and I know it’s all about this heat season fucking with my mind, but these emotions feel too real. “ You are saying I am not…Loveable? Am I so bad? ”

"Something bad is happening to me. Something really bad." And I'm starting to crave it too.

I’m not okay. I’ll never be okay again. XXX

- Insulting Blade is my favourite pastime. You aren't bad until you can out sprint boys in a foot chase. - I should reconsider going to the Olympics. You aren't bad until your initials spell out something- mine spells SIN You aren't bad until no matter what, you always have a backup plan. My backup plans run from A-Z. You aren't bad until you have a theme song. - I like to think of mine as Michael Jackson's BAD. You aren't bad until you have watched The Titanic without crying. - my tears have all been dried up.

my heart breaks as I look at my mate. How can I fix this?

I am terrible person and a bad human being. Maybe that's why what happened to me, was my fault. Because I have hurt so many people in my life that, god is punishing me for my deeds. "Why do you have to ruin our friendship like this? Why didn't you love me like I loved you? Why did you crush me like this, when you were my whole world, Meera. Why? " She said, her voice wavering, and sounding in pain. "Because I am bad person. I have no justification for my deeds. But if possible than please, forgive me" I said and sobbing grew more hysterical.

She is working so good but different type of customers come to her and sometimes she loses it and insults customers especially men who would try to hit on her . The manager called her so many times to talk to her about customer service and she tries to improve and try to control herself ,after she talking to the manager she actually improves and ignores anything that does not deserve her comments .She actually improves and becomes the best till operator she is loved by everyone but complants would rise from managers who would have tried their luck on her and failed ,they would make up stories just to let her down.Lucinda is good at making everyone else believe she deserves a promotion no ma

I stopped taking medication a while ago and I don't want to become dependent of these stupid pills again. I need to draw out blood. This girl Noralyn Chase better not be at school when I come back tomorrow.