Can't Stop That Feeling Novels & Stories

“Some men just don’t know when they’ve overstayed.” Her laughter crawls under my skin. I close my eyes, heart pounding, and for the first time, I feel it clearly — this fall isn’t finished. Something worse is coming. And I have no idea how to stop it.

I can hold on I can't sleep at nights The overthinking is not fine But I can't help it I want everything to stop please These days people scare me I can't look them into eyes These days I can't eat Because I don't feel at ease I know I'm not alone I have people around me But they don't seem to notice I am loosing myself slowly. They say ,they love me But then , why can't I see it? Why can't I feel it? Why am I feeling all this??? Why am I loosing my mind? Why am I not enjoying myself? Where the heck my mind has been lately? Why can't I concentrate?? I feel so stupid For feeling all this things But I can't help it Someone help me stop it. I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too

The way I feel when I’m close to her. Yet it feels like whatever we had, is broken now. I don’t even know if I have the strength or the determination to try and fix it. Sweat has my shirt clinging to me. Beads of it running down my temples, trickling down my back. I don’t like this. Three times now, I’ve sensed a reason to stop but can’t put my finger on what it is.

"I’m happy to know that Noah but I want you to be careful. Don't let your feelings control you okay?" "It's too late now, mum. I’m too deep into this. I’m falling in love with him. I don't know about him but I can’t stop myself for falling. He’s everything I read in novels. Sometimes, I think he’s not even real.” "If that’s what you feel”. Her voice held some concern.

His middle finger continues to swirl, as the maddening sensations radiate outward. It took every bit of my concentration to form the simple words which have been trying desperately to make their way out. "Lucas! Please... you have to..." The word freezes on the tip of my tongue. 'Stop.' It's a simple, one syllable word! Why can't I say it? 'Because you want him to continue!' The shameful thought echoes inside, even as I strained to repress it. 'You want him to keep going, because you love this.' Every fiber of my being wants to argue with this notion, but the ripples of delectable pleasure are making it hard to formulate thoughts of any type.

Why can’t I stop After what just happened I still love him; I still desire him; I still need him just want him and to think he is the only one in my heart…I sobbed on the bed crying my eyes out I can’t have him; he is not mine, and he will never be mine while crying over something that can never be yours. I kept murmuring. Yes, stop loving someone who couldn't love you. I screamed right into my pillow sobbing hard until I slept off, I finally was able to sleep.

I feel overwhelmed, like I can't breathe, my head feels heavier and I feel like something is taking over my mind and body. It's stronger than me and I can't stop it. I sink to my knees with my hands on both sides of my head as I try to somehow control what I'm feeling. It's not pain but it's something else, something very strong. "STOP!" I tell with so much force that I get both Hands and the girl's attention. I don't know who I was telling to stop, the overwhelming sensation I was experiencing or them but I'm glad I managed to stop both.

“Damn it, Eunique! Stop staring!” I know! I need to stop staring! I need to even stop feeling! But how do I stop a feeling I can’t even control? If I could only tell myself to stop loving him, I would’ve done it by now! But I can’t! And that’s what makes me feel so bad! And the worst thing is, I can’t be mad. I don’t have the right to be angry about all of this. This is my fault. I left him without a word. And now, he’s found someone else.

I couldn’t stop myself from falling deeper into something I knew I shouldn’t be in. And yet, I was going to continue, because no matter how much I wanted to stop, I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. I had no idea what I was feeling. But at that moment, I couldn’t lie to myself any longer. I was falling for him. And I had no idea how to stop it.

This feels good. I don’t want to stop.