Can I Cry Now Novels & Stories

Talking about Kelsea, my sadness eased a little, and I smiled with a chest filled with pride. "Oh, God. Go home! If you don't want to go home, at least tell me where are you? Let me not to worry. Every day, I can't calm my mind. Go home, now, your future is still long. Everything has happened, what are you waiting for?" I just sniffled. Crying again, and this is the cycle I feel. Or could I be crazy? I bit my lip, took a deep breath. Don't cry, don't cry. I don't know how many liters of tears can form a lake.

“It's all my fault. Everything that happened to you is my fault; I should be the one dead. I'll never be happy, I promise to never be happy.” Tears kept streaming down my face, a quiet, soundless waterfall of sorrow. My body shook slightly, but my mouth was clamped shut, stifling any audible sobs. I cried silently, hiding my pain from the world, as if afraid to let others see the depth of my emotions. Each tear that fell was a testament to the weight I carried, a physical manifestation of the grief, hurt, or frustration that had become too much to bear. My eyes, red-rimmed and puffy, were the only giveaway, a window to the storm raging within.

9 months ago Crystal I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain, trying to maintain an equilibrium. So, if one emotion skyrockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit, to release that emotion packaged neatly in tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can't hold on to all of it. So, what I've le

I said. “Not now, please, just a little more,” he said, clenching the robe on my back into his fists. After a few minutes, he parted from me and wiped off his tears. “I never wanted you to see me like this, but right now, everything around me looks pitch black…” “No need to explain yourself. It’s ok, I understand you are going through a lot. Men feel emotionally heavy too, they can cry too. Crying doesn’t make you a lesser man, it makes you more humane. So it’s ok…” I said, lowering my gaze.

Well, it's not like I started it. “Ahhh!! What is wrong with me today!” I shouted, jumping onto my bed and flopping down like a little kid having a tantrum. I knew the answer: it was the disgusting sight that fool had forced my beautiful eyes to see. Now I had to sit and eat in front of that man, how did he even do it with that girl, that's probably why she was crying. I guess it must have hurt, which felt truly sickening. The fact that he was the only one who could technically ask for a divorce was so annoying. Maybe I should ask him. Who knows, he might agree to it. —

ON MY SECOND TRY! I CAN’T EVEN BELIEVE IT. I’m shaking. My hands are shaking, my voice is shaking—if I still had a heartbeat, that would probably be shaking too. I think I’m gonna cry. Like, do vampires even cry? Is that a thing we do? I don’t care. I’m a disaster right now, and you don’t understand how much this means to me. Seriously, y’all.

His voice cracked and I can’t help but sob. Damn! We’re in the middle of a restaurant and I’m crying like this. This is so embarrassing! “Kieran…” I breathed as I tried to stop the tears from falling from my eyes. But what the hell? It seems like gravity is on a roll and I can’t do anything about it.

I’m helpless now, I’m crying. I can’t control it. They are going to give another torture of my life, I can smell it. It smells everywhere in the atmosphere.

My jaw tightened, "So he can never do this to anyone ever again." Her eyebrows pulled closer as she looked back at me, her eyes softening the slightest and it wasn't till then that I felt some wetness over my cheeks. I brought my hand and wiped at them, the anger coming back at my weakness, "I don't want to cry anymore, what should I do," I looked at her, so helpless and desperate, "It's like I opened something inside me and I can't close it now, I can't stop it, what should I do-"

I disconnected the call and flew the cell phone to where away as I finally let go of the tears I was holding up. I need to cry! I need to cry out the last tears in my eyes. I won't be able to cry from today, I've to be strong.